- I am still alive 2009-07-30 00:22:03 Sigh. Been away too long. I am trying to get back into things and hope I will. Wanted everyone who still remembers me that I am back after 5 years away. Hope to eventually make videos again. We will see.
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Yes, I am still alive.
2004-10-07 18:28:12
I know that I seemed to have dropped off the face of the earth, and that I have not been involved with the ORG as much as I used to, but yes, I am still alive. Right now I hope to get back to making new videos, but with getting my professional career back out of hiatus, I don't seem to have as much time to devote to AMV's as I used to. Now things have returned halfway back to normal, I hope to correct that. With numerous videos on the backburner, some like "Sade Dit Moi" have been there for over a year and a half now, I hope to get back to producing videos again. I don't know when I will be able to make more videos, but I hope to have some ready sometime this century. With that said, I hope to do some more reviews again, and maybe pop my head into the forums and say hi every once and a while.
As for the current time-waster of the month, I must consider "Fable" for X-Box to be the prime suspect. Man that is a good game. - Florida Kidnapping hits home. 2004-02-07 10:39:18 For those of you who know the background of my video "Bright Eyes," and who Ruben Herrera was, you can understand why the kidnapping in Florida has been of special interest to me. For those who do not, Ruben was my best friend, and was kidnapped when he was 13 years old. I was the last person to see him alive. I still miss him, and I created "Bright Eyes" to remember him by. Now I wish to extend that rememberence to every child who has ever been abducted, and to those they leave behind.
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Ok. The Diary of a Mad Creator has begun.
2004-02-04 14:36:01
Wednesday, February 4th 2004:
Dear Diary,
I am going mad and it is "Sade Dit Moi" driving me there. This is the eighth month since this video first began to haunt me, and in spite of all my efforts, it refuses to let me go. Oh, I have put it on the backburner many times, tried to work on other projects, but it doesn't do any good. This think just keeps coming back and insists that I work on it instead. In truth, I feel like it has taken me hostage. Even though I am indifferent to it, I neither love it, nor hate it, it is something that keeps demanding to be done. I thought that it wouldn't take that much time. It is only 4 1/2 minutes long, why is it torturing me so. The thing is I also have "Will We Be In Heaven" nipping at my toes wanting to be made, and it promises to be up to 10 minutes long. Why do I let these videos take over like they do. At least my other projects are not being as demanding. I am liking how "No More Goodbyes" is coming out, and "The Wimp" doesn't look like it is going to be too hard, but I have heard those words before. But I ask Dear Diary, when will the madness end? When will these AMV's stop haunting my dreams? When will I be able to walk in the sunlight and not see faint images of Premiere in front of me? Oh well. Might as well enjoy the madness while it lasts.
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Unexpected farewell.
2003-08-25 16:10:18
It is hard for me to express my feelings at the moment since I am still in shock. For those of you who do not know me, or my situation, for the past year I have put my professional life on hold and have been taking care of my grandmother on a 24 hour basis. It was not easy doing this, but my reward was her being there every day, and knowing I helped her through another day. About an hour and a half ago she passed away. It was a peacful death, and one that I have been expecting for some time, but it doesn't make it easy to take. I am not asking for consolation, or sympathy, but for those who are waiting for reviews from me, be understanding that at this point I am unsure when I will be able to watch your videos, much less review them.
Thank you for your understanding.
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