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• Member: trinigal
• Title: Michiru & Haruka:Ambivalence
• Premiered: 2006-05-19
• Categories:
  • Action
  • Character Profile
  • Sentimental
• Song:
  • Kotoko Absurd
• Anime:
  • Sailor Moon S
  • Sailor Moon Stars
• Comments: I named the video "Ambivalence" after watching episode 18 of Neon Genesis Evangelion. "Ambivalence" simply means an uncertainty or indecisiveness as to which course to follow. I looked at Haruka and Michiru's situation and thought the the title is very appropriate for them.
  
  Anyway, I would describe this video as not a romance video but a "partner" video meaning Haruka and Michiru's working together to accomplish their goal no matter what. Although the lyrics of the song are pretty much a romance thing they can also apply to the video I tried to create. As always, lyrics are below with English translation.
  
  KOTOKO~Absurd(Japanese)~
  
  
  Saguriau kokoro no bimyouna kyori ga tsurakute
  Kowasu koto sore mo dekinakute
  "Sannin de aou..." to mata hagurakashi nigeteru
  Taisetsuna mono tebanasenai
  
  Konna ni yureteru no wa kimi ga yasashii kara
  "Yujou" sore wa yowai boku-tachi no iiwake
  
  Aitai omoi ga kasokudo wo tsukete yuku keredo
  Sugoshita jikan ga bokura no jama wo suru
  Mitsumete sorashita hitomi no nukumori kesenai ne
  Kakushita kimochi ga ima afurete kuru yo
  
  Ichiban taisetsu ni shitai kimi no sono egao
  Kowasu koto sore dake kowakute
  Hamidasu kanjou wo nigirishimete koraeteta
  Tagai ni tesaguri no mainichi
  
  Tomadoi nagara kyori wo chikazukete yuku no?
  "Yujou" sonna kotoba suteraretara ii no ni...
  
  Kizutsukeau koto osorete namida wo kobamu kedo
  Itoshii omoi de mune ga kurushiku naru
  Aenaku naru nara kono mama
  Ima no mama de ii to
  Yurameku negai wo kono te de kowashitai
  
  Aitai omoi ga kasokudo wo tsukete yuku keredo
  Sugoshita jikan ga bokura no jama wo suru
  Taisetsuna omoide kono mama fuetsuzukeru no nara
  Mou boku wa nigenai
  Kimi wo dakishimeru yo
  
  Kokoro de...
  Kono te de...
  Kimi dake...
  
  `English translation~
  
  The subtle distance between our hearts seeking each other out is painful
  yet I can't (bring myself) to break it either
  "The three of us should get together." I flee from that (suggestion) again.
  I can't let go of that which is important to me
  
  I'm trembling this much because you are so kind
  'Friendship' it's the reason we weaklings got together.
  
  The desire to meet you is accelerating
  Time passed by is hindering us
  The warmth in our eyes from seeing each other and then looking away can't be erased, can it?
  Now this hidden feeling overflows.
  
  I want to treasure your smile most dearly
  I'm just afraid of breaking it.
  I grasped my feelings that were jutting out and held them in check
  Everyday we mutually feel for each other.
  
  Are we getting closer together while being so clueless?
  'Friendship' it would be nice if we could throw away that word (out of our dictionary)
  
  I fear hurting each other and fight back tears
  My heart aches to the loving feelings I have for you.
  If we won't be able to see each other,
  it's better to stay just like this, like we are now
  I want to crush that wavering wish with my bare hands.
  
  The desire to meet you is accelerating
  Time passed by is hindering us
  If these painful memories keep on coming like this
  Then I won't run away anymore,
  I'll embrace you tight.
  
  In my heart
  In my arms
  Only you