JOURNAL:
Krisqo (Chris Ruhl Jr)
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Why do they make me do this...
2007-02-02 11:15:17
Once again, I am forced to invoke the past trauma of my early life for the sake of my education. God. All I want to do is erease those horrid memories from my brain, but each year, "Write about a major event in your life." I only have one MAJOR event and that does nothing more than invoke tears and emoness. But to make matters worse today, I have to write a Memoriar of about 4-10 pages. Oh god... so I now need to invoke many of my other bad experiences.
*sigh*
So If i'm not on as much for a few days, I'm working on this assignment. I want to knock it out asap. I think I can do it in one sitting if I set my mind to it. Oh well. I have two or three weeks.... so I'll do this the night before. ^^
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RAM...
2007-02-01 11:12:25
...just arrived so I only feel like shit sitting out in the cold.
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There are times...
2007-02-01 10:15:32
When you just feel like shit and you know nothing is gonna make you fell better. *sigh*
I get the feeling my life is going back into it's world of hell. I hate being alone. I'm the kind of person who needs a companion physically by my side. It seems all my friends have abandoned me. None return my calls and I can't find them. Talking online is okay for a time... but I need at least one close person with me...
i don't know what to do now... I feel even more betrayed. I'm so FUCKING pissed for being led on for so long. If they don't want to do something... just fucking tell me. It saves me a shit load of aggravation.
I need to go away... FAR away and be alone. Like I probably will be for the rest of my life. Nothing new. I've been alone for as long as I can remember...
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Damn Sky... DAMN KIKAI!!!
2007-01-31 19:20:29
I love those old school NES, SNES, Genesis games over these nausea inducing graphic and effect whore games. The simple 16 and 32 bit games kick all their asses. The most advanced game I love is and always will be Final Fantasy VIII (8). I loved the characters, the story (stickler for romance ^^) and the interesting skill system. Even after all these yeas I haven't mastered it.
Another thing that makes FFVIII so great is that it is very hard to become a GOD. Take my current game in FFVII (7). My party includes Cloud, Cid, and Vincent at levels 97, 95, 98 respectively. All have their best weapons and highest limit breaks. Cloud has 4X Slash, Cid has every enemy skill, and Vincent has All Magic Materia and a magic rating of 255. I also have KOTR on one character. Anyway... I timed my fight against BizarroSephiroth and SaferSephiroth. Wanna know how long... five minutes. WTF. I killed Both in one hit.
Now FFVIII... I love how the enemies level up with you. This makes it hard to become a GOD. I mean... I had all my characters at level 100 and I was raped by a Ruby Dragon in a random battle. Even Ultimecia gave me a run for my money. Ahh... good times...
But I wanna beat sonic 2 so bad!!! I have the Sonic Collection for the PS2 but I'm stuck in one level. Haven't played it in a while since my PS2 died in september.
AND to KIKI....
FUCK YOU!!!! FUCK YOU AND YOUR SNOW!!!!! I'M IN THE DAMN NORTHEAST. I GET THE SNOW... NOT GEORGIA!!!!! GERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
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Bling bling...
2007-01-31 10:19:33
Bling? Bling bling bling.
If you got bling... pics of bling... give to Yeiweh. We need lots of bling.
^^;;
Yesh. This collab is gonna be something. I've never been this worked up over a video before in my life. So many ideas. God I couldn't sleep last night. They just kept coming, and coming.
It shall remain secret until it's released. But it's something you would NEVER expect. Given the anime ^_^
Me go finish photoshop shit and take nap. PARTY AT MY PLACE!!!!
Folks at Rod Stewart concert (and didn't invite me ;( ) tonight and slutty sister is "working" so i have the house all to myself. If you bring the booze... I'll provide the nachos.
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