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Free and Easy
2003-06-18 21:38:38
I got msn 6.0 I'd just like to say one thing..
D/L IT MY FELLOW SQOOSHIES~~~!!!!!! from this site~~~~!!!!
http://www.msnmessenger-download.com/Preview/default.aspx
GO GO GO GO~! -
Eyes on Me
2003-06-17 18:54:11
;-;...
I forgot Squall said this... from ff8.... ish sho sweet... >.<
Squall Leonhart: "it's pointless to let you go..I'll only end up going after you again.." -
Still Alone
2003-06-17 18:51:29
from now on all my titles for posts will be the Ayumi Hamasaki songs and other songs I have on cd!!! buahahahaha...
*gets hit by a rock*
I'll use up all the depressing ones first...
I feel like going crazy for a moment..
*ahem*
what are you searching for..
myself
Is what you are now what you wish to find?
no.. I seek the self within the self..
Does such a thing even exist..
It does.. i've felt it awaken many times over but sleep again
If so why doesn't it stay awake
because I do not wish to stay awake
Why is that
because the self within the self lives within the dreams of the day
As it does of the night?
No.. it sleeps within the nights as I do.. or maybe its thoughts are my dreams.
The dreams of night being the thoughts of the self within the self.
I dream of the day as it is the night but the self within dreams deeper dreams.
I don't understand you.
Neither do I of myself
Are you dreaming now?
Yes.
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Endless Sorrow
2003-06-17 18:38:38
I'm always depressing myself for some reason.. I'ma baad gurl.. I really need to be more happy and cheerful.. but the thing is.. its the end of the year I won't see many of my friends till next year and I'm gonna really miss em T^T also.. my exam is tomorrow for geo.. I don't know how i will survive through this.. I guess I can only have faith in myself that I'll pull through fine.. ^_^ but.. somehow I don't really think I will do that well..
I'm not smart.. neither am I hard working.. I a stupid head
even tho I wasn't to begin with..
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Love?
2003-06-16 18:32:18
If you were to be in my situation I'm sure you would do the same as me. I'm sure that since the one you love is so far away and there is barely any chance of ever seeing him.. You'd come to terms with yourself eventually and do all that you can to stop them from getting to you. You don't want them to risk it you don't want them to come just for you because you're not worth the distance or the cost. You're nothing more than just a mere human.. there are so many in this world.. you know for sure the one you love can find someone better so if you were to give up there would be no difference. they can be stubborn and deny it.. but sooner or later they will also see this and accept it..
he does not need to love me, he made it seem like since it was I who said I would never love it would be his obligation to prove me wrong. So if I were to distroy his faith will and heart now.. I am sure he would accept that there is someone out there for him it just isn't me
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