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NCDMV
2009-01-31 17:03:15
Well, to add on to the fueled hate I have for North Carolina, the DMV is on the list.
Why?
Because they're just a bunch of hypocrites that like already messed up teen's such as myself to suffer more then what they have already.
How so?
Taking away our drivers permit because we failed a course last semester.
So?
It states, in the rule book of license's and even the letter they sent me about this, that I can pass 3 out of the 4 classes each semester and still have my license.
Why not study?
That's the thing, past semester grades came in, 1 F. The new semester has just started not even two weeks ago. No tests [Unless you count the base line], no quizzes, barely any homework, no projects, or anything. It's just basic stuff. [Rules of the classroom, just started learning about the actual stuff] W.T.F. How can I fail already?
Mom isn't helping either. She never does. "Go talk to someone else about this" Lazy bag of bones. -____-
So now I have to wait till Monday to get my problems resolved and figure out a way to keep my permit.
It would of sucked more if I got that letter a few days before I could get my real license. Then I'd have to wait another year...Joy fucking joy. -
12/29/08
2008-12-29 21:29:15
Well, its been two month's since I've added another entry. And a lot has happened. I guess the life of Moe is just so eventful. *Stretch*
Anyway, remember that guy I was dating who was just like my Ex but so much better? In the end, he was just, well, he wasn't who I thought he was. *Shrug* And in the end, he turned against me and now its hard to go to get together with friends cause he'll be there. >__<;;; Then there was a Halloween party that I went to. Was supposed to be as good as my friend's birthday party [Thrown by the same person] but it bombed. Pretty much everyone left just as soon as they arrived, no decorations, so much drama because someone who pretty much everyone hates was there. But I stayed the night because some of my friends were there. After that, went to my friends house to stay the night there. It was awesome. Wayyy better then the Halloween party. [Don't worry. Even the person who threw it said it was horrible. ^^;]
Made a good amount of new friends in 08. Lost a few, but if they were lost, then its best if they stay lost. My grades are not good and the end of the term is drawing near with exams. I really need to pass my class with the highest grades that I can get. *Sigh* I hate my procrastination and lack of motivation. ;3; I even stay after to get help on a test. Hopefully it will help my over all end grade. Math and Physical Science are my worst classes. I'm not sure about English III honors...Hopefully its good. Hopefully.
I hope to be buying more anime [Rozen Maiden and Sailor Moon being first on my list.] and I am dying to find more anime. So suggest to me, please? [I don't like Yaoi/shounen Ai, mass amounts of violence and futuristic stuff. But I do love Yuri/Shoujo-Ai, ecchi and fantasy stuff. o 3o] Thanks if you give listings. <3
Well, that's all I have to say right now. Hope to make more AMV's soon. =] -
How long...?
2008-09-14 21:59:02
How long has it been since I last updated this? Two years maybe? Dang.
Well, lets catch up on my life, no?
I moved to North Carolina August 07. The first few months were a bit rocky and I had no friends, felt very alone and lost and would do almost anything to go back to CT. But around January, I started gaining a small amount of friends and joined the anime club at my school! :D That gave a big boost to my social life cause I was -and still am- able to meet people who share a common interest with me. Though the club leader was a...Well, a bit, the club kinda died in her power and I really wish someone would of impeached her before she went out of control. [Which she did, and when that happened, almost everyone left the club.] But this year, it's going along great! I'm the Rice President. [Co-Vice President]
I've had lots of drama with my friends at my old school as well. Even though were states away. But, what can you do? Online arguments and all that. I got back together with one of my Ex's, got engaged for less then a month to said ex, broke up with him again and left him for good. [So proud of myself!] And now I'm with someone new who is exactly like my ex but soooo much better. :]
And for AMV's, sorry for not submitting any in a loooong time. Recently, my computer decided to die on me and I'm awaiting for Best Buy's Geek Squad to fix it. [Weeks of waiting...] So I will be delaying any AMV ideas I have. ;( I have an awesome idea for an AMV but I can't work on it until my computer is fixed and ready to be used again. I'm sure its going to be worth the wait if I can make it properly! [Effects and all that.] Cause I have full ownage of Sony Vegas that I got from my birthday. So effects effects effects! Yay!
Oh, and I'm getting really annoyed with some people on the internet. People have been stealing my AMV "Angel of Darkness: Sailor Saturn V2" I see it on Youtube all the time, even on veoh. I don't know how they got the un-watermarked version, but I will bring justice to my stolen videos. -___-
I believe that is it...I'll try to update this more often. :]
Till next time,
~Moe -
Update long over due
2008-01-29 18:59:45
My last journal entry is like. a year old. (Maybe.) So here's some updates in life of Moe right now.
Kitty, the girl I had feelings for, we finally dated a couple of weeks after I broke up with my boyfriend. It was awesome while it lasted. But then my life started going into chaos and said some things I shouldnt of said and now Im single. I would want to say sorry but, Im not ready to swallow my small amount of pride just yet. :/
I moved. Yes!? Nah. It sucks. I dont have real best friends but Im getting there. There are these few people I talk to buy they like talking about Yaio and it bugs me...I wouldnt mind if it was shoujo-ai or het-Ai. (The only Yaio I like if its SasukexNaruto or SasukexItachi.) But oh well. They like other things to. Like lots and lots and lots of anime. *3* And there is an anime club at my school. Yay! Were going to a convention in may. But I want to go as so many characters. ;A; I looked like Sasuke and Im in love with him. (So unheathy...I know.) But I want to go as Tobi/Mandara because well, there just awesome. <3 Or Ignis from Chaos Gate! Dx Its so confusing o 3o
Im in drivers ed now. Im learning how to drive and...Well you know what drivers ed is. xD Lol.
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Secret Girl
2007-04-11 22:03:21
Well I have been keeping a journal about the girl I really like...Its like writing letters to her but she'll never read them. There for my own eyes only...I write in it everyday and sometimes even twice a day. It makes me feel like Anne Frank or Zlata. Keep dairys named Kitty/Mimmy. (I call mine Secret Girl) Mine is about a war...Not a world war with guns or anything. But a love war.
I know it sounds silly but I have very weird ways of discribing things that I write or something. But if anyone were to read my secret letters, they will find that I use very high vocabulary words and intense feelings to describe how I feel about her.
But you know how I said Im going through a love war? Well your probally confused saying "What the heck does she mean" Or "huh?" - Well let me explain:
I have a boyfriend who I love very deeply. I love him more than anything else in the world (Including myself.) but then when I see/hear/talk to Kitty (the girl I like) I forget about my boyfriend and everything else and just concentrait on her and ONLY her...Like she was my girlfriend...Which sadly...She isnt...So I think the feelings are growing on me...I think Im starting to love her more then I do my boyfriend...
I dont want to lose my boyfriend either...He is kind, sweet, funny, different, and loves anime (Mostly Yaio.) and would always try and cheer me up when Im down. I told him about Kitty and he said "Intersting"....We had a little 'thing' happen and my friend got freaked out...Long story...Anyway...
I hated Kitty for sometime even though I still liked her....So if my boyfriend ever finds out about Kitty...I'll be dead...As I have stated in my other entry....See how its a war? I love him...But the love for Kitty is growing...But Kitty already has a girlfriend and I want to be with my boyfriend...But with Kitty at the same time....NO IM NOT GOING TO CHEAT! THATS JUST WRONG....And nasty. -_-* So Im confused so I dont know who I want to be with...Possiably Kitty because I have known her a long time and she is nice and sweet...Plus her mom is a GREAT cook and I just loving eating her moms food. xD
So yeah....Kitty is rather special to me so to confine myself to a note-journal so show my affection for her....That she'll never read kind calms me but kinda doest....Im tempted to give them to her...But I dont want her to ever read them....If that note-journal ever gets out to anyone....And they read it...I would kill myself! (Well not really...I would just never show myself to the pubic again.) Its just emberissing and I dont want to lose my friends...
But if Kitty accepts my feelings for her...I would rather lose my friends then to lose her....Trust me...SHE IS SPECIAL! You would like her too if you came to know her. ;D
Well thats all for now...Buh bye-ness!
-Moe
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