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spring cleaning
2004-04-17 04:23:35
Da-da-da...hmmm..... ^____^
Down to 53 vids. Amazing how that happens. Still way too many to keep people from yelling at me and whining about me, but they can't say I'm not trying. Only I *do* have to replace some of them, they're popular. :(
I'll try to get my 'In Love' video up as soon as possible, as well as my 'Eye to Eye' - two of my favorites (and I think best concept) YYH vids. This time that nasty aspect ratio and the interlacing problems will be fixed, along with more reasonable file sizes. Although, I may keep 'In Love' up in the 60mb range - it seems that is *not* a huge size after all. ^_^
Heh, maybe I can even use a normal aspect ratio rather than the teentsie 320x240. I moved my comp, so now I have to shift my chair back a few feet to really watch my vids. I'm so used to viewing them from the couch (after production) that it's just too close otherwise - I end up minimizing it and that's no fun. And the pixelation from the aspect ratio drives me nuts if I watch it right on top of the computer. Maybe I should get a second desk to put between me and the computer to give me that distance. ;p
Oddly enough, I never realized how tiny the text is on this site until I moved back to a desk and looked at it close up - it actually seemed *bigger* from a distance. That's just strange. Here I thought I had good vision close or far, but I may be farsighted after all. Learn something new everyday. ^_^;; -
heh...
2004-04-17 01:11:19
Sarah, I've been expecting to die before 30 since I was fifteen. If anyone has a right to make jokes about longevity, it's me. I have 6 yrs left, what's your excuse?
^_^;
I'm a hateful person who wishes death on everyone around me. You can really tell that from my behavior and treatment of other members, can't you. I go out of my way to be sarcastic and criticising of others, and can't handle a bit of humor or teasing. Everytime someone makes a general statement, I automatically think it's about me. I've never watched conspiracy theory and have no idea of my own 'victim' syndrome.
Where the heck is my kettle? Someone done married it and painted me black. Makes my eyes look greener, though, so it's not all bad. ;p -
beware...
2004-04-16 21:24:32
That's it, I'm doing a Kuwabara/Yusuke video. o.o
That's right, you didn't read it wrong, I'm pairing one of my favorite 'straight' guys up with one of the ugliest, clutsiest, but most endearing clowns you can find. Keiko would kill me if she weren't an anime character. I'll try to make it up with a sappy Yusuke/Keiko vid soon after this one. But right now, I feel like going out on a limb, and it needs to be done. Heck, any pair of guys the anime actually shows as married with Koenma as their baby deserve to have a yaoi video. ^_^; They set it up when the two first kissed, funny as heck, but yaoi nonetheless.
Ah...talk about alienating the target audience. There *is* no target audience here. But judging by my past trying to do DBZ 'yaoi' and having it passed off as just another action vid...I doubt they'll gripe too much. I still get people telling me my Goku/Vegeta video fits the anime perfectly, and I could have sworn they were both straight with female mates to boot in the anime. o.O
At least with Kuwa and Yusuke, the females aren't really competition. Just think, Yusuke leaves Keiko for 3 yrs, and then decides to make it longer so he can roam around by himself for another few months. And Kuwa, well, any relationship with an a-sexual ice maiden is going to be tough, guaranteed. But having one with Hiei as her overprotective brother? He's doomed. ;p
Plus I have an interesting idea for the editing, and love the song - I'm definitely making it. I figure 2 weeks max. If I get the footage ripped this weekend I can put in a good 8 hrs per day after work next week. Can't wait to get started. ^__^ -
excerpts from 'Trust'
2004-04-13 02:36:57
"Time is a valuable thing,
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings,
Watch it count down to the end of the day,
The clock ticks life away."
"You point the finger at me again..."
"I have as much rage as you have.
I have as much pain as you do.
I've lived as much hell as you have,
and I've kept mine bubbling under...
for you..."
"You were my mentor.
You were my brother.
You were my partner.
You were my teacher.
You were my very own sympathetic character."
"Cover up your face,
You can't run the race.
The pace is too fast,
You just won't last."
"They point the finger at me again.
Guilty by association..."
"I tried so hard,
And got so far.
But in the end,
It doesn't even matter..."
"I'm crying day and night now.
What is wrong with me?!
I cannot find out.
I feel I'm going to break."
"It's been a while,
Since I could
Look at myself straight."
"Crawling in my skin,
These wounds they will not heal.
Fear is how I fall,
Confusing what is real."
"I might be proving you right
With my silence or my retaliation..."
"I can't seem to fight these feelings.
I'm caught in the middle of this,
And my wounds are not healing."
"So you're a kind who deals with the games in the mind.
You confuse me in a way that I've never known.
You confuse me in a way that I've never known."
"You will feel my anger,
You will feel my pain.
You will feel my torment,
Driving me insane."
"Like any uncharted terror,
Surely I must seem
Greatly intriguing."
"So break me,
Shake me, hate me,
Take me over.
When the madness stops then you will be alone."
"You want someone to hurt like you;
You live what you've learned.
You want to share what you've been through;
You live what you've learned."
"But then I accused you in a way that you've never known.
But you hurt me in a way that I've never known!"
"If I am aloof no one will know
When they strike a nerve."
"You love the way...
I look at you.
You take pleasure in the awful things you put me through...
You take away, if I give in.
My life, my pride is broken..."
"And how can I complain?
How can I complain when I'm the one who reaches for it...?"
"Without a sense of confidence,
I'm convinced that life is just too much pressure to take."
"I can't afford to be misread one more time..."
"Why must I feel this way...?
Just make this go away..."
"You speak of my love like
You've had experience
Like mine before..."
"I have been silently suffering and adapting,
Perpetuating and enduring."
"You were talking crazy.
You wanted to do
Away with yourself,
And you thought I would be
A perfect resort."
"Things aren't the way they were before.
You wouldn't even recognize me anymore.
Not that you knew me back then,
But it all comes back to me
In the end..."
"It's been a while,
Since I could
Hold my head up high."
"Why do you affect me?
Why do you affect me still?
Why do you hinder me?
Why do you hinder me still?
Why do you unnerve me?
Why do you unnerve me still?
Why do you trigger me?
Why do you trigger me still?"
"I can't fight these feelings,
They will bring you pain.
You won't take away,
I'll be whole again."
"I've walked, sometimes confused,
Sometimes ready to crack open wide,
Sometimes indignant, sometimes raw.
Can you imagine...?"
"And it's been a while,
Since I've gone and
Fucked things up,
Just like I always do!"
"I would be lying if I said
I was completely unscathed."
"Even though you're close to me,
You're still so distant.
And I can't bring you back."
"And it's been a while,
Since I said I'm sorry..."
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lalalala~
2004-04-07 19:07:24
Having fun in the forum being your average spammer. It's pretty addictive - no need to think about what you say, just type up a few words, slap an emoticon on there and hit the send button. I finally managed to get that 'please wait' message. ;p
Meanwhile - I'm not sure yet, but I think I'm ready to do that Hotaru (sailormoon s) video. The song is 'calling' to me. ^_^
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