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i'm on the outside and i'm looking in
2002-02-01 20:29:09
It seems that i wasn't able to go home afterall cause i failed a couple of lessons and i had to stay here and study for the second exams that starts on monday . Meanwhile I keep reading carlos and sarahs journals and i feel so strange inside , i feel like i don't belong here and the only thing that i want right now is to be at ushicon with them . I feel like :
I'm on the outside
and I'm looking in
I can see through you
see your true colors
cause inside you're ugly
you're ugly like me
I can see through you
See to the real you
And all this time
That I felt like this won't end
Was for you
And I taste
But I could never have
Its from you
And all this time that i tried
My intention, full of pride
And I waste more time than anyone
All the times that I've cried
All this wasted it's all inside
And I feel all this pain
Stuffed it down it's back again
And I lie here in bed
All alone I can't mend
And I feel tomorrow i won't be okay - sinnerdays 2002-01-30 19:34:14 Well with my exams finished and my 2 best friends going to ushicon there really is nothing to keep me here for the next five days , so i just might go to my hometown and see my childhood friends and my parents (wich i haven't seen for about a month) . Yep it's probably time to go home and get drunk till 8 in the morning with the rest of the gung just like the old times . My city is prety far away from here actually (bout 8 hours by train!!!) so i'm glad i got myself a gameboy advance and sad i can't afford a car . Have a good time sarah , you too carlos , I'm really gonna miss you two...even for these five days ^_^
- my pc is on drugs 2002-01-27 21:31:10 Ok i woke up this morning all happy and excited of working on my page again and as soon as i opened my pc i realized that it didn't recognized the floppy disk . I said no prob it'll just fix itself so i reboot only to find out that i lost my dvd and my recorder as well . At this point you could see me becoming pale as a zombie . I try not to loose my temper and i try to search at the device management...zero , i add new software and i do an auto search . It finds 2 devices not installed (breath out) after it installs the drive i see that the colours and analysis have droped dramaticaly , i say big deal and set them to my usual standards . I reboot and i see that my floppy is back...don't know why but i reboot again and everything is in place . I put in "60secs" just to check and it plays like heaven...good it's all over i say...yeah right . I close down my pc and later i turn it on , quess what all is lost again . Ok i'm that close from throwing out of my window now but i try to stay calm . I go online and ask every single friend of mine for advice . Some say it's the motherboard some that i need to format nobody really's soor which . I reboot anyways just in case..all is back up . I close it down and go get myself some vodka when i hear my cousin shoutin , i say what's up he sais "dude your pc just turned on on its own" my hair just touched the ceiling . I am seriously looking for an excorcist now and not a tecknician . I just let it work a bit an in a few secs it actually connects to the net . My cousin says hey just let it do its thing it might even download an amv . All this actually happened today and no i don't get high , one thing's for sure though garlic and crosses does shit to possesed pcs
- work work work 2002-01-25 21:04:39 Good news for all you dragonpit fans out there . After i didn't manage to join neither ground zero dynamo(since it closed down) nor clean cut studios (due to bandwidth problems) i finally decided to go on with otaku elite as originaly planed . So i got dreamwaver and after hours of online html lessons , smoking and cursing i managed to finished 50% of the sites layout and i must say that i'm very pleased with the outcome in this point . Also i excepted the hard truth that there is no such thing as free hosting on the net so i'll probably purchase otakuelite.com . I'm not promising anything cause i'm waiting for psycho to finish some work that has to be done but i think that we'll be online till september at the most . On other news my exams are finaly over and i spent most of my day edditing and experimenting with the site . Nothing new really
- why drink coffee 2002-01-20 20:09:58 For everyone out there that wants to live forever here's the secret to immortality . Drink coffee . If you drink a cup of coffe , it makes you stay up for about 2 more hours , that means that your day (therefor your life) extends per 2 hours . Now if you drink 2 cups you'll extend your life 4 hours . With 12 cups you'll gain 24 hours . If you manage to drink 12 coffees every day for the rest of your life...you'll live forever . Think about it (and realize how bored i must be to write all this crap down) . Damn I need a coffe right now
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