- 2003-07-15 18:08:09 So much happened in the past few days. I'm now on my own, living with a roommate, in a new city, twitching at everything that has anything to do with new responsibility. Money issues make me sweat cold, worrying that I'll end up moving back to my parent's house because I won't have enough to eat, pay the rent, pay for my cell phone, pay for laundry, pay for y'know, everything. It's really funny, I thought I'd be really happy being with my friends and making my own decisions. As anybody with the IQ of at least two bricks can tell, I'm down about this whole thing. I'm new at it, and I know that I will get over it. For now, I'll complain in my journal about feeling smothered by so many many new things in my life.
- Fyrtenheimerflakenmoiven 2003-07-10 13:52:40 *AIM kissy face*
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Oh those wacky MSN "drive-bys"
2003-07-10 04:56:37
sunflowersnow4 : hey dude
sunflowersnow4 : what up?
Pie-Row-Maniac : Hey
Pie-Row-Maniac : Not a whole lot, just trying to stay awake for some reason
sunflowersnow4 : gtg babe
Pie-Row-Maniac : Nice talking to you
Pie-Row-Maniac : See yous
sunflowersnow4 : year u sound hot
Pie-Row-Maniac : heh, nope
sunflowersnow4 : just cheekin to see if u were r looser
sunflowersnow4 : but u ant falling 4 any chick
sunflowersnow4 : great
Pie-Row-Maniac : After falling for one by accident, I learned
sunflowersnow4 : u r a ugly fucker
Pie-Row-Maniac : *shrugs* Nothing I can help
sunflowersnow4 : swweeet
sunflowersnow4 : hahha ahahah heheh
Pie-Row-Maniac : hehe
sunflowersnow4 : gtg
sunflowersnow4 : bye
Pie-Row-Maniac : See yous later
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Is there anything beyond "feeling like shit"?
2003-07-09 12:09:27
Yeah, I'm still horrible. Stop reading right now if you're in a good mood.
I'm sore all over from moving yesterday. I really need to start working out again, I got exhausted much sooner than I thought I would.
Anywho, I woke up at 7 AM or so (!), which just surprised the HELL out of me, considering I've been getting up at noon or later and I fell asleep between 1 and 2. My body is so screwed up right now, it's buggy. Also woke up with a virus of some kind so after I drank some milk I felt my stomach churning in the wrong way. God bless whoever made my toilet.
In other news, my roommate (from what I can tell) has not turned in the application so he can move in and we can get the apartment. I really am sick of this. After talking to one of my friends last night (the one who told me that they think he hadn't turned it in yet) I went into an emotional frenzy. The day was one big fatass pile of stress, and I had HAD IT. I bawled and freaked out, muttering things that at this moment give me chills, and throwing things. I'm just sick and tired of being a pawn. I've given myself to the Lord and have done His work, and I've been able to put up with some of the shit the world has thrown at me, but after being stood up by my friend of over a decade, I snapped.
I snapped. -
A belch isn't worth any words; just lots of laughs
2003-07-08 21:44:29
I feel like shit.
After trying to get to bed early last night but getting easily distracted by shiny objects called AMVs, I wake up at nine to move my grandmother out of her house and into a home. Quite literally, her memory is fading. In the past few months, we've had to have the gas company come by three times because of gas leaks, among other things that I'm too tired to remember, much less type out or give a damn. She's too proud and stubborn to understand that she has a problem. "You don't love me. If you did, you wouldn't make me move." Yes, that's her. She forgets that she forgets, as my mom says.
So I help move stuff out, feeling bad for her all the while, being a coward and not wanting to look into my grandma's eyes. Eventually, my parents and I get things packed up and we get over to the home where we unload all the junk. I become exhausted at one point, my arms feeling like noodles and me extremely thirsty. We eat at the retirement home with grandma, which was heaven when I first thought about it, but when I got to the table and sat down with everyone, I felt sick. It wasn't the food, the food was fantastic. BBQ beef, grapes, sliced bread, water (Woo!), potatoes, jello, the good stuph. I just felt physically blech inside. After lunch, we moved a few more things in and out. Now I get to go home. The lazyass inside me screams "YEEESS!" as I ride with my mom to my house, where we drop off some things and pick up some other things for my grandma's new apartment. I stay home because I'm feeling nasty, and then bike my way down to the dentist to fill in a small cavity, which resulted in my mouth being numb at the moment. Try drinking water like this. Funny to them when it spills, funny to you when it "accidentally" spills on them.
I came home again, to find that my grandmother is here visiting us, as a result of one of my parents inviting her over, to help her calm down and such. My dad says he's off to change the oil in one of the cars, then pokes his head back in the room asking me if I'd like to know how to. I figure I might as well know something about cars before I move this coming weekend. I'm glad he showed me, I feel proud of myself for going for something that does NOT involve computers, something I need to work on badly. I learned to drain the filler of the oil, carefully pour the oil into a jug, replace the oil filter, and test the car. WooT.
What's funny is that while I was talking in the AMV chat and to other people, I found myself zoning out, as if my brain were one of those paper towel tubes, and I was the guy looking through it with my mind. I eventually felt better from the "sick" I felt earlier, which I guess was just the stress getting to me physically. So the day started off messy as hell, then eventually progressed into something worth going through :P
Life is a freakin coin: Sucks and Rules.
Unlike coins though, it can land on both sides.
Groovy.
You read that entire thing? What's the matter with you? Get off my property!
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