I'm also going through a stage where certain family members are taking you down with their ship and only see you as their own personal ATM.

Yep. ):Otohiko wrote:Dammit, I hate the autumn. I don't understand how people have this as their favourite season. As soon as the chilly, fall-like weather set in, I've hit some sort of brick wall as far as energy, motivation and mood. I suppose everyone responds to sudden weather changes to some extent, but bleh ~__~ The only thing I'm currently good for is keeping up with my work, which is unaffected since hey, it's still what I like to do even if my employers are douchebags. But work on its own isn't enough to wrestle me out of feeling blue this very uncool season.
Wish I could sleep till Christmas. Actually no, I'm not gonna be having an especially good Christmas this year either due to utter lack of money to travel and family being in Mexico. Maybe that's also part of my bleh-ness.
I wish I could sleep till April, only waking up for a couple of concerts along the way .__.
Weird, I had just the opposite reaction today. It's been cooling down, and I love that (winter is my favorite), but while I was walking about and putting in job applications today, nature decided to turn on the furnace. Heat absolutely drains me, so I was grumbling the whole way around town.Otohiko wrote:Dammit, I hate the autumn. I don't understand how people have this as their favourite season. As soon as the chilly, fall-like weather set in, I've hit some sort of brick wall as far as energy, motivation and mood. I suppose everyone responds to sudden weather changes to some extent, but bleh ~__~
It could be the dark. Have you tried a light box or full-spectrum light bulbs?Otohiko wrote:Dammit, I hate the autumn. I don't understand how people have this as their favourite season. As soon as the chilly, fall-like weather set in, I've hit some sort of brick wall as far as energy, motivation and mood.
The autumn is awesome. It's a time when you can finally stop pretending that you're ultra happy during summertime like you're supposed to beOtohiko wrote:Dammit, I hate the autumn. I don't understand how people have this as their favourite season. As soon as the chilly, fall-like weather set in, I've hit some sort of brick wall as far as energy, motivation and mood.