- blah 2004-03-16 23:25:41 i feel like an ass....i broke up with my girlfriend yesterday.....because i was "looking out for me" ....but now that i dont have her i feel alone.....larissa is confusing me i thought she wanted to be with me but i guess not......i dunno......i feel so lonely right now though.......if you read this iam SOOOO sorry jacqui.....i am.....this is fuckin bullshit i just wanna die....im alone in this world again....alone.....its.....i dunno.....i kissed larissa.....i dunno why.....i have a feeling it was unwanted.....i have a feeling im unwanted....i never cheated on jacqui though...NEVER!.......ever.....would i do such a thing....i just...wanna....die
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2004-02-12 21:01:47
....its...damn....i fell so powerless....my danger sense is never wrong....that is true....the only time its wrong is when i am totally blinded by my feelings (such as in my own life....such as....when i like a girl...my feelings make it so i cant predict what will happen) i want to tune it....i failed once....with one i loved...i predicted it but did not stop it....grr....i DREAMED the damn thing.....anyways..i need a smoke...gettin a pack tomorrow...god damn i need something to calm me down...fuck fuck fuck, ya no what....i dont quite wanna die...but ....i dont wanna live either...good bye
murder tip of the day: pin their mouth open their eyes open, and then tie them up and lay them face up on the floor...release little spiders.....lots of them.....and let them eat the person from the inside.....make suer your where they cannot hear the screams of the victim -
new murder tips!
2004-02-11 17:50:07
woooooah! im like so hyper....i've been happy for a bit...its like my mood turned around completely....started talking to my ex again after *counts on fingers...* long time many months, um my depress meds are working...supposedly...the smokes are as abundant as they cant be for someone underage and school sucks...but i gotta pass...so i can do what i want next year. ^_^.....but ya.....
Murder tip of the day: get a spikey dog collar...turn it inside out....put it on the victim, and hang them with it.......they will bleed from many holes in their neck, and hopefully suffocate while bleeding in pain.....i'll think of a better one tomorrow ^_^ - err 2004-02-08 20:53:18 ya....well its interesting...went to ash's today...had some fun watching saiyuki then tickling her to death ^_^ , my parents found out i smoke...again...this is the second time they found out(i used to smoke they made me quit now i do again) and its all cool....i have lots of homework i skipped.....o well....i need to find some way to help ash....*sob* before its to late for me to.....*sigh* o well....
- 2004-02-07 18:33:00 im starting to feel like really fucking unloved....and its like killing me and im like...DIEEEE SUCKA and then im like CANT DIEEE SUCKA....and its like grrrr and then its like fuck you too and then its like what?.....im lonely...
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