JOURNAL: Krisqo (Chris Ruhl Jr)

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  • Trust 2007-01-28 16:36:04 I just don't feel right. Shit is bothering me. I'm fucking irritable, I can't concentrate. God. I just feel like crawling into a corner and lighting myself on fire for some reason.

    I guess it's because I feel betrayed by a friend. I learned that one of my few friends has been lying about something to me for several months. It's personal so I will not say what it is... but that person called me early today for some reason. We talked for a while and in the process... I caught the lie. It took some doing, but he finally admitted that he had been pitting me against some of my older friends and we ended up getting into a heated argument which resulted in me hanging up on him.

    I feel kinda hurt because I don't know if I can believe anything he said since June. You see... I've been lied to many times in my life. And through those lies, I've been manipulated to meet other people's needs. Over the years, though, I've gotten more perceptive about liars and I don't take it very kindly. Being as hard hearted as I am when it comes to that shit, once you lose my trust, It is very.... VERY hard to gain it back and I will likely never look at you in the same light again.  
  • Home is NOT where the pasta is >:( 2007-01-27 17:06:46 I ate... I took shower... I stuck in bathroom for two hours if you know what I mean. After that... I went to lie down and fell asleep at 7pm and didn't wake up until 3am. Just missed talking to some people by a half hour. Damn.

    So I was stuck lying in bed for two and a half hours waiting to go to work. I wanted it to go by slowly so I didn't sleep. BUt it went too fast.

    Getting card tonight with help from step-mom. (She knows what that means :evil:. Still don't know what else to get her. Gotta think. Sending stuff out monday since last mail pickup before then was at 2pm and it's now after 5 Whoops... hopefully the plush will come. It's been about 7 weeks. At least it'll be there in February. 
  • Home is where the pasta is... 2007-01-26 15:51:29 Ahh... that smell... *inhales deeply* Love spaghetti. Made my day so much better... but still sleepy. Gonna get some editing done and call it a day early. I really got to get my sleep cycle straightened out because it's pissing me off not being able to talk to some peoples.

    Still need to get that card. Going to Hallmark store tomorrow. I still need something else... but I don't know what. I haven't had to worry about a b-day in years so I'm really rusty. ^^;;;;; But it's the first so I have to do something special and my video idea kinda won't work on time because of my PC fucking up. Gotta think... 
  • Insomnia... 2007-01-26 10:24:36 Up until about 3:30am this morning... I can hardly keep my eyes open right now. thankfully my PC class is a joke and I just sleep...

    Hehe... banner shown righ now it one of Katie's that has Kero-chan sleeping with the phrase "Go Ahead and Take a Break." How fitting.

    And darn Yeiweh... getting to sleep until 8:30 *shakes fist* I'll make sure to haunt you in your dreams. ^^ But I don't think you would mind that.

    Gotta get my check and a b-day card. Still need to decide what to get. Hmmmm... gotta think fast. Needs to be in mail tomorrow. o.0

    Gotta get my collab video done...

    I need some hot cocolate... or coffee. It's cold... very cold... (currently 11 -_-) 
  • Hmmm... 2007-01-26 01:24:23 How is it possible to feel about twenty different emotions in one day? Kinda weird.

    Anyway... shameless pimping just for the hell of it...

    Krisqo for best Romantic

    http://www.animemusicvideos.org/members/members_videoinfo.php?v=132278

    Not flashy... but does what it set out to do. Give it a chance.

    >.>

    <.<

    :P

    I know something no one else knows!!!!

    I love little secrets ^^ 
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