JOURNAL: Krisqo (Chris Ruhl Jr)

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  • Hmmm... 2006-11-30 23:38:19 Yeiweh's getting there. She finally got her first AVS script done and as far as I can tell, it all looks good. Much better then the stuff she's been putting out. I'm in a bad way right now since lifes about the get very busy... joy. So I won't be able to talk to her quite as much :sad:.

    I just hope we don't run out of stuff to talk about. Always been a problem with me and other people. Things start off fine, and then... blam. You've got nothing left to say to them and before you know it... you don't talk anymore. If that happens here, I don't know what I'll do. Sure she has her quirks, but hell, they make me laugh. In the 10+ hours we have talked this week, there has yet to be one dull moment, mostly just weird caffiene hysterics. But in all... a lot of fun. More fun then I have ever had with my friends here on the east coast. Too much fucking drama and people pissed at each other.

    As I said in my private post (for those who read it) I don't want to feel like a stalker... but I can't help but feel like that's what I'm doing...Again... if feels so wrong or something. I don't know...Weird thoughts again. Must be fatigue from sitting on my ass all day.

    Oh well... school's gonna be fun... damn Microsoft Access test last class then having to wait around for an hour to get the later bus so I can get my check... I could be home by 12:30PM, instead, I'll be back between 2:30-3:00. Then I have to go out with my friends to celebrate my ex-girlfriend's birthday. Gonna be fun (sarcasm). 
  • Crap and stuff 2006-11-30 12:16:23 I can't explain it, but I've just felt like crap for a couple weeks now. You know, sore back, stomach, chest, trouble breathing. God it's so annoying.

    Anywho, shit aside, I still need to get done Katie's video. I'm about halfway done the second layer of lights. I still need to add the reefs, the spotlights, and the snow. It's gonna be a marathon. I can feel it.

    Yeah, and if anyone saw the little rant... please keep it to yourselves. It was supposed to be a private entry and I forgot to check the box to make it private. So if you know the person involved, please say nothing about it to them. I would greatly appreciate it.
     
  • Private 5 -Why Do I Care- 2006-11-30 02:23:21 (Begin Private Entry #5)

    Why? Why do I? It makes no sense to me. We've only talked on Skype for a little over a week and about three hours tonight. So why do I give a damn about her like I do. I don't know her personally (hell, I don't even know her name) and yet there is this weird bond I feel between us that I've never felt with anyone else in my life. Maybe it's because I felt sorry for her being bashed by all these other editors because of her skills. Maybe it's because we are so much alike in our opinions on stuff like AMVs and college and some facets of life.

    All I know is that I cannot stop thinking about her. I enjoy every moment we speak together because it is a nice change to be able to talk to someone on such an informal base. Unlike when I would call my ex-girlfriend, when I talk to her, I usuly know we are gonna be at it for a few hours without the LONG gaps of silence, except near the end when we are both falling asleep.

    I still can't believe I want to buy one of those plushies for her. She says it's not worth it to spend that much, but I would if they are the only ones you can find. 40 bucks isn't really anything for me. Well, it is about 1/8 my check, but as long as it is for a good cause, I would not mind.

    But I still want to know why I feel this way. I mean, there's 3000 fucking miles between us! It's not like I can visit her on a regular basis... But I want to meet her. Just once if possible. I am going to her home city on vacation this summer, but I don't want to seem like I'm stalking her. I'm not. For the love of GOD I'm not. I'm just drawn to her for some reason. Her sense of humor, the way she talks, the sound of her voice. God... I love all that about her. Forget looks, she has the personality I like. But...you know....

    I am the only one who feels this way. Don't know why... but I just do. And it feels wrong. Like I'm taking advantage of her or something. I know I'm not. I've got no need to. But that is the impression that I get. Uncertanty... I hate that word. I am such a pussy. I want to say something... but it feels wrong. So these feelings will remain inside. Locked away where I feel they belong to be right now.

    (End Private Entry #5) 
  • Plushies? 2006-11-29 22:37:49 Yeiweh and I were looking for plushies online last night continuing that lil joke from a few days ago. Well... I never knew how hard it was to find a Sakura plush. I had to stop by freaking E-bay and there I got one hit. It was cute though. ^_^. Yeiweh was a different story. The plush she's looking for is proving much harder for me to track down. I eventually came to a site that had them... one problem... a 7" Plush is $40! Plus $8 shipping. They even had a 2' tall one for $175. I understand they are custom made... but jesus freaking christ. I spend less on DVDs.  
  • It is over 2006-11-28 20:10:25 http://files.filefront.com/krisqostudios+Operation+I4avi/;6264764;;/fileinfo.html

    Until the local is approved, here is the link to Operation Introduction. God I can't believe that is has been 7 months since I started this. I'm actually a little sad that it is done. I'm gonna miss talking to and bossing all those people around. ^_^. You know I love you all. 
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