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I promise this entry will be happier ^_^
2002-07-30 22:29:10
Odd, I suddenly have an urge to watch David's Heero Must Die vid (the remastered version, of course :-P). Guess I just haven't watched it in a while. Hrrmm.
Speaking of odd things, I'm suddenly getting all this ambition to work on my videos. Must be all them grease fumes from working at Taco Bell or something. Nothing like dropping mexi-nuggets into a pool of grease to gather inspiration.
Hm, I'm in a happier mood just by writing this entry. ^_^
Cray-zee.
Awesomeness of the Evening: "This is my gift... It is my curse..." ~ Peter Parker, from Spider-Man The Movie -
2002-07-30 02:24:52
My grandma has been diagnosed with cancer.
She is going to die in the next few weeks.
And I can't do anything for her but pray.
She is going to die and we'll never see her again.
If any of you reading this would keep her in your prayers, I would greatly appreciate it.
We can't talk to her or say how much we love her because she can't hear us over the phone. She lives on the other side of the country, in Georgia. My family and I are crying our eyes out because we can't say goodbye or we love you or we'll miss you terribly or anything.
However, we all take great comfort and hope in knowing that she feels ready to move on. She's led an amazing life, and has no regrets. All the mistakes she's made in her life have built her to the incredible woman she is today. She loved life and everything about it.
I'm told that, as a close relative, I will be be asked to help carry the casket. I know I can do this. I love her so much and her blood runs through mine strongly. I would feel honored if I were able to carry her casket.
My mom says that my grandma said to me that she's proud of me. She's proud because I never faltered. I didn't stray from my faith and beliefs, despite the world around me. She's proud of me and I'm proud to be her grandson.
God, help me I want to be with my grandma. I want to be with her one last time. I want to say that I love her and that I don't want her to leave. I want my grandma. I want to be with her so much right now.
I love you grandma. This last song is for you.
My Sacrifice by Creed
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Hello my friend we meet again
It’s been a while where should
we begin…feels like forever
Within my heart are memories
Of perfect love that you gave to me
I remember
When you are with me
I’m free…I’m careless…I believe
Above all the others we’ll fly
This brings tears to my eyes
My sacrifice
We’ve seen our share of ups and downs
Oh how quickly life can turn around in
an instant
It feels so good to reunite
Within yourself and within your mind
Let’s find peace there
When you are with me
I’m free…I’m careless…I believe
Above all the others we’ll fly
This brings tears to my eyes
My sacrifice
I just want to say hello again
-- End Song --
... I've never cried this much or this hard before.
God, please keep her safe,
and tell her how much I love her. -
*insert twitchy eye action here*
2002-07-29 12:54:45
It's 9 in the morning.
Why the hell am I up this early to --mow the lawn!?--
Gah. In the AMV files, BIA Remastered is getting there. Unlike the last one, there's tons o' fun with Motion Setups inserted, and today I get to figure out how to make the right font for the title in Photoshop. Oh happy days.
To fans and those aware of Mac Hall: is it me or are their jokes just getting dumber by the days? Today's strip involves a guy going off about his "bag", and Ian, while I respect him as an artist, has to write an essay explaining the comic. Seriously, an inside joke just doesn't need to be published. Because people will start to HATE you... muah hah...
I dunno, it just seems lately to me, that webcomics aren't living up to their usual awesomeness. Ah, speaking of awesomeness...
Awesomeness of the Evening: "Everyone's around but no one does a damn thing." ~ Staring at the Sun by The Offspring -
After just watching the first Golden Boy episode for the first time...
2002-07-28 15:51:12
All I have to say is that it's awesome. Hell, it kicks ass.
....
That is all.
Awesomeness of the Evening: "The bullet of justice caps evil's ass!" ~ Good Excel, from Excel Saga -
Weird Soda, Inc.
2002-07-27 21:36:30
Let's review, shall we?
Mountain Dew, Code Red: Pretty popular among most people I know, but I personally don't care for it as cherry doesn't not appeal to myself. So there.
Vanilla Coke: Same as MDCR; popular to most of my friends but is it for me? No way in hell. One, I hate coke. Two, vanilla belongs as a pudding or ice cream flavor and out of soda. Three, I hate coke.
Dr. Pepper, Red Fusion: No, no, no, and no. It's Dr. Pepper, which originally tastes like medicine but to spice it up somehow? No. Also, one of my Dr. Pepper loving friends says that it doesn't taste any different either. :-P
Blue Pepsi: As I keep saying to those who ask about it, it tastes like a blue popsicle dipped in Pepsi and that's not saying much. It's just weird, to be blunt.
Will this insanity every stop!?!?!?
Awesomeness of the Evening: "Get yer hands off me, you damn dirty ape!" ~ Charlton Heston, from Planet of the Apes
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