JOURNAL: Id (Petros Thavaris)

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  • the shit i do when i have free time ^_^ 2002-06-02 12:25:46 woohoo i think i've found the perfect song for my next amv set to urotsukidoji: legend of the demon womb
    those few of you that know the plot will see why i chose this song
    damn...if only i didn't have my exams on june , i could finish this in time for the mindwarp contest...i'm definately entering my incarnation vid though...

    ok enough bitching here's the lyrics :

    For that viper that grows inside your head
    She remains there waiting to be fed
    Self made parasite speculating about the end

    Can you forgive her?

    Back into the womb of this holy woman
    Else pregnant of an entire breed
    Of men afraid to create, to take place and to proceed

    Can you forgive them ?

    They promised me a miracle
    A private god for me to hold

    Can you forgive me?

    They promised me a miracle
    Someone to really love

    Can you forgive me ?

    Your handmade god
    Is back into your womb

    Is it right to indulge on an ecstasy
    Of creating a god that sees what I see,
    Looks exactly like me ,rather what I wanted to be

    Can you forgive me?

    For that viper that grew inside my head
    For having betrayed you so well

    Can you forgive me ?

    They promised me a miracle
    When all my crimes will be just one
    But now is gone
    They promised me a miracle.
    Back to your womb it feels so cold 
  • ...trying to sleep but all i see is nightmares... 2002-06-01 06:38:11 almost 2 days and no call , no mail , no nothing...
    i tried to hang out with my friends and not get worried , i kept my self busy all day long but last night i just couldn't help it . i tried to sleep , to just stop my mind from geting paranoid but i couldn't
    i just tried to contact you in any way i could but all i managed was to leave a message...i just hope you're ok and that i didn't embarass you or anything infront of the others...i miss you like hell

    carlos: if you see her please send an e-mail or something...i'm worried sick... 
  • ...and then they go to a hotel room and have lots of fun -_^ 2002-05-30 04:44:06 just an advise from your older bro

    forget about her man , if she did all this then she never really loved you , if she wants to be with your friend then let her be , just make sure she doesn't hurt him as she hurt you

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    to my elly , my eden , my eternal love

    have fun at a-kon baby and kick some ass in that sexy yuna costume you made . i know i'm gonna miss you...i'll miss you as i do everyday...as i always will till i can hold you in my arms and whisper to you how much i love you . 
  • diving into love ^_^ 2002-05-17 00:09:41 For too long now
    There were secrets in my mind
    For too long now
    There were things I should have said

    In the darkness, I was stumbling for the door
    To find a reason, to find the time, the place, the hour

    Waiting for the winter sun, and the cold light of day
    The misty ghosts of childhood fears
    The pressure is building and I can't stay away

    I throw myself into the sea
    Release the wave, let it wash over me
    To face the fear, I once believed
    The tears of the dragon, for you and for me

    Where I was
    I had wings that couldn't fly
    Where I was
    I had tears I couldn't cry

    My emotions frozen in an icy lake
    I couldn't feel them until the ice began to break

    I have no power over this, you know I'm afraid
    The walls I built are crumbling
    The water is moving, I'm slipping away

    Slowly I awake
    Slowly I rise
    The walls I built are crumbling
    The water is moving, I'm slipping away

    I throw myself into the sea
    Release the wave, let it wash over me
    To face the fear, I once believed
    The tears of the dragon, for you and for me 
  • songs of sorrow songs of happyness songs of love 2002-05-11 02:43:33 you're playing your own story
    a dance of angels in the destiny of slaughter
    changing name in some avenue
    that happened to be aside you in the morning

    i'm playing in a miserable melodie
    filthy moons in a filthy sky
    little words that i can afford to scream
    to rotten adulators that bring me fever

    and one more time i hesitate
    one more time i forget
    one more time i'm screaming
    one more time i'm not living

    you bring me stone ishlands in the summer
    a road fulll of trees and anger
    a great heat at noon
    other times you just let me forget

    and then i'm lost in black beaches
    the hour that dawns
    a cheap complain
    misserable melodies
    in a rhyme that fits them

    and one more time i hesitate
    one more time i forget
    one more time i'm screaming
    one more time i'm not living

    hurting me just to make me happy
    i'm still here , trying to live
    trying to take all that you can give
    all your love , all your pain
    trying to live...

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    i won't search for reasons that kill the night
    i won't search for lovers that don't want to lose
    the dawn will find me in your arms
    the dawn will find me in your arms

    to hide in your shadow
    to get lost in your steps
    to get lost
    to get lost like never before

    to hide in your shadow
    so that i can stand your heart
    to hide
    in your nightmares like a shadow to hide

    i'll try to get in the ship that leaves tonight
    an eagle that chases the moon
    the dawn will find you in my arms
    the dawn will find you in my arms 
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