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Why?
2004-05-23 15:17:29
why is it that...... even tho' my sis is always in trouble and is always bein pesimistic and stuff..... why is it that my dad likes her more? he always talks with her, he always asks how her day was.... seriously, he was drivin me to the library, and out of the blue, he asks me what was up with zoe. not me, zoe. its always zoe, -_-. i think im bein selfish again, but i cant help it.
LaTeR -
My Mind
2004-05-22 16:05:12
my mind is so much like a book, cuz im able to 'open' and 'close' it. a thing i like to do, is take this charachter i made up, and put in another anime situation. like take this girl i made called Kage ((pronounced kaa-ga(it means 'shadow'))) and put her in a Yu Yu Hakusho scene. i usually do this at night when im tryin to fall asleep or when im bored in school. then, when im busy, i stop thinkin about it, but when im bored again, i 'open' right back up to where i left off. is that weird or what? ^_^'
erk, i gotta go, sorry this was so short, ^_^'
LaTer ^_^
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^_^'
2004-05-20 20:19:51
saw Shrek 2, omg, it was SO FUNNY!!!!!! i love Puss in Boots, he was ADORABLE!!!
yeah, i kinnda hafta shorten this cuz i only have like 3 min left!!
my dad actually gave my money!!!! im so gonna buy the 9th Dragon Knights.... I CANNOT WAIT!!!! ive wanted it for FOREVER!! ever since i read the 8th one!!! ((which was yesterday.....^_^' ))
um.... um..... i finished my Algebra test first! go me!!! ((hey, its a big deal, ok?!))
um......erm......ermies........lesse.......uuuhhhhh.......
i actually think that's it, ^_^'
LaTeR ^_^ -
Life
2004-05-19 18:58:26
as you walk through life, you eventually figure out what you want your life to be like, then you try as hard as you can to make that true. as you grow up you realize all your missed chances and mistakes.... and how much the world hurts.... i think... i figured it in a different way.... a lot of people have to learn how the world hurts by taking chances and finding out first hand. for me though... its like i already knew.... and i wanted to escape that world full of pain. i think thats why i dug myself so deep into anime... because in that world you can make your own ending.... do you understand? im using anime as an escape.... or an exscuse.... i cant really figure out... but it had a reverse effect on what i thought it would. instead of escaping this world in full, i only did it partially. some anime's only make me more aware of all the pain in the world.... so i didnt really escape. im not regretful though, cuz i learn from their mistakes, heh. im really really thankful that i found anime, otherwise..... oh gee, i dont even know! i wouldnt be saying this to you, i wouldnt have a hobby, or anything to do. see, i think that everyone needs something to look forward to, otherwise they lose that connection to life. i know, cuz i lost that for a time, then Shelly took me to the Isle of Palms, and forced me to watch Trigun. ^_^ im so thankful!!
there are NO places hiring!! what am i gonna do for the summer?! im a LOSER, so i dont have any friends ((except Sean and Brandon)) so im gonna be sittin around with my thumbs up my butt all summer unless i get a job!! plus, if i get a job, think of all the SHIT i could BUY!! DVD, graphic novels....i could even help my dad move my mom up here! it sooo important that i get a job, its not even funny. i can only pray i get a job, and soon, else ill explode! -_-....^_^
oops... i forgot my history book for my timeline...im so SOL!! i dunno whats with me lately! i keep forgettin stuff!
ooh, guess what comes to theatre today? Shrek 2!!! unfortunately, my dad's on second call, but if he gets off early, he's gonna take us to go see it!! ^_^
guess what day it ALMOST is! very good, SATURDAY!!! hey(!) its closer to Saturday than it was yesterday!
thats another thing i could do with my money! no not that! buy the Yu Yu Hakusho DVDs!!!! ive wanted them for-frickin-ever....!!
er, gots to go,
LaTeR ^_^ -
Stupid Selfish Desires
2004-05-17 18:30:03
my Fruits Basket DVD came in ((on time!!)) and it was SOOO GOOD!! OMG!!! i HIGHLY recommend this series to everyone! i also didnt miss the Saturday Adult Swim action, thank god!! it was soo good, hehehhehehe...........
here's what im sad about: my dad recently informed us that my and my sis wont be able to go to SC for the summer, cuz we have exactly $0. seriously, he wont even lemme get this $5 magazine i REALLY want, ;_;. at first i was really depressed cuz, i mean, what am i gonna DO all summer?? i dont have any friends except Sean, who's going to NY for the whole summer! ;_;. ill just be sitting on my butt bored as holy hell all summer, -_-. AND the only computer i get is this STUPID library one! i would say oh well, but i dont feel like it.
eventually i got over my stupid self-pity and my selfish desires. and realized my dad works so hard trying to make my sis and me happy, and i only bitch about it. i should've known i wouldnt have been able to go to SC, especially since i know how much money we dont have. i wound up feeling bad about my selfishness, so im trying to avoid it in the future.
on the brighter side, my dad said i could get a job for the summer. i plan on working full time, that way i can buy lots of manga and DVD's, espically Yu Yu Hakusho and Fruits Basket. X is also looking greatly appealing. i have a list as long as both my legs of manga that i want, so i wont put you through haveing to read them all, haha.
another bright side, my dad said we MIGHT be able to go Madison to eat at this REALLY good Chinese resteraunt called the Big Bowl. stupid name, GREAT food! i just have to find a map for it, which wont be that hard, cuz i can just go to Yahoo!
well, my time is about up so ill see ya!
LaTeR ^_^
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