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Stupid care takers...
2003-08-15 14:56:22
Things seem to be back to normal now...
*looks at ppl or things considered bullshit
...Kinda anyway.
Well, because some of the bullshit wouldn't let me come online earlier this morning, I was not able to post this.
Things that I hate about power outages:
When getting a hair cut (and half way done).
Making your first AMV and not saving yet.
About to beat any game that you've worked so hard for.
But the one that beats them all:
Being at an arcade and just sitting down to the most expensive game there.
Well anyway, there was no watering today, despite the good weather.
The reason? Everyone is bullshit.
No shit.
And the dumbest part is that everyone has around 20 hours AT LEAST.
I have lesse... 10. So I have to go freaken watering alone cause no freaken person needs the hours like I do. I go to the stupid care taker's office to get the stinking key. And the care taker won't give it to me! Why? Cause he says:
"Are you here alone?"
Omfg!! YES I AM HERE ALONE (NOW GIVE ME THE FREAKEN KEY).
And he sends me away, with no key!! Cause he tells me I can't do it alone anyway, GO HOME.
Ok. THAT SUCKS.
Friends? I HAVE NO FRIENDS.
*Points to some bums sitting in their homes watching tv or at their computers.
THOSE BULLSHIT PPL ARE NOT MY FRIENDS.
All we got here are lazy ppl who don't give a shit about me. Oh sure, they can point out that I have so lil hours, but will they help give a shit? NO.
Lousy ppl giving no help at all...sons of...bs...
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A.T. Fielded Rabies?!
2003-08-11 18:33:28
Too lazy to post...so I'll just quote something from a REALLY old private entry.
Quote:
"Have you ever heard the joke about the two muffins in an oven?"
She shook her head. "Nope, tell me."
"One muffin turned to the other and said: Wow it's hot in here.
The other muffin looked surprised: That muffin just talked!"
And...she laughed.
End Quote.
Um...why did I choose to quote that? lol I guess it was one of those things worth repeating...
I had a long conversation with Emily today. She said something and then the familiar, "it's a long story." I told her I had several hours "do tell." And she did. And OMFG~ IT WAS A LONG STORY. She just kept going on and on... it was like her life's story, but longer!! And she was typing with only one hand at the time x.X So sllooowww and soooo damn looonnnngggg. I wouldn't say it was boring though. Well anyway, because of that conversation I had to ditch Ray today. Damn you past that keeps catching up to me!!
Back at Priston Tale, I owned at least a hundred Rabies. But I found out something in all that blood bath (There is no blood in Priston Tale, Just an expression). THEY HAVE A.T. Fields!! OMG they kept pushing me away, and I kept hitting them and not doing damage, what else could of blocked it?! -
Finally free.
2003-08-09 22:09:24
hehe so it's over then??
I'm free!!!
I finally seperated all connections...
I figured out why I felt completely nothing when I finally completed that task.
Cause I just wanted to get it over with! I was just never able to from the beginning cause of a stupid money problem...but now that's solved too!
Me so happies... I don't care that it's all changed now! I wish it never happened in the beginning...
So change is good yup!
Just somethings that I still can't get out of my mind. But they, like everything else will soon go.
Well anyway, how ppl think of me, present day!
Ray: *sigh... he's so strange...just yesterday he was acting like such a friend and inviting me over to play and stuffs... and today? He just left me here to die! And when I tried talking to him he went to "away" I've been so bored all morning... some friend...
Mother: All you do is listen to your loud music! You switch your volume to so high, which is bad for your ears! And all you listen to is rock... and what's this Ayume Something you've been listening so much of?! You don't even understand what she's singing.
Others: "..."
Haha the other ppl don't think about me cause I'm just another person to them. Which is cool, I like it that way. I prefer to not be thought of...because I'm not worth anything to anyone anyway. -
Chapter 1 - Wisemen say, Only fools rush in
2003-08-08 19:22:06
Sitting in another bar, the table looked quite plain. I put down my drink without even having a sip of the foul liquid being held within. I never really liked alcohol anyway...it tasted weird to me, unfamiliar. I just held it in my hand close to me because...because it helped me think. Somehow.
"You IDIOT!"
I turned towards the noise coming from the counter where they served the drinks. It was the bartender that had yelled.
I had leaned back on my chair to slightly turn my body in order to see, and I became annoyed at the natural movement that I wasn't able to control. It was... familiar. Something I had done before. Many times before.
The man that was being yelled at had apparently spilt his drink all over the counter and looked quite flustered that he was trying to clean it up while still getting insulted.
He obviously was offended too, since it was probably an accident. He stopped attempting to clean off the mess, reached towards his inner jacket pocket. And then...
The serious shit began.
...
I gave a small sigh.
It was a dark and cloudy sky.
The door slowly closed behind me as I walked out of the bar. As it closed, the faces of the other men previously drinking calmly, stared at my back in shock and awe.
Looking to the road, I noticed a taxi approaching. I put out my hand in that same motion to get his attention and notify him of his new costumer. As my hand waved, it felt... familiar. The taxi stopped beside me. I carefully stepped in. I didn't mind sitting at the front, right beside the driver. This way, he wouldn't be able to pull anything on me without me reacting first.
"Where to?" Asked the taxi driver.
"Hm... the old temple at the other side of the city."
The driver eyed me oddly in the rear mirror. I know this, because our eyes met, and he quickly looked away. This too was familiar.
It would be a long ride back to the temple. But I dared not sleep, the city is too dangerous a place for a person to fall asleep in.
After ten minutes had passed of silence, the driver spoke.
"You're a quiet one, aren't you?"
I didn't reply, I decided not to. He didn't need to know. Information and knowledge is a dangerous thing here. You never know where it can end up.
Continuing to look out the window, I ignored him.
Seemingly annoyed by my absence of a reply, he turned up the radio to break the silence.
"The crime rates have been soaring lately... but strangely, heros have been reported stepping out of the shadows and resisting against the crime do-ers. This has been Jenny Awes reporting from the station, now to Ben on scene at a local bar where another hero has just stopped possibly several murders from occurring. -- Thanks Jenny, witnesses say the "hero" in this event had been sitting at a back table right before the incident happened, and can be described as-"
I swiftly reached and turned off the radio.
"Hey, what the F*** are you doing?"
The driver now seemed even more annoyed than before.
"Just stop here."
I wanted to leave him...I could feel something was about to happen in that cab. A feeling that I've trusted everytime. Something familiar.
I payed the man. I even let him keep the change. Now I just hope he doesn't go off and run over the next innocent costumor down the road.
I felt a rain drop against my face. Then it began to rain.
"Damn." I just had to say it out loud. But I more wanted to curse and cuss. But a promise...something familiar...stopped me within.
I felt a large pain growing at the back of my head as I willed myself to teleport. Being fairly new at this, I was stated unstable and told not to use my new ability unless it was an emgency. I didn't care. I closed my eyes as I lost feeling.
...
I opened my eyes, there was no longer rain around me. I was back at the temple training area. I was under shelter again. All was quiet but the steady raindrops tapping on the roof. It was... too quiet. It was faint, but I quickly threw myself to the left falling sideways on the floor. The room suddenly lit up as a arrow of light shot past the spot I had previously been standing at. Upon collision with the wall, the room grew dark once more. I stood up. All my senses on full alert. I had to clear my thoughts to read his next move. Just the first one had been hard to detect.
I felt another light-push of wind against my back. This time I willed myself to fall forward and made a 180 degree flip as I fell. My reaction time had been fast enough to allow me a glimpse of my attacker before he disappeared again.
I realised it was my sensei, but having thought that, memories and other thoughts returned to my mind. And I lay on the floor at the mercy of a arrow. It was pushed half-way back through the bow and I knew he meant business as I sensed it was about to light up with energy. My sensei stood before me as I lay on the ground.
I couldn't help but gasp for air in my nervousness. The arrow was pointed at my forhead, and at this point my mind was so clouded with fear that I could no longer concentrate enough to will his bow away. Not that I would of been able to anyway.
"I have told you before! You are not to teleport yet because you are not ready, you have not yet meditated enough to know it's true powers!! You are not to use it until it has been Mastered!!! Further more, teleporting without first learning how to go without detection is a mistake that we have yet to know the consequences. Who knows who could have traced that? This training area is a sacred location that MUST remain hidden!"
The old man's blabbering had long been familiar. And not hearing a single word he had been saying, I was able to clear my mind once more. With quick speed, I made a swift movement under his legs,and out of his arrow's aim.
"You're mind is clouded by anger, your thoughts should have been clear."
I said mockingly.
Channeling my concentration in to my hands, my blade materialized. I posed for a defensive position. Once more the room lit up, but this time it was from My energy. I struck with as much strength as I could muster. Afterall, when I kill my sensei through a fair battle, my training will be complete. His bow met my blade at extreme force. The room grew even brighter as two sources of light fought for advantage. It seemed like a stalemate when out of the blue, he smiled.
"Impressive, I guess you're actually going to force me to use 10% of my full power."
"Wha- what?!" I managed to stammer.
A great force pushed against me and my blade flew out of my hands, dematerializing the second it left contact with my body.
"DAMN YOU OLD MAN!" I couldn't help but shout.
Jumping back, my blade rematerialized in my hands.
"Another mistake you made was back at the bar. I trained you to do your job well, and that means moving in stealth! Now all those people back there are confused and blindly giving off statements of things they didn't even understand. Now it's all over the news! I hope you didn't reveal your blade at least."
Coming up with a new strategy, I switched the holding position of my blade for intentions of disarming the opponent. How I held the blade now felt familiar... not from training. But more of being back in that bar...
...
The man looked up and stopped cleaning. With an odd smile, he reached in to his inner pocket and pulled out a large magnum. The bartender put up his hands in shock as the gun was pointed at him.
"Ha....hahahaha...bwhahaha now who's the idiot?!" The man yelled.
I stood up and materialized my blade. Everyone gasped as they stared at my sudden approach towards the gun holder. Hearing the gasps, he turned around but was undaunted by my large blade. He aimed for me. I switched the handling position of my blade with intentions to disarm the man. With a quick movement, I knocked the gun out of his hand as my blade lit up unintentionally in the process. When the bright light had passed, I was already out the door, with it slowly closing behind me...
0 shots fired.
0 Innocents killed.
I gave a sigh.
It was a dark and cloudy sky... -
Finally, I'm back.
2003-08-08 08:22:31
Hm...finally went watering...
Despite the fact that I have to admit I didn't do much, it was one of those days I want to remember.
Oddly enough, as I did the task I had been looking forward to earlier...now I felt nothing at all. It really was as if it was just plain friendship, which suits me just fine.
And another odd thing was the actual watering isn't what I consider worth remembering, it's those cool hours after watering! I like those peaceful talks...*sigh...
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