JOURNAL: DaggerDust26 (Lilly V.)

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  • bad, worse, to rape. 2003-06-17 21:55:57 yesturday was the last day of school for me. i was really planing to be all happi go lucky and run around like morons with the rest of my friends, sadly i was mistaken. it started with one of my closest friends crying in lunch, at first they told me it was because 'she didnt get her dog tags' which she had been waiting for. it had been several months and on top of that apparently they were messed up, the dog tags were for her and her bf. so i went through most of the day kinda pissed because thats just rediculous.

    lets start with the very begining, long story short me and my ex have been ex/ed since nov 26 20002. well not surprisign that on the last day of school he shows up finally cutting his hair(thank god) and i apparently had to be near him all morning. so not only do i start the day off looking like shit and to add that its wind, but if there is a 'god' he apparently has forsaken me by making me see my ex.

    by the end of this day i finally get a chance to relax, WRONG!!!! i end up seeing someone from my old school and she brags about fuckign with her bf and as such. it wouldnt have been anymore appealing if it had rained upon my lifeless corps. after that it actually got slightly better by meeting up with the friend who had been moping over a dog tag. me, audrey, tim, peter, angela and sarah all went to chill. im sry maybe im a little touchy up to that point but finally when im utterly relaxed no doubt soemthign bad occers. yes the great and almighty SARAH must have a psycodic temper tantrum and complain that no ones messign with her. i could understand shes the 5th wheel because it was me and audrey and tim and peter, but MY GOD!!! over all at the end til she left i wanted to have her commited or i would have been.

    and finally the day has gone from horrible to better, its just the four of us and audreys brother. yes we are all acting extremely childish and having fun, o yes and no doubt the park ppl have to kick us out. (RAIN DAMMIT RAIN UPON MY VERY SOUL!!)we end up hanging infrotn of her house and talking til 9pm.

    now about the rape, i borrowed a video from a friend of mine and basically the girls named lilly. he said she was alot like me and that i should check it out, none the less this entire movie is like what my past should have been like, and not that rediculous dramatic bullshit about kissing another guy WHO CARES!!! over all she is just about raped by the end of the movie(said lilly's and some kid nearly dies). so basically this movie is in titled 'my life in extremes'.

    so whoever is reading this if u did not already take the hint i had an extremely bad day then thats that. 
  • caring til u fall 2003-06-10 20:11:18 today in my art class one of my closest friends in that class showed me a bunch of cigs that he was going to smoke.im sry but im just one of tose ppl who doesnt like ppl smoking. anyway he just later pissed me off by it in which i told him straight out i wasnt ever going to speak to him again(mind u its the last 3 days of school). i no that may be a little harsh but he really made me feel like wtf, and later on in the class he tryed playing around with it by tickling me... let just say it resulted with me(mind u i have an opera voice) screaming because he shocked me out of nowhere tickling me. i mean i would have probably spoke to him the day after anyway but u just dont go touching someone especially me, he had no right doing that, and for that i refuse to speak to him.

    today was over all a good day, me listening to rock and punk. teenage dirtbag for an hour was my song then soem rhapsody and right now 'no leaf clover' by metalica is my song. anyway im out byes
     
  • words of the unspoken 2003-06-03 22:13:52 to start it off my ex bf just found out that we broke up in which we actually broke up a week ago, im surprised he noticed.

    well as the day went on i decided to cut my 11pd class, in which i ended up hanging outside talking to kenice,nick and josh. poor nick, he got beat up and his tooth was literally knocked out. kenice is as usual her overly funny, pokey, loud self and josh...is josh his overly agressive anger jealous self(only jealous when his girl and me meet up, otherwise hes ok with me). so i was waiting for aldo when finally 11pd came out, i met up with audrey and we all started walking towards our house(me and audreys). aldo then came up with the idea that we should all go to the park in which we all started off. when we got to the park me and audrey as usual 'frolicked' and ran around looking for interesting things. aldo and josh just tryed to keep up.

    then me and audrey found a nice stop and started actign as though we were in 'alice in wonderland'. she was alice the lost and confused girl, while i was the imfamous chesire cat corrupting and seducing alice. yea so we were acting then aldo and josh came over and we all started talking, we spoke about life, the army and some other things. as usual josh and aurey type gone for each other while aldo withn his flirty way lol. we found like a little cave in the bushes, my jeans got dirty and then it started raining. we all walked homeward i walked with aldo because i was seriously beyond pissed at josh and those two went off and disappeared(dam those vampires). over all not bad of a day but i wished it had lasted longer 
  • Horrible timming! 2003-05-29 21:06:58 Well todays a nice and sunny day, i just met another of the millions of cute boiz in this school and i dressed up as a 'ideal hispanic'(if such exists). so yea a bunch of guys checked me out that was just funny. anywayz today danny(best friend) came over my house and whatnot and we were gonna play base ball with some other. well me and danny had loads of tiem alone to talk and chill, and well basically he kinda decided to play soem stupid hand game that u have to smack the others hand. yea we kidna made each other feel so wrong by making a tingly feeling by draging our fingers and dancing them under the others hand. so anyway we were being perverted horney teenagers when my friend aldo and paul show up, sadly i wanted to kill danny for making em that way grrr!!

    Anywayz me, paul and aldo went outside and played a little hand ball before aldo went and hit it with the baseball bat. sadly he hit it so hard it flew over a roof. so we later went to the park and played base ball sorta and in the end finished the day watching matrix reload. over all today was good and remind me to stop wearing boots lol my feet were sooo hott!!!

     
  • some boiz are stalkers 2003-05-28 17:57:16 well lets see, one of my friends new i wanted to break up with this guy so she decided to do it for me. yea fine thats kinda chickeny but all well it got done. next hes still thinks we are together and its really type creepy, i really dont like this guy hanging aroudn me so much i've told him to go away but hes not. ehh im really considering to get oen of my friends on him but i kinda feel sorry for the guy. i mean he may be annoying but i no my friends and they'll kill him. eh god lifes sometiems a total mess. 
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