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www.colorgenics.com
2002-05-13 12:17:04
You are striving for a life full of activity and experience and, perhaps even more, an environment where you would be able to forge a close bond with a person who can offer full emotional fulfilment.
In the past there have been - and maybe there still are - many things that you have had to do without. You have now decided to set your sights on a position or situation that could give you greater prestige and which will afford you considerable self esteem.
There are times of everyone's life when 'compromise' is the name of the game and this is the time, so you have no alternative but to forgo some pleasures for the time being. You are capable of achieving satisfaction through physical activity.
You are frustrated and stressed. You appreciate the finer things in life but at all times you appear to stay aloof, critical of everything and everyone about you. You will not be carried away by your emotions and you refuse to trust anyone or any situation unless genuineness and integrity can be absolutely vouched for. Therefore, you keep a strict and watchful control on your feelings as you must know exactly where you stand at all times. You demand complete sincerity as a protection against your own tendency to be too trusting.
You really would like to be completely uninhibited - to let your hair down - but you are held back by your sense of logic and rationalilty, since you realise that by simple stupidity you could lose everything - whatever that may be.
Anxiety and a restless antagonism, as a result of unfulfilled emotional needs, has resulted in considerable stress. You are trying to overcome this by working and playing extremely hard - but at all times you have your future in mind. You are a worker and as a result of your inherent enthusiasm you cannot fail. -
diet, day 2
2002-05-09 23:36:16
Well day 2 has come and gone and I'm still going strong! Today was drop in caloric intake of about 300-350 calories and while I am very slightly hungry, it is not enough to bother me. No workout today, Thursdays are my day off from working out. Tomorrow is legs, legs and more legs. It also looks to be turkey day for ny diet. Not sure how I'm going to do with that since I have no turkey :( I'll have to substitute it with something. Maybe some pork tenderloin and some multi-vitamins, that should do it...
Anyway had a lot of work to do today, so not much progress on anything AMV related. Having a heck of a time with MS SQL Server 2000 at a potential client site, terrible problems. Also having trouble finding a field in a large DB to join two tables together. "sigh" at least it pays the bills (as long as I get paid...)
Well that's it for tonight, hopefully tomorrow won't be so boring, though I will be working solid all day long, good for bank account, not so good for me. -
Inner Dragon
2002-05-09 00:14:04
A COPPER Dragon Lies Beneath!
I took the Inner Dragon online quiz available @ http://www.geocities.com/teo592/quiz/dragon.html and found out I am a Copper Dragon on the inside. My Inner Dragon is the mighty warrior of dragon-kind. It's just that simple. Coppers show up when someone's about to die. Coppers don't mess around, and they don't play evil games like Red Dragons. They don't bother with magic, like Gold Dragons. They exist for a purpose, and they serve it well.
But what sort of a dragon would I be if that really was the whole story? I also like to stomp my enemies, start the occasional war, and spend lazy hours preening my battle aura. My favorable attributes are strength, physical abilities, thriftiness, warmth, and longevity in battle. Just in case some puny human (or conniving Red Dragon) thinks they can get the drop on me, I've got a concealed breath weapon - gigantic masses of Fire. Hey, it's the tried and true way to cook a cow in 0.75 seconds.
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Diet and excercise plan starts today...
2002-05-08 17:24:43
Today I started a diet and excercise plan that has been given to me by a personal trainer, well virtual personal trainer. www.menshealth.com/trainer so far so good, i am a little hungry but i have some snack items I can eat today. This is NOT a hard diet so far, today's intake is 2050-2150 calories and includes things like pork tenderloin (it sure was yummy!) so it's not exactly a stressfull diet. Actually the most important thing so far has been limiting the portions/serving sizes. It is less than I am used to eating at one sitting but probably about right for the whole day.
Anyway, there is also a daily excercise routine that is dynamically generated for each day based on what you did the last time. So far so good! I hope to lose about 50 lbs in the long run (from 230 to 180) but will be thrilled at the halfway point! -
My head is about to burst!
2002-05-07 22:22:36
I have so many ideas I need to get out, some much I need to create and I want to do it with AMV's! I have found the digital media converter I am going to use, it is the Dazzle Hollywood DV Bridge. I have found it for $229 on pricewatch, but the local MicroCenter store should have it as well for $299 and I can use my MicroCenter card there!
My biggest problem now is, how do i justify this to my fiance, I know she'll hit the roof if I get this. I almost went today, but held back, trying to keep control but it is harder to resist each passing day.
Listening to some Vnv Nation right now, talk about an AWESOME group. They are techno gods. Saw a live performance a few weeks ago, incredible is all I have to saw.
I highly recomend this group if you are into techno/industrial at all
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