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**SNEEZES**
2005-12-16 15:38:14
YEP!!! I AM OFFICIALLY SICK AND DRUGGED BY NYQUIL!!!! YUCK!! THAT stuff is horrible!!!! Whoever invented that sickening crap must be someone who likes to get high of that crap. I just woke up because I am sick........duh. Its my moms b-day today. I cannot say what my mums age is because if I do I might get strangled by trolls in the middle of the night...........COOL!!! I have never seen TROLLS BEFORE!!!!!!! AWESOME **ahem** where was I?? Oh.....so I am sick with a cold/flu. I have a combination of both. I had a fever of 108 and it was awesome because I got spoiled for once!! hahahahahahha .....so yeah I ate in bed, I slept in bed, I tried to do my homework in bed. YOU KNOW......its not a good idea doing math problems when ur sweatin and sick. I got really dizzy. My head felt like bursting...just like soda pop. So .......welcome to my life.
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TODAY!!
2005-12-14 20:10:45
Well .....TODAY SUCKED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! What is wrong with me?????? Damn it!!! Im going to sleep. Maybe Ill forget about it.
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2005-12-13 19:18:54
Can you believe I had an art exam??? To me thats funny right there. My art exam was easy and I thought it was going to be hard. If I failed an Art Exam I would be so ashamed of myself. I mean come on...its art!!!I would be a disgrace to all painters!! anyways about my life......well lets see. IT SUCKS. Its so boring and dull. The only class I had today was art. It was my last class too. YEY!! THis week I actually don;t have any exams (THANK GOD!) but I still have to study anyways.I just don;t want to procrastinate. I am such a hypocrite. I say that I won't procrastinate and then I do. Well ...for once in my life I won't and will try not to procrastinate this week. UGH!! i don;t want to write about this.
One think that I am absolutely happy about is that tomorrow is the last day of classes...meaning no more biology or chemistry!!!!!!!! I can;t wait till nextweek. Its vaca!! but..usually its not fun. ITS BORING!! I have nothing to do or do anything with anyone. Everyone is going away. I am alll alone. I think I will be alone....always. -
Normal Boring Day
2005-12-12 20:39:23
So today is one of those normal boring days. Its no different than the other days I have had. My life is typically boring. I go to college, go to my classes, eat lunch with my friends, go to my class, then go home. Thats it. My day use to be go to classes, go to starbucks and people watch...like observe people going by as I looked outside while drinking my cofee. I wonder why my life is boring. Its SO BORING. I always wonder if ill ever find myself. I sometimes feel lost, alone, lost in my thoughts. THat was in september when I absolutely did not know anybody and was all alone, always keeping to myself. Now I have friends......but I feel all alone. I cannot depend on them all the time. Like lunch time...I hate having to eat by myself. Thats one good thing of having friends that they keep me company. Its good. But still..they are so different from me and sometimes I feel like I cannot trust them. They have their own lives. I do too. So I guess i am all alone in the world. Yesterday i went to the movies and saw Narnia: Chronicles of Narnia. I cried twice. I cried because it is one of my favorite books of all time and seeing it on the screen instead of being cartoon was soo...emotional. It was great. The other reason I cried was because Aslan "died." But he really did not die. I still cried anyway. One of the things I like about watching the movies like Narnia or any other fantasy, imaginative movie is to escape. I go to the movies to escape from my reality and from my problems. Its just the way I am. Sometimes I prefer to sleep. Sometimes I wish I could sleep forever. I love sleeping. I sleep and I sleep my problems away.Instead of crying, or when I had a bad, stressful day, or when someone FOR EXAMPLE ...I don't know... like hurted me... I would just sleep. Sleep my problems away. I would forget everything. I would wake up not remembering anything bad that happend to me. My friends think I am weird because of that. But instead of crying....i sleep. I don;t like crying because it stresses me soo much. I prefer sleeping.
Sometimes I wish I could go far way from my problems. i am so weak and i hate being weak. My friend says that I am escaing from my problems instead of confronting them, which is what I should do. I try to sometimes. ITs just that I feel scared of being hurt. I know I should be strong. I excercise.....that should count. I have strength. I don't know what I am saying. I bet if people are reading this are thinking what a weirdo I am. i admit it. I am weird. But isn't everybody?? Everybody is different and complicated..like a puzzle that is so hard to figure out. I am a very complicated puzzle. Like if someone saw me and I was smiling...they would say I am happy. But really I am just pretending. If someone looked a little closer ..they would see that I am sad or something. I tend to pretend a lot. Like I may be happy in appearance but I am not really happy internally.JEEZ...this is crap I am writing. Do I really care?? NOPE. I just wish my life would be, for once, exciting. i wish I can look forward to my days instead of being unhappy that I would have another boring day.; - About Get Backers Chip n' Dale Video and Precious Faye 2005-12-11 02:23:21 Those two videos that I mentioned are my favorite along with Moving Maniacs. I have sooooooo many fav. anime music videos. GOSH!!!! I wish I can make one. Really. Anyone want to tell me how you make them???
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