- no i'm not high ^_^ 2002-04-28 14:13:03 after puting my girl to sleep (god i love her voice)i decided to take a long walk , i just walked till the other end of the city and back . Everything was just so beautifull , the streets were empty , just a few drunks left from the night before and birds flying all over the place , the air so light and refreshing , i just stoped and looked at the sky...something i always wanted to do as a kid...just fly in the sky and touch the clouds...when i saw that sky i just reached with my hand and i swear i could almost touch it . i continued walking and i heared drum rolls and music , the army was marching and rising the flag . they do that everymorning in this place , don't know why , probably cause this city is so near to the borders . As i walked back a few dogs , the citys mutts kept me company , they just kept playing with each other and around me till i was home , then they just went the other way . As soon as i got in my apartment the electricity was cut of , almost forcing me to go to bed and dream of her . call me weird , a dreamer but all this just seemed magical , i swear if you let yourself feel that happy , if you just fill your heart with all this love...you can see the ground going far away and the clouds coming closer and closer...you can finaly touch your dreams...
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ooooohhh that was a long time
2002-04-25 02:17:50
finally amv.org is up again . thanx phade ^_^
hmmmm let's see what happened since my last entry...i just kept getting happier and more in love every single day ^_^ nothing new really , the same thing that happens to me for the last month -
nothing else matters
2002-04-17 01:14:52
So close no matter how far
Couldn't be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
And nothing else matters
Never opened myself this way
Life is ours, we live it our way
All these words I don't just say
And nothing else matters
Trust I seek and I find in you
Every day for us something new
Open mind for a different view
And nothing else matters
Never cared for what they do
Never cared for what they know
But I know... -
it's still me and i love you...as i always did...as i always will
2002-04-15 07:22:04
it's me , it's id , it's blackheart , it's your buddy , your bro , your love . I have changed so much yet i am the same cause you lit that candle inside me from the first day we met , cause as we spent endless nights talking , laughing and crying that little light was slowly turning into a flame...and we both tried to extinguish it...but some times when you try to blow fire out you just make it stronger , you just make her grow faster and now it is finaly an inferno , a hell i want to share with you forever
Thanks for bringing light into my world
to treeprincess , to aerith , to my buddy , to my sis , to my love
to you -
always learning
2002-04-13 14:30:47
i'm trying like hell to make my new vid look as good as it gets but i still get some aliasing problems . I tried everything...even ermacs encoding guide and after hours of fixing the probs frame by freakin frame the damn thing will just export a blank screen . oh what the hell it looks good enough even in fullscreen , i just want to get those stupid lines out of a couple of scenes . i just need it to be perfect
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to my elly : the only language i need to hear it
from you is the language of my heart...and you speak
that like no other
JOURNAL: Id (Petros Thavaris)
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