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AARGH!
2003-02-09 23:47:52
I'M LOSING MY MIND, MY COUSIN, MY TIME, MY EFFORT, MY SKILL, EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
The only thing keeping me going are Ragnarok Online [which, like the lemming that I am paid 10$ for] and the DDR Project!
and YESH I'M PAYING for DOUGHNUTS! -
I AM STRATA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
2003-02-04 23:39:53
After reading MCWagner's journal, then prius, then looking back at all the ridiculousness that has happened in the past 21 years of my life, I realize something...
Nobody's really worth much in the eyes of God, [er God's in some other people's religion, whatever...] They live, they die... etc.
I was close to dying once. Had half my FACE ripped off. It made me that much more heartbroken when I looked in the mirror after my car accident back in 199X [can't remember, but as you can see from my martial arts pic, My face is fine...] For after the accident [I wasn't in a car, the fucker hit me crossing the street and to top it off, kids in the car saw me fly over them (station wagon) and land face first in the concrete, best part was, he didn't have insurance so my family won the court cases ^_^] nobody gave me a mirror for 3 days. My face HURT... My left eye felt like it was gonna explode and I couldn't wear my glasses[ for obvious reasons ] I could have sworn something happened at that moment...
Seeing this disaster, I can honestly say, there IS God... Right after I got hit, I blacked out and was out for about 5 mins. When I came to, I was face up on a stretcher. On the ambulance, I was praying the "Our Father" about a gazzillion times. I was in shock, who wouldn't be...
When I finally saw my face 3 days after the accident, I don't think I've EVAR cried so hard in my life. There's a TINY scar just under my right eye. That's all that's left...
Right after the accident [I was in 8th grade] I had to stay home due to my fractured hip. While I was alone, I was kinda scared and actually started to hear "noise" coming from upstairs as if someone was there. My parents tried to console me saying it's the wind vibrating the window. It happened 3 times. Each time, my parents tried to "explain" my fear. Then I hit them with a shock. The fourth time, I put two tape recorders up for taping, one by my upstairs window, and one by the windchimes near my back porch. (which is right below my freakin' window so there's NO way wind can hit up there AND miss the chimes...
Get this, The wind chimes made NO noise, but the upstairs "wind" hitting the window, sounded up on the tape... Then within that month, I could hear a soft voice speaking to me, I think [this shit makes me nostalgic, it's been over 12 years...] It was female. I couldn't remember what it said...
To heal my leg, I joined the realm of martial arts. Not showy martial arts or "sports" martial arts. I joined a karate school that taught me to survive using only 2 things. My mind, and my body in the most dangerous of situations. I think I remember what she said... [this injury and your sorrow, this too shall pass] Maybe, who knows...
(shudder)
Well, my body sure has gotten stronger... [I can punch for 75 pounds of force with a "relaxed" technique ^_^]
Still, I wonder who she was? She sure sounded sexy ^_^ - NNNNNNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO 2003-02-02 19:41:47 I MEANT DDR 3 DOH!!!
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Let the salvation begin...
2003-02-02 19:38:06
I must say it was a tragedy that the shuttle went down...
But we can't mourn for eternity. I'll say it now, these things are GOING to happen. I'm sure the pilots are all now in a better place. I'm also certain that there were times some of us wish we were dead, but think of it this way...
They died in one of the most honorable ways imaginable thank God...
They didn't die fighting, they didn't die during a lowly dead end job, they didn't die by someone's choosing (not from what evidence suspects) but they died doing something for the good of mankind.
TO THE PILOTS OF THE FALLEN COLUMBIA, I SALUTE YOU!
PS: I was born on April 11, 1981, that's a great NASA day to remember so let the memories persevere, not the deaths...
On the AMV front...
I got 7 seconds done [sniffle...] GGRRRR damn it all!
you can find the pathetic beta of my DDR 2 project here...
[known as "Eternity"]
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IT STARTS...
2003-02-01 10:48:10
I'm going to finish today ONE WHOLE MINUTE of my DDR Project video...
SO HELP ME GOD... ^_^
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