JOURNAL: Krisqo (Chris Ruhl Jr)

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  • Insomnia... 2006-12-20 03:57:38 I just can't sleep. It's about... 4am. Been up nearly 24 hours. I know Yeiweh told me to get to bed... I just can't. This is really the worst time of year for me. Work is so fucking stressful, especially when everyone is so FUCK INCOMPITANT! Christmas has always been a time of anger and tension. So I just feel like hell.

    I still cannot get motivated to do anything. I WANT to start Kalidonic Limelight, but I just can't bring myself to edit. I just spend all my time refreshing the forums looking for something interesting or chatting it up with Kikai, Yeiweh, or even Yue tonight. But when we finish talking... I'm back to boredom. I need something nice to happen to me very shortly. Okay. one thing did and I'm VERY VERY greatful for it. Love ya Ye. But I just feel like blah... and I'm afraid I'm making everyone one else feel bad. I know Kikai got some unnerving info about my sister, Yeiweh had to calm me down before the waterworks came one, and Yue and I talked about how much life sucked.

    I is sorry guys... give me a week or so and I'll be back in a good mood. I promise. Only a few more days... 
  • Emo runs rampet 2006-12-13 20:16:05 I feel really bad for Yeiweh. She showed me some of the stuff that people have said about her last night and it was kinda sickening. How can people be so vile and heartless to someone they don't even know? Persoanlly, I'm sick of seeing people put her down. And I'm sure all of her friends feel the same way.

    I'm taking a leave of absence too. My mind is no longer in the game because of this shit and at the moment and I need to focus on the weeks of work ahead, plus getting Yeiweh calmed down in any way I can. I'm more than just her sensei and I cannot bear to see her so upset.

    So everyone... farewell for a little while and to those who said that shit to the girl I care about and love the most... there will be hell to pay if I EVER find out who you are. She's done NOTHING to deserve the treatment she's been receiving. So FUCK YOU ALL!!! 
  • 1700 and powepoint 2006-12-13 10:18:49 Damn that a lot of hits for such a simple guy ^^.

    Anywho, wish me luck. In my PC class about to start my exam in... 4 minutes. I got little sleep last night but i managed to pull off the great sleep marathon. Instead of getting up at 6:35, I managed to find a SEPTA schedule that would let me stay in bed until 8:05, provided I skipped my math class 
  • Yyyyyyaaaaaaaawwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwnnnnnnnnnn!!! 2006-12-12 15:11:16 Wow... I don't know why, but I've been so freaking tired lately. I nearly slept all day yesterday... and I haven't done that since the summer. o.0;;; So needless to say... I did nothing yesterday. Not even talk to anyone. Gomen... But they are probably busy studying for finals so I'll let them be until they PM me letting me know they are free. Work before pleasure.

    Anyway, managed to pass my last math test before the final this friday. God I'm not looking forward to that. But we can use notes and the text so I should be fine (though I tend to suck at open book tests).

    I got them message from my hotel and apparently they will take reservations so I'm gonna do that after I talk to the person I'm going to visit. If all goes well, I'll have my plane and hotel booked and then I just have to sit back an wait until March 17... CAN'T WAIT!!

    And I still owe Katie a opinion... but my mind is not set for opinions... to full of stuff and sleepiness it would just be junk... unless she wants junk. Then I can give her junk... no problem. 
  • Hell week before hell week 2006-12-11 10:14:03 Finals... I actually have some this semester. I guess I can't get lucky twice, huh. Well, the only one I have to worry about is my Math. God i hate numbers and making sense of interest and mortgages and changing number bases... why do we need to convert number bases to begin with? How can knowing what 2045948592134 in a base of 8 is help me in the real world? If you have a good reason, I'd like to hear it.

    BTW... it is 35613402400006.

    Ordered my christmas gift yesterday... but it's gonna take 8-10 weeks to ship. o.0. Maybe it will get to her befor her birthday. Can't say I didn't try.

    Now all i need to do is spend another grand on plane tickets and the cost of a hotel. Still waiting on a response from the Hotel because I'm going over on March 17, but their rates only go until March 1. Oh well, I have an alternate, but it's a little more expensive ($95/night -> $115/night).

    Anyway... I need to get home and study. I cannot rely on a curve for this math test... 
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