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SpAzIsH!!
2004-05-13 18:09:04
like the title says, im a total spaz right now! 2 reasons, tho!
1) ITS THURSDAY!!! that means tomorrow is FRIDAY!!!!! OmG! you DO remember whats happening Friday....dont you? ;_; WAH!! i knew you didnt pay any attention to me!!! no but seriously,
F-R-U-I-T-S---B-A-S-K-E-T
((that was fun....)) -cackles maniacally- ICANTWAIT!!! ^_^_^_^^_^
2) its raining.... YES! AGAIN! its supposed to rain for like the next 5 days, not Saturday tho'.
3) ONLY -counts on fingers- 17 DAYS LEFT OF SCHOOL, INCLUDING FINALS!!!! ((i think -_-))
4) its SSSOOOOO close to SATURDAY!!! ICANTWAIT for, well, EVERYTHING! i was gonna say Wolf's Rain and Yu Yu Hakusho.... but i also REALLY wanna see FLCL and, of course, InuYasha! so yeah....
oops, did i say i was spazish on only 2 things? oops! went overboard, OH WELL!!
omg, i have to do my speech tomorrow.....but then i imagine my Fruits Basket DVD sitting in its nicely stuffed, but small, UPS box, just SITTING there waiting for me at the end of school, ANDITSALLGOOD!!! ^_^!
i also cant wait to see my sis's and Sean's expression! we get to HANG yo, LMAO! no but seriously, my sis is only into InuYasha and Fruits Basket ((SHE DOESNT LIKE YU YU HAKUSHO, isnt she WWWEEIIRRDD??!?!) so instead of getting the first X DVD, i decided to get Fruits Basket cuz that way, we can both watch it, ^_^ heehee.....
im trying to think of what else...... but i guess there really isnt anything...
EXCEPT! this HILARIOUS joke i heard about Dragon Ball Z. you know how it ALWAYS takes forever just to kill one bad guy....then he come BACK TO LIFE?! ((i so hate that show for that reason)) ok, well hear it goes:
Q: How many DBZ charachters does it take to screw in a lightbulb?
A: Only one, but it takes 5 episodes to do it!
^_^ heeheee....... i dunno if youll think its funny tho', cuz i think EVERYTHINGS good when im hyper, heehee.
oooh, i thought of something!!
ok, my sis's friend is named Amber right? well, her dad's a trucker, and her mom lives...elsewhere ((im not sure where....)) and her grandma usually stays with her and her older sis. well, her grandma is like...yeah, but Amber found out her sis was cutting real bad, and she and her sis got into this REALLY BIG FIGHT! and Amber is staying with her friend, who is also a friend with my sis, named Jolene ((if thats how you spell it.....)) well, Amber called my sis up asking if she could hang out at our place for awhile cuz Jolene's not home...for some reason....i mean, Amber's been over there for the past 3 days, right? ^_^? well, so my dad says its fine as long as my sis will do the dishes, so she agress, tho grudgingly (sp??) well, i got my dad to help me with my VCR so i could tape my Saturday shows ((^_^!!!!)) and she just walks right in! my dad said, jokingly "knock knock!" and Amber was just like, "yeah, hi." and walks right into out kitchen! my dad gives me the most unbelievable look, and after he helps me with my VCR, he says he has to take a haircut, so i ask him to drop me off at the library, well, in the kitchen, Amber and Zoe are hangin out, and my dad smiles at her and says "hi, im Steve." and USUALLY a person would answer back, but she just looks at him briefly and nods! ...my dad really didnt like her after that, ^_^'
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my sis just came to the library, so Amber went back to Jolene's.... well, my dad will be pleased, haha. gots to go, byeeeee!
LaTeR ^_^!!! -
^_^'
2004-05-12 18:54:38
sorry i haven't written lately, i havent been able to get to the library for the past 5 days, so ^_^'?
my sis has chosen yet another boyfriend. she's had more boyfriends this school year than i can count on my fingers..... thats not a good thing...^_^
i ordered my Fruits Basket DVD, and i-cant-frickin-wait!!!! its supposed to be in by Friday, but the UPS men really dont like me.... so -_-. seriously tho, then NEVER deliver what i want on time!! never-ever-ever! ...ok, that was freakish, lol.
im in a good mood, and i dont know why. i s'pose its cuz of the rain, cuz, for some reason, i get hyper when it rains, ^_^. its just a thing! i like strong winds, storms, and power outages, lol! hey, dont give me that! i just do, ok?!
yeah whatever...... lemme think what else has been goin on.... well, not a lot, except that i think ill be able to exempt about 4 out of my 7 finals. my grades are cool, it just depends on the teacher. see, if you have an A for 3rd and 4th quarter, you dont have to take your final exam, if your teacher allows it tho. man, i hate leaving the fate of my finals in the hands of my teachers......ScArY! -_-, lol. nah, their all cool, just not when it comes to tests if you know what i mean, lol.
DUDE! i gotta 102 in HISTORY!! and an A in ALGEBRA! i like, totally suck at those classes, but im doin so good!! ^_^!!
speakin of school, my dads like totally crackin down on my sis cuz shes not doin well at school at all! seriously, shes not getting and A or B in anything! and my dad is like a total grade- freak, so you can imagine how it is, lol.
OMG IM SOOOOOOOO HAPPY TOONAMI PUT YU YU HAKUSHO BACK ON!!!!!!!! its only on saturdays, but who gives a shit?! AT LEAST ITS ON!! i was just casually surfin the guide on my TV, lookin for the new InuYasha episode, when i see Yu Yu Hakusho: 8:30! i was seriously jumpin my head off! my saturday suddenly got SO much better!! ^_^! i cant WAITTTTTTTT for this saturday!!! all brand new Yu Yu Hakusho, InuYasha, Wolf's Rain, and FLCL!!! well, ok, FLCL isnt brand new, but its new to me! so there! ^_^ heehee.
think about it tho! Friday- Fruits Basket!! Saturday- everything else!! lol!
i cant wait!!!!!!!! unfortunately, its only Wednesday, so ill have to, -_-.
speaking of Friday, i have to say my argumentative speech on Gay rights FIRST THING Friday!! oooh, my guts get twisted just THINKING about it!
then i remember what happens Friday and Saturday, and suddenly im happy again! im such a freak......^_^'
the librarians are giving me looks cuz they know ive been on longer than 45 min....oopps....^_^.
LaTeR ^_^!!!!
((FRIDAY AND SATURDAY ARE GOOD DAYS!!!!) -
heehee 0.0 ^_^
2004-05-07 17:40:49
i confronted my sis about cutting, and she said she's stopped..... and im not sure i believer her, but believe me, i gave her something to think about, especially about her cutting....
well, i broke up with Tim! something that shouldnt make me as happy as i am, but whatever! lol. i also, like, never have to see him again cuz hes cutting the only class we took together. no, he was cutting that class b4 i broke up with him, -_-.
WE FINALLY GOT MONEY!!!! we've been living off pasta for the past week, but yesterday we got money!!! since my dad owes me $20, i can just ask him for $7, promising to pay him back, and i can get the first Fruits Basket (Furuba) DVD!!!!! im so happy!!^_^!!
hee, i layed off soda, so its just water for me now. im really hoping to lose some weight... but i wont if i keep eating the way i do! i ate pizza last night, today for lunch, then as an afternoon snack, o_0. you'd think i'd get tired of it, but who could get tired of pizza?? its my fav food too!! ^_^!
we're watching Schendlers (sp?) List in German class. its REALLY sad!! its actually kinnda boring... so i day-dream.... OH! i made up another charachter, modeled after me, and her name is Kage ((means Shadow))
gotta go!
LaTeR! ^_^!! -
new plans....
2004-05-04 17:21:20
instead of buying pants and a drawing book, i decided to buy the first Fruits Basket DVD and this really awesome How To Draw Manga book. yes, i was $20, so now im short $7 for my DVD, but i can borrow that from my dad ((hopefully....)) anyways, i thought id study the whole drawing-manga process, then try it out for myself, haha. the book is extremely helpful tho.
well, im back on track at school..... sorta.... i missed a History test and a German test, but i took the History one today, then Wednesday is a half- day, yay! so ive decided to take the German one on Thursday.... i need to study anyways, ^_^?
i..... have seriousy issues..... im happy that i got a boyfriend ((finally, as my sis would say)) but.... i dont really like spending time around him.... hes a bit self-centered and i dont like his friends.....im not sure if i should break up with him or not tho...... id feel really bad if i did i think...... but arent you supposed to have fun when your with your bf/ gf? well...i dont.... im not sure why....i just dont like spending time with him. I NEED HELP!!! i think im gonna ask my sis, then Sean, my best guy friend..........
moving onto more important matters..... we are flat out BROKE! our relator was supposed to mail us a check w/ $1000 in it, but that was 2 weeks ago! now we're running out of food, and cant get cable, -sob!- i seriously feel weird..... like..... im gonna overflow or something if i dont see an anime show soon.....-_- what's wrong with me...? ive also felt like crying recently, and i dunno why....
my sis used to cut and stuff right? well, she says she quit, but i still worry about her, so i peek into her journal every now and then, just to make sure she's OK. well, yesterday, when i looked....i found out she's still cutting! deeply too. i kept reading, feeling like crying as i read how she loved the pain, and how it washed away all of her emotions. and then, i actually did cry..... i really......hate how selfish she can be, and how.... she's threatening to tear up her life! ;_; i want to confront her....no, i want to slap her, just to knock some sense into her..... but.... I JUST DONT KNOW!!
im just not sure of anything lately -_-......
LaTeR..... -
mistakes
2004-05-01 10:32:35
i made.....a mistake...... thinking i could have 2 different lives.... we leave in a few hours..... to go back to Wausau.... and im cloaking my sadness, because i dont want my dad to think it was a mistake moving. i really like my home in Wausau, but i also really like my home in Florence. but.... i guess that just cuz my family is here...... im gonna miss my bro so much.... shit.....i fell like crying......
-smacks self- gotta stop! it was nice to see my mom and bro again. and.. yes, i suppose my annoying sis. i should be happy i even got to see them, instead of just moping around.
my friend is supposed to call.... but i dunno if she will. she didnt seem to eager to spend time with me when i called her the other day, -_-.
got $40 for babysittin my bro's friend last night from 6-11:30. im gonna spend $30 on new pants, which i desperately need, then $10 on this drawing manga book which i think will help me loads. if not... oh well, it'll be nice to have, ^_^.
LaTeR
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