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On a lighter note
2001-11-30 23:09:31
I just finished downloading The New Cowboy Bebop movie. Its AWESOME! I liove it well worth the 5 day download that it took me. I recommend everyone see it when it comes out in the US. If you can't wait contact me and I will send you my 590 meg copy if you have broadband. Its good quality and good subs.
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Today Sucked
2001-11-30 20:20:09
I realize that everyone has something to complain about in there journals and I think that I have yet to, but I thought I would start today.
TODAY ROYALLY SUCKED
I hate being in I.T. I hate dealing with stupid clients. I hate putting up with a boss that is a big pussy and doesn't ever do what he is supposed to. I hate living in Lubbock. I grew up overseas and living Dust Bowl Lubbock just really sucks. I hate computers (at least today I do). I hate going home to a Dad that is supposed to give me advice and all he does is start a fight . I hate the fact that finals in college are coming up. I hate the fact that George Harrison died. I hate the fact that no revolutionary music has really come out since the Smashing Pumpkins. If someone says blink 182 is revolutionary I am going to scream. There songs are like 3 chords on the guitar. Just because you have quasi good lyrics doesn't make you revolutionary.
I hate the fact that I haven't come up with a good AMV idea in a while. I hate the fact that my school does not offer any kind of film, or really good graphic design majors. I hate the fact that I won't have enough money to go down for an internship at ILM. Yes they offered me one if I could get down there on my own money and support myself till the end of the summer. I hate the fact that I am underpaid for my work that I do. I hate the fact that I can't get my stupid linux box running correctly.
I hate the fact that its cold. I hate the fact that I am required to dress up for work. Why can't I be comfortable. I hate the fact that people take advantage whenever you give something for free or aren't very thankful.
I hate the fact that I can't live in an isolated spot all by my lonesum. I hate the fact that I can;'t type today. I hate the fact that I haven't eaten all day because I feel like crap. I hate the fact that I am sick everyday and I will probably never get better. I am going on 5 years now. I hate the fact that even with immense pain every day I still have to get up and trudge out into this sucky world. I hate the fact that I rarely live up to my expectations. I hate the fact that this world does not let me express myself. I hate the fact that its been 3 years since I've cried.
And most of all I hate the fact that I can't have any loyal friends. They all turn on you in the end.
For those of you that have actually gotten through this don't worry. I'm not going to kill myself or anything. I just explode through my writing instead of hurting something or someone. I'm sorry if I sound cynical or hypicritical (however you spell it). I had a pretty bad day and this was the closest thing I had to vent on. I know that other people have bad days and I'm not the only one.
The only thing I can say to you is find someone that you know well and never let go of that friendship. Because once its gone you will wish that it was still there.
To coin a phrase "Never Give Up! Never Surrender!"
-Adiamante
- Mistake 2001-11-29 14:22:28 Or maybe it was pyro that said the stuff about the music. I have no idea. I should get more sleep
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Website
2001-11-29 14:21:15
Well my website is almost all the way up. I have been working on it day and night for the past few days.
I am also throwing some ideas around in my head for some serious vids to work on. hopefully I can get started during christmas break.
Be sure to check out my website at www.randomvariable.net. Let me know what you think about it. Be sure to post at least somethign on the forum. Also if you want hosting for your vids be sure to email me with your request. Hopefully my hosting page will be up soon so that people can just request it there.
Hey EK I always have songs going around in my mind that have to do with my surroundings. Have you ver had one of those days whenever you drive and you are listening to a song and everything happens on beat? Those days are so awesome.
Till later,
Adiamante -
I"M GONNA BE AN UNCLE!!!!!!
2001-11-09 23:36:32
My brother just called me and told me that he and his wife were pregnant. I AM GOING TO BE AN UNCLE. That is so awesome. I'm so stoked for him and his wife. Its there first kid so they are really really happy.
On a side note I am should have a temporary server up with mine and several other peoples vids by tomorrow night. Then my permanent server will be up by Monday hopefully. Then I will be workign on my complete hosting system for videos and other stuff on the server.
I don't know if any of you have seen Headmaster Cid Kramer's The last kenshin video. You definatly need to see it, Its an awesome vid. I need to write a review on it in the morning.
Thats it for now. See you on the flip side.
-Adiamante
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