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Today
2003-11-17 11:02:07
With a new week I really tried to bring on the happiness, but I just seem to be getting worse. I'm really starting to think that Amy has it in for me, she keeps hanging around with my two best guy mates and paying no attention to me whatsoever...that hurts a lot...
However on the plus side me and Feria are "writing" a story word by word on MSN and it promises to be pretty funny! ^_^
All For Now -
Days keep getting worse...
2003-11-14 14:37:36
Well I went out today with Chelle to a town where everyone goes to have fun, hang out etc...and she's got a doctors appointment so she says she'll be back at 6 o clock so, I wait until 6...she's not there.....I wait till 6:30....she's not there....I wait till 7 and still she's not there so I take a train back home feeling pretty bad (by thid time my imagination has already bombarded me with lots of Amy-induced torture)
I get home only to get a text message of Chelle furious that i've not waited for her!
...i finally cried...this week was too much, stuff has happened and I just feel so bad...only the internet brings any joy to my life anymore.
I'm such a whiner... -
Alisha...thank you!
2003-11-13 11:17:10
You're aver nice person, thanks a lot.
Today I got up and I felt really bad, but I took one step into school and I just began smilling, depression just isn't me...I mean it still hurts but at least I can bring myself to talk to her now, although I had to leave when I saw her and Sam playing around...
Again I have to say that out of everyone i know you've really been the nicest about this, all my other friends don't say anything comforting...
^_^
a smile for you! -
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2003-11-12 09:20:34
So so depressed now becuase she's said that she just wants to be friends with me...When my friend found out they just kept talking about all the bad things about her...that didn't help, one said "her loss" the other just said i looked sad and I certainly feel it, in fact i just skipped half a daw of school because I really feel bad.
But to come home to your journal entry was really nice Alisha! It's not overexaggerating to say you've been the nicest, including my best friend, about this lol
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Well I Did What I Thought Was Right...
2003-11-11 13:35:19
...and she doesn't fancy me because and i quote:
"I know you too well...it's your mind."
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What's even stranger is that she's trying to set me up with one of her friends too...
I was like, HUH?
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