JOURNAL: [Mike of the Desert] (Michele Poggi)

  • Pearl.. 2006-11-16 17:56:51 "Yeah... The nice girls always get the bad guys and the good guys only get the bitches" 
  • 700 Opinions 2006-11-14 12:19:32 Wow, this IS a record to save in a Journal. =)
    Too bad the site Admin banned me from the Top List (WITHOUT any possibility to reply, that's still something I'll never accept, since after two years I still have not the possibility to proof the huge error behind what he done), I wonder how it would be with me where and there, lol.

    Anyway, well, this is surely not a good day, but well, congrats Mike. >*< ^^ 
  • Journal: Rebirth 2006-11-13 16:40:59 Oh well..
    Here I am, during another lonely, cold night.

    I'm hearing costantly a lot of music, I would not be the same person without it, and I think that music is one of the most great things ever made by mankind, maybe the greatest. While going in the forums, searching for good stuf or simply sad people (PorySeizure, as Shinodude warned), my mind files, often where it should not.

    I wonder if anyone had some doubts reading my previous journals, I have to say that I'm been pretty cryptic, lol it came out like a code, but well, I'm made like this, and in the end sometimes I like to create these kind of thinkings in people who read my journal. :)

    It's also wonderful actually that so many people do it, I'm amazed, honoured, thanks.

    It's not in "my style" to name members in my journals, especially if I don't know 'em, but that man seems a lot like the new Sammy, with the only difference that Sammy was funny sometimes, and had his limits, but.. I don't give a fuck, really.

    I'm just writing some shit, yeah, during nights I find often myself thinking, thinking, thinking.. I'm really strange, I usually end up (and so I will) end up looking at the walls of my room, in my bed, hearing music, maybe reading Shonan Junai Gumi, and thinking..

    During nights I'm always far away, never happy. Bah.. Look at me, what I'm writing?

    I talked with a man in a forum of a MMORPG just some minutes ago, he was saying "I trusted someone that stole me everything, I know that don't trust is better, but if the reality was like this game, it would suck, everyone would just try to fuck you."
    Me too I always trust people, and as him I recognize this as an error, also with my "being too good", but reading what he wrote I just smiled, a sad smile, because I answered:

    "Tsk.. Believe me.. Reality isn't different". And this, yeah, is sad.

    And, again.. WTF I am writing, goota sleep, seriously.

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    Talking about "Serious for the Site" stuff, I'm having huge problems, I actually lost a lot of stuff, for example, the Cycore effects for Adobe AE, now I have AE 7.0 without a single effect, and I just can't edit this way. I hope to find any solution, soon or later.

    Good night guys ^^ I hope to be able soon to edit something!  
  • Komm Susser Tod - Lonely Day - Into The Fire 2006-11-13 16:22:20  
  • Komm Susser Tod - Lonely Day 2006-11-12 09:23:48  
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