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Single video and other stuff
2002-10-19 11:14:38
Well, well, well. Guess I'm single again which means it's time to focus on my work and my other skills. This is what I wanted and so now I must begin the long trip though two years of college.
In other news, my video is coming along well. Soon as I figure out Primere again I should be set. Gods, It's been a long time since I've last worked on it.
Beowulf new video:
Anime : Kite, Mezzo Forte
Song : Natural Born Killers
Artist : Ice Cube and Dr. Dre
The originality of it looks good. I'm still downloading the thing, but this guy usually does decent videos. Looking foward to watching it.
- feiticiera (Brian Abra) 2002-10-18 10:13:11 I wonder if his entry is directed at me? :-p
- Crack! 2002-10-18 09:36:04 Crick, crick, CRACK, the eggshell is slowing breaking.....
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sheep in my brain! Oh my god, get them out!
2002-10-16 15:18:50
Yay! Stress level is now dropping, won't have to do as many monologs in journal for much longer. Test is done with (blah) and I can now concentrate on other things:
1. sleep -- done, but it was one of those fuzzy sleeps where you feel like sheep have been walking across your brain and now it's full of fluffy wool.
2. programming -- fallen so far behind in both classes that I need to catch up as quickly as possible. Looking at a rough road there (something like 90-120 programming hours in the next few weeks). Hopefully I can do something to bring my grade up from the depths of failure it's now at. I'm looking at dropping out of college if I can't keep at least a 3.0 and it's NOT going well right now.
3. Girlfriend -- She's pissed. I don't know what reason though. Could be many, I'm sorry that there could be so many, because that means I'm not doing something right here. Most likely: I haven't been able to talk to her or do anything with her much recently.... -
dead....so dead
2002-10-16 07:59:51
Okay, so I've got a test in just under an hour that I'm totally not prepared for and I can't get anymore done because I have another class (in about 10 minutes before that one). I haven't slept yet (going on 30 hours now), still have a crap load of programming in lisp and C++ to do......not too good. To top it off last night when I got into a really crummy mood (at which point I should have just gone and watched tv) I went online and flammed a poor guy. He was just posting his own opinion. It was a valid opinion and I feel really bad about flaming him now (sorry again!). After this I'm totally disconnecting my comp from the net when it's crunch time.
Thinking of calling off work and sleeping, stupid primere won't work either. On the up side, I'm working out a deal with a very famous AMV studio to see if I can host either most of his website or most of his files. I really respect this person and I'd love to help him out in any way possible :)
well, time for class *funeral song*
Mood: Wish I wasn't such an idiot sometimes.....
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