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nightfall
2002-03-06 11:44:38
somebody's running after you
there are times i do the same
but i cannot stand the way you live
i can't simply simply follow sweet
how much i adored your inviting eyes
how much i hated to see you cry
your love i wanted once not now
feeling strange enouph...you cannot understand
my mind is drawn in a sea of thoughts
my heart is bleeding
my mind is black i need no more
oh sister release me
and i always love what others hate
but i never give up faith
out in their world i feel insane
at her eyes i'm dying to stare
and i always love what others hate
but i never give up faith
give me a hug please do it now
sister never never never let me down
never let me down again -
my first geting drunk after a loooong time
2002-03-04 01:56:43
bout 2 years ago i had an incident that got me 2 secs away from dyeing (or that's what the doctors said) and i was kinda afraid of geting drunk since then . But yesterday some friends came over and said "we're going to heal you" or something...can't remember for the life of me...and they did!!!
so we got sooooo very absolutely , totaly drunk that i just woke up not remembering a thing . i was like waht the hell happened...i must've past away i think . I must have im some people too but i can't rememember a single thing so my apologies if i said anything bad to anyone...wich i doupt cause i was soooo happy ^_^ -
ICED FUCKIN EARTH
2002-03-01 02:10:02
well i have returned from my hometown and i must say i had the time of my life there . Meet old buddies and stuff and had lots of fun but above all i got to see iced earth live .
It was the best show i've ever seen . Barlow kept saying how we were the most kickass fans and they had live in athens to prove than . Anyway lots of headbanging and another kickass live from iced earth . The night ended with the band bowing to us and showing our flag and we wanted even more , so barlow said that after 3 hours of pure metal there was still something wrong...the fucking roof was still untouched so they played "my own saviour" and it wasn't no more ^_^
sarah: thas cool !!!! - everyday i realize how stupid i was the day before 2002-02-21 04:07:45 maybe it's the long time i have to spent alone and maybe it's that sometimes i expect too much of some people...i mean here i have friends that would die for me , friends that i can actually touch and look in the face , friends that have proven their love for me...and yet i still insist to give more worth to a pile of letters in my screen...such as i shouldn't cause i don't get loved back . i know that this doesn't make sence but i write this for myself and noone else . how stupid i have been , they probably sit back and laugh at my problems , the shit i've been through and i saw those people as the only things to keep me going , yeah they probably lauphed their ass of as they were typing words of comfort...well fuck you fuck all of you i'm not winy or stupid , i don't feel sorry for myself , i'm sane in my own head and i'll be that way for me . if you don't want anything to do with me that's fine but don't mess with my feelings , don't pretend you care for me cause i do for you and in my heart that doesn't seem right...i think i'll go back to my real life now
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