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2003-12-12 13:47:55
Missed my OLCC class today. I set my alarm and all that but apparently, in a stupor of drowsiness, turned the alarm off when it fired on, then went back to bed.
The crazier part of it though, was that after I fell back to sleep, I had a dream about two other Evil Dead movies existing. Both of which, didn't have anything to do with Bruce Campbell or Deadites; but rather, a Licker (or something similar to them) from Resident Evil 2 running around the woods killing people. One of those people being my mother. In my dream, she and I had a very tense arguement of why she wanted me to leave the woods this instant, while I wanted to stay and fight off the creature. She volunteered to fight it off herself. I don't know where I left to or how I got away, but I just remember the Licker taking her head off in an instant.
That's when I woke up with my heart pounding. -
2003-12-10 19:29:11
Got paid my last paycheck from the airport, so I have money to pay current bills.
HOO-Hah.
Brought home a pizza and Mt Dew and am enjoying them swiftly and deliciously.
Hoo-HAH.
Came home to find that the toilet had backed up.
I actually find it hilarious, since it reminds me of Castors friend dropping his cell phone into a toilet, which is by far one of the funniest things I've heard of in a while. -
**CAUTION** Romance Ahead
2003-12-05 08:29:13
I laid in bed tonight, trying to go to sleep, when I realized a double-edged sword:
I still have feelings for Grace, the girl I dated once back in high school. I kept going over it in my mind how much we cared for each other, and how we have the same interests, and how we have similar personalities, and how overjoyed we both become everytime we see each other for the first time in months. And it felt so good, remembering her face, her touch, her voice, and realizing that I might not ever see it again once she graduates this year made me want to cry. I have to go back to La Grande and talk to her, and be with her, even if just to realize that we're still fated to be with other people.
In high school, we both knew we liked each other. We flirted with each other all the time, and at one point I got the stones to ask her out. She said she'd loved to (her very words), but would have to talk with her parents about it first.
After some odd weeks, she told me that her parents didn't want her going out just yet because of her age (15 at the time; her family is Mormon, so yeah). It was decided that on her birthday (coincidentally the same day as my own birthday, May 18th) we could go out but only if we double-dated with a pair of our friends. Her parents knew me and trusted me, but they were protective of her and I understood that and didn't mind it. I was just beyond happy that I was at least going out with her.
The date went really well. We went to a Mexican restaurant and had a great time talking and laughing, then went to see Star Wars Episode II (don't ask). Sadly though, nothing happened in terms of hightening the physical level of our relationship (hugging is the highest it's gone to, seriously). Holding hands would have been nice, or if God permits, a kiss. Wishful thinking, I suppose.
The saddest part of this whole thing was, I was a Protestant Christian and she was a Mormon. While still technically Christians, our beliefs differed greatly and that's what drove us both to realizing that we couldn't be together; the differences would tear us apart.
Two years later after the so-called breakup, I'm here in my apartment with an ache in my heart. I have to get to La Grande somehow, and find her. I don't know if she's found somebody else yet, but I need to see her, even if just for a few moments.. -
Agonyyyyyyyyy! It can cut like a kniiiiiiiiife!
2003-12-02 05:57:42
I had gone to bed at midnight, in hope that I might gain some hours of sleep before having to get up at 6 AM. An hour and a half later after going to bed, I awoke to this strange combination of feeling, like my body had just gone through something... enduring. My mind, however, sustained utmost confusion. It was only an hour and a half of sleep yet something felt very much different. As if I had blinked and suddenly I woke up, but to an extreme level.
It's always so hard to explain things that you yourself are complexed about.
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Killing Sentiment - 0%
Keep Me Breathing - 0%
Segment For NME's Project - 5% (due the 20th)
Segment For FFVI Project - 95%
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Life is good, happiness is free, and vice versa. -
2003-11-25 02:50:30
Castor that is easily the greatest thing to happen in human history.
No exceptions.
No. Seriously.
C'MON!
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