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cleel927 (DECEASED )
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Another lesson to be learned.
2003-08-21 12:40:36
"Caring for others...
Sometimes make us sad...
Sometimes makes us lonely...
But...
It makes us happy...right?"
-Fruits Basket
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Yayyy A study group idea!!
2003-08-20 19:12:25
Today we went watering again.
Ray didn't come... and neither did May.
It was...boring.
The only one there that I actually appreciated the presence of, was Alvin.
He said mostly nothing the whole time. GOOD.
Compared to Alex Tran, OMG. Alex just kept talking on and on.
He asked me about anime...and it seems he doesn't know a thing.
I wish May had been here to answer his questions instead of me!! >.<
Then, at the end, Alex lost the water key!! We searched everywhere @.@
It was horrible... and he couldn't remember a thing of where he last left it.
After about 20 minutes of searching however, Alvin found the key. Good old Alvin, always beating us in everything. =D
The other day, May and I came up with a interesting study group idea.
First we gather 6 ppl, including ourselves. Preferably ppl we are comfortable being around, since a study group won't be very helpful if everyone is shy and just sits there staring at their notes. Study groups usually have to set a date for everyone to meet...sometimes weekly or monthly, depending on the main purpose of the group. We decided to meet everyday at lunch!! So...daily. So far...we got May, me, Mel, and Ray. Wow just 2 ppl left. I think to pick the next person(s), we should vote on it as a group. Well anyway, a group just isn't a group without some motivation! So we created the semester prize(s). We all donate $10 to the group, and at the end of the semester, whoever has the highest average out of the group get's... the money?? lol We didn't really work out the prizes too well yet.
Obviously the idea of being in this study group, is to improve your mark greatly. I have quite a lot of confidence that this idea will work out.
Hm...I guess I'll end it at that for today.
~Clem
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An entry for May! o.O
2003-08-17 20:01:54
Well, Happy Birthday May.
Yup. MAY ahaha ahem.. yes..
I hope you enjoyed the puzzle that caused you so much trouble!!
And um...I hope you do know that the "I am..." and "&" cds are you're early christmas and next birthday presents!!
Yup.. Though I am a big spender, I am a cheap guy =D
Hm... 15 isn't so bad...but I have no points to back that statement up...so...lalala
*walks in to wall
*turns
*walks out doorway
*walks into glass screen door
...riiiitteeee...
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*cries
2003-08-16 20:49:18
"I don't want to talk to you right now.
Good bye."
-Clem
I've lost everything again... again.
All I can do is cry.
I didn't have my hopes up from the start.. but just believing in false hope still kept my spirits up.
Till now.
Forget optimism.
Forget getting a new computer.
Forget getting a computer upgrade.
Forget being able to obtain and use Adobe Premiere 6.0.
Forget being able to make amvs.
Forget about the hopes of a better future.
I really need some support right now... once again my world has fallen apart..and I just want to kill myself again.. this time more than ever.
The only thing that's been keeping me up is...well gone.
But.. what am I saying... no one cares about me...
...I wish I had friends.
*continues to cry... just...cry..
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I don't know how to keep it all inside.
2003-08-16 10:28:59
Ever since the power outage my uncle has been working around the clock to get the systems back up. For some reason, they won' start, and all their work are saved on them *sigh...I told him to make back-up copies of projects... Well, so much for him helping me get a copy of Adobe Premiere 6 or 6.5. I guess I'll have to wait some more.. and it's not as if it'll matter anyway... Since I don't have any dvds to use anymore.
It's always a mistake to be nice.
Well, forgetting for a second about the whole amv thing I wanted to start doing (and the only thing that's been keeping my mood up lately), today looks like a nice enough day. Sure, last night it rained, but now it seems all dried up.
I'm starting to think that all my life, the only things that have been keeping me up are false hopes. The belief that tomorrow will be a better day. That hasn't really worked out for me lately. More and more, I prove myself wrong.
I don't know... it just seems like such a stressful time with everyone dying on me here. I didn't mean to make Jess upset.. but.. I dunno...it happened.
I still believe, "It's odd how things work/turn out." But once again, just another false hope.
I hope I can go to Pacific mall today!! *sigh...
I finally found the song May was looking for... but she went offline 5 minutes earlier.. oh well! Why do you have to leave so quickly?? and I'm not mad -_-
~I still believe it when you say, "It's another perfect day."
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