- 448 2003-07-19 12:10:28 maybe I'll make a song someday called 448 due to it being one of my favourite numbers and that... maybe this is strange... but..thats my current number of hits
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a normal day as mei well saturday
2003-07-19 12:00:08
I sit around wondering when mother will make me go to math class again..
I sit around wonderin why I cannot start the comic
I wonder many things. I basically waste the day sitting there thinking. People say i'm crazy wierd strange and lesbian.. I don't know why they say the last thing.. I find it wrong.
and then I rewatch dvds... recently I got evangelion and I love it when shinji screams I do not know why.
Recently I've been having dreams again. Usually I just take naps and sleep and wake up. Never dreaming in between. Or I just forget my dreams. It is the same with night. I think I am awake. But then I awaken realizing it was nothing but a dream.
Such warm dreams. I do not understand why my mind likes decieving me so much..
I think.. I really understand rei now.. hmm it is.. a sad existence...
anyway moo
it seems I have gained anothers gratitude .. I DON'T MEAN TO DO THESE THINGS! WHY DO U MAKE ME DO THESE THINGS GOD?! I DO NOT WANT TO HAVE SO MUCH GRATITUDE!
*sighs* how do I awaken hmm*pinching self* aww buu I can't wake up.. stupid.. reality.. hmm...
hmm.....
maybe I'll take a nap just so I am asleep.. muu -
Cruel Angels Thesis
2003-07-18 23:22:01
I will never ever never ever never ever never never EVER NEVER NEVER underestimate the power of the chixxor flix again.. ;-;
and somehow I really really really like it when Shinji screams. I wonder what is wrong with me.. >.<
I've found my copy of a walk to remember.. It's been a while.. but I guess I've always wanted to type this part to the world to see.. since I've finally seen the movie too... welp here it ish..... erm its from the corinthians passages...
"Love is always patient and kind. It is never jealous. Love is never boastful or conceited. It is never rude or selfish. It does not take offense and is not resentful. Love takes no pleasure in other people's sins, but delights in the truth. It is always ready to excuse, to trust, to hope, and to endure whatever comes."
a very beautiful passage.. I almost wish.. evangelion episode of asuka being destroyed weren't ruining it for me.. oh well.. DIE ANGEL DIE!!
SHEIST WHY ASUKA WHY MUST U DIE?! wheeeeeee -
myuu all need a pet turdle myuu know they love myuu!
2003-07-18 11:11:04
BUAHAHHAHAhahhahahAHHAhaha
I saw Shaolin Soccer in Chinese so long ago
its very funny the main character wants to make the whole world go thru the shaolin revolution! so that everyone will use shaolin! so that it can enhance every mortals life in every way..
*snicker*
I can't wait to SEE THAT! buahahahhahahahhaha
Like the woman parking her car.. she can use gokus kameiha meiha to do it
XD
sorry its just... too amusing.. buahahahhahahahe
LOL... *sniffs* buahahahahhahhhahahah*breaths*moohahahhaha
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Hanabi2
2003-07-15 21:30:55
so I went off to china town todaie went to anime store and finally got my lil 3 cousins with me and begged mother to get me evangelion box set with tv series and movie. Little cousins cuteness worked~! buahahaha Now I has it I has it all!!~ my next target is Ayumi Single latest single buahaha that includes Hanabi2
buahaha it will be min3~~!!
I so selfish.. RO WHY DO U LOVE A SELFiSH PERSON THAT IS I!
I'm a brat
I use my cousins to get things because of thier super cuteness!
I waste all my money when I have it
when no ones looking I think depressing thoughts
I try my best to keep my angst so I can stay the angsty bishojou that I am
I like the color pink
I wear a lot of pink
I even have ayumi t shirt
I'm confused all the time
and lost..
I act dumb.. oooh shiny~!!
PLUS!
I have a really gay hair cut and I'm not flip chink and ur mom prolly hates me and wants to condemn me to h/LL!! aieeeee~!!
*RUNAWAAAAY*
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