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  • Member: Cirera
  • Title: A Secret Untold
  • Premiered: 2016-09-03
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  • Comments: Trigger warning :: Rape & abuse

    The truth I hold
    Took years to unfold
    Locked up and never told
    Now I speak, for I am done being weak
    - Poem by Serena

    Best Emotional Video at Tracon 2016 AMV contest.
    Thank you SO much, everyone who liked this video and especially the judges at Tracon. You said my video broke your hearts and that actually means a lot to me. I don't edit a lot of drama that actually touches people, but I am so grateful people see the emotion in this video.

    Very damn personal. I've been wanting to make this video for a long time now, but I haven't been able to edit it the way I wanted. Somehow I managed to find the power to do this and finished it in two days. It could be a lot better if I worked on it more, but I wanted to keep it simple.
    I can't talk about what happened to me, I can't really put it into words yet. Not even now, when it's been 8 years since it happened. Mostly I'm over it, I'm fine with it, but there are times when the feeling comes back to me and I feel powerless. I hate that it still has an effect on me, it makes me furious but I can't help it. I just hope someday it won't drag me down anymore.

    This anime is one of the most beautiful, painful and amazing series in the world. It took me a while to actually have the power to finish it but now I'm glad I did. It's those things that make you want to cry just thinking about it and I hold it close to my heart.

    I dedicate this to everyone who can relate to this and I hope that all of you are alright. You don't always have to stay strong but time WILL heal you.


    Special thanks to my wonderful betatesters
    THK-Wolf
    Evegurumi
    Ekumimi
    Brokedown
    Korppari
    AzukaLockhart
    And Chikasole

    I was grabbed
    Hit
    Torn
    Crushed
    Cut
    Burned
    Stabbed
    Defiled
    Ripped apart
    Ruined
    Destroyed
    Mocked
    Toyed with
    Trampled
    Thrown out
    Torn up
    Heartbroken
    It hurts
    It's hot
    It's painful
    It's sad
    It's harsh
    I wanted to cry
    I couldn't run
    I couldn't resist
    It wouldn't end
    Pursued
    Seized
    Attacked
    Restrained
    Forced
    Raped

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  • Link Format Bitrate Codec Duration Filesize Link Check Information Comments
  • Local MP4 3572/129 H.264/aac 4:14 113 MiB
    Local File Cirera - A Secret Untold.mp4
    Duration 254.571000 seconds
    Video Track 3571.912 kb/s H.264 [h264]
    1280 x 720 @ 29.97 fps
    Audio Track aac @ 128.955 kbps
    48 kHz, stereophonic sound