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2003-11-17 13:13:10
Haven't made an entry in ages -_-
Well now I shall update!
I started a new amv using chobits ^^
Unfortunately I feel pretty empty at the moment so I don't think I'll work on it too much...
Today has been such a horrible day.. and the rest of this week only gets worse >.< but.. oh well.. I'll get through it alone.
Current mood: Broken
Currently listening to: Nothing (sounds of comp eng classroom) -
Today was boring... -_-
2003-10-06 13:11:54
Currently 5th period at school...
omg it's been a boring day.
Several things to say on the agenda.
Firstly, location.
I'm in the comp room for comp eng blah blah blah.
Ok, my day.
It was BORING. OMFG how can I stress the word boring enough.
Science was stupid. We had a supply teacher, and Mr. Baig isn't even a Jew!!!
And then it was business, OMFG how can that be any less boring?? Usually the teacher talks waaayyy too much, but today she wasn't here either!! like wth...I don't think they're all Jews. Hey I have nothing against them! So anyway, we had some other teacher and he was pretty cool, though boring as well. He handed us a pack of cards and told us to play president with him....omg he owned us...but I owned twice which is alright I guess. But I really wanted to be let out early today, but then he only let us out 3 minutes early, I could have used more time though. Then... I went downstairs as fast as I could...but no... I chose not to go to the portable cause I'm an idiot -_-...
Then it was lunch, BORING. We started playing Big2 again, again with the tournament... >.<
I won some big points though :p
Overall lunch was ok.
OMG MATH WAS $HIT!!! I was like waiting the whole time for the period to end. Mr. R. actually gave us WORK. "..." But alas, he let us out.
And here I am now...doing nothing, while the rest of us play games and such. I still think my seating position sucks though...damn why did things have to happen the way they did. It makes me wonder sometimes why I don't just give in right now... but then... life wouldn't really be interesting anymore now would it? OMG I'm talking to myself again -_- *sigh... the stupidity that is me...
I'm starting to consider if I should go to the park after school with them anymore... it's pretty warm this afternoon...but like I said in my previous entry... I'm still not really over that stuff... *sigh...and to be sitting just 2 seats away at the moment.. I really feel like an idiot. -
Am I such a horrible person...?
2003-10-05 21:35:52
That night when I said what I said.
You told me that you only liked me as a friend.
Maybe I wasn't listening.
Maybe I just didn't want to listen.
But I went on thinking that I still had a chance.
It wasn't until the last few days and events, that I realized.
I mean NOTHING to you.
Even as a friend, I'm such a person of low-ranking in your eyes.
If I was to die today, by tomorrow you'd forget I even existed.
Am I such a horrible person to you, that you wouldn't even want to sit beside me on the subway?
Am I such a horrible person to you, that you'd actually prefer to sit beside Samson (of all ppl), than I?
Am I such a horrible person to you, that I mean nothing at all...?
I was wrong to dream.
I was wrong to even think about having hopes.
Because that's not my life.
But sometimes I wonder, am I really such a horrible person...?
*sigh... -
*sigh... Another day!
2003-10-01 18:41:41
Well, today has been pretty boring, I went to school...did all the usual stuff...and came home. Wow what an interesting day -_-
Ok, so somethings were actually different today... for one, I had to have my mom drive me to school because I just don't like walking when it's cold >.<
When I got to school, I found Melanie and gave her 4 cds! I don't know what I was thinking.. I should have just lent it to her... not GIVE it. But ah well... I hope she enjoys .hack//sign =D Cause I sure did!
Then I FINALLY handed in that late science assignment thing... I think it's 1 week and a half late now?? Then we played a fun game in science! and it took the whole period!! :p but now I have to answer all these questions from it -_-
Next was business... Joel went up and gave his presentation today, his was on mp3s and the whole music sharing thing and etc... It was interesting... and then nothing else happened in business, other than the teacher talking WAAYYY too much.
Lunch was boring...VERY, we just played cards the WHOLE time -_- omg I really wish <someone> didn't have period 4 lunch and had period 3 lunch so that they could eat with us instead...
Math was interesting...we had our test! :D I'm so happy... I really like math tests...they just give this whole exciting feeling... but anyway, then I realized I got one question wrong afterwards >.< DAMN! 98.6% is worthless!!!
Computer Engineering was also stupid!! We learned more about looping...and then the usual programming stuff... kinda... but since I already finished mine the day before, I had nothing to do!! *sigh... oh, but for once I actually tried to help Melanie in something, but then again, I don't think I was much of any help so... meh.
After school was even more stupid! I was dragged to the math competition practice thing by Samson, and then I realized Melanie left!! So as soon as I escaped from Samson, I ran like hell to the park WITH my bag on -_- I felt like falling down on the grass when I got there...and then at the park more stupidity followed...
Anyway, I started work on my neglected amv from waaayyyy earlier! It's estimated time of completion is Christmas =D -
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2003-09-28 07:01:36
My fourth attempt turned out to be another big waste of time... it didn't work out... I just lost interest in it.
Well, at least I still have my first amv, and I'm planning on starting my fifth attempt soon :p
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