JOURNAL: klinky (Gabe Hedges)

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  • Sooo Bored!! OMG ROFL.... 2002-10-26 04:11:16 I was thinking of some funny things I should put in here earlier. I think I forgot them though. I just got done kicking ass at some MOHAA :O I am sooo l33t.

    It's 1.55am.


    I downloaded this program called Stomper, look it up on yahoo you fool!!

    Anyways it makes neat little sound synth sounds. So if you want to make your own samples and all for music it'd do the trick sorta maybe.

    The forums were kinda dead, I think they usually are on Fridays.

    My gums hurt in the back : I should brush my teeth more often.

    I start work in about a week and a half, I don't want to count the days since it'll only depress me :O.

    I got up today @ 4:30pm. Usually Kthululu comes home and yells "WHAT THE FUCK YOU'RE STILL IN BED". Which makes me move out of bed : Each day it seems like he says the same thing :p

    My Uncle thinks I am a addict of the computer :p I think I probably am, but what else am I going to do? Seriously? Go outside {shutter}. No thankyou, it's starting to get cold and gray here. Of course if it was sunnny I wouldn't go out either :O. Bah. Outside seems very flat and placid. When I walk along the streets with all the noise and the cars and the people. All I feel is the tension of everyone and it seems to grind down on me. What happens when I get anxious or nervous? That's right, I feel sick, vomittity. So I go out and I get all this angst off of people, I bet ARE JUST LIKE YOU!!! YES YOU... ha ha or something or other and then I feel wooozy and think it's time to head back home and watch some anime or read up on some tech news.

    What I am going to do with my future is up in the air. I think I want to goto college and study comp science and art. I like the idea of creating things and both of those seem to uhh match up. Of course isn't that what everyone wants in life, the ability to create things that they can enjoy as well as others. Well I can't say that for everyone. People like prez Bush and his WHORE Cheney(or is it the other way around).

    Which brings me to this. WHY? WHY do we have a person in the white house who did his own little Enron practices already? What was that meeting between Enron execs and Cheney all about? Were they asking for pointers on how to really take people to the cleaners?

    What is the point of us keeping Enron running, that's right Enron still has power over some local power companies here in Oregon atleast. The damn company needs to be frozen and the government should step in me take it over until a viable solution can be found. Of course that's not going to do much fucking good when you have someone who has done the exact same shit in the white house!!!!?

    My current state of mind is that as long as there is currency, as long as people put a price on peoples needs, then the world will never be equal, or a "paradise". There will always be a need for people to feel pain while others feel pleasure. If you stop and think about money for a moment and it's purpose and what it really is. Green/black ink on paper(yeah it's some sort of thread like material, but what the fuck it's paper!!!). Then you think about how everyone in this world is under the mindset that working towards this is a GOOD thing, it's WHAT everyone wants and desires. Alot of shit doesn't get done and people die and suffer all because of the fact that there isn't enough green paper here or there.

    I need to make my utopia, the idea is for everyone to work together and try to make everyones lives as nice as possible. :P I don't want to think of it as a pipe dream. If we all push that thought back, it will never get done and we'll ultimately kill ourselves and DIE.

    That's not a RANT either, it's teh truth yeah :O Enjoy


    ~klinky

     
  • Shonen is all to blame! :O 2002-10-23 05:07:32 Shonen Mc' DizzyCow is wondering what part he had in the matter of my "opus" video ;p I believe I talked to you once already sir about this matter. Actually, I was exclaiming to Kthulhu one day about "Misato Love shall be my Opus!", the next day DizzyCow releases "Evangelion Opus" which knocked alot of socks off and DEFLATED MY EGO so much that my project crumbled ;p. Yes Iam sure of that!! I am sure it's all your fault and your whacked Mayalasian food!


    Currently the time is 2.56am. I didn't get to sleep last night until 5pm, right when the world series game 3 started. Damn Angels. I don't care if Lucy Liu is doing promos for them, I wantedd el Barry Bonds to gets a World Series!!! I have his topless poster up on my wall, it's not sticky at the moment :O WTF does that mean. Nothing ~~_~~ act like you never heard it.

    I was dreaming a strange dream about a hour ago, I dreamt I went into a room and there was going to be a large spider in it, but you know it was stange since I thought it was funny that there would be a large spider in there. I was actually laffing in my dream, I woke up before the spider appeared in my dream only to look up into the corner of one of my walls to see a little "EVIL" spider there. Yes there was actually a REAL spider there.

    We have nasty spiders here in my house, they're kind fat and furry with what's known as "BIG FUCKING FANGS". I try to save the ungrateful bastards most of the time, but quite frankely I have no pitty for them. I humans were small and these bastards were big, then I would think we'd be dead by now. If not for the evilness of the spiders mentallity, we'd be squashed simply because spiders have 4 times as many legs as we do.

    This one spider was in a corner and thus I couldn't capture him with out the possibility of him falling on the floor and thus attacking my sexy feet. So the only actual option was to whack the fucker off with a broom. So I got the broom and yarrrggh, smashed the fucker up against the corner, then knocked his dead body into the trash. I would feel bad if I wasn't scared the fuck about getting bitten by these vicious bastards. I don't care that I might get 8yrs of rain or whatever that superstition is, we need rain actually ;p.

    There is construction work going on as I speak.. IT's 3:03am . Why the fuck are they whacking shit around with a backhoe at this time. It's really annoying, though I haven't gotten woken up by it, it's still annoying.

    I stole some of Kthulhu's frozen burritos from the freezer yesterday, I think I may have some more tonight. Well or I could goto bed and get on a decent sleep schedule. I feel like I have a bunch of shit stuck up in my sinuses argh. I need sleep, sleep is good, but my mind hates to sleep, it views it as "a waste of time though" <---Offspring Vultures.

    Oh >:O - Mo0000.

    I have nothing left to say now, so I'll goto sleep ;p

    and no it's not REALLY dizzycows fault >:O


    ~klinky 
  • HA! 2002-10-22 08:35:22 Well it's really funny that I said I would do this every day and then I never did it again after that :p

    Those list of things I said went right out the window ;p


    It's currently 6.15am PST(PDT???). Whatever.

    Ummm ! :O

    I start a job on Nov 4th. I've been having trouble sleeping. This is bad. Atleast the job starts @ 11:30am :}. Those are more of teh klinky's hours of operation. Though I think I am more at my peak between 8pm - 2am >:O I have a shitty sleep schedule. Plus I've got amazing amount of digestion issues :p I don't think it's normal for a 18yr old to have constant indigestion/nasuea & heartburn. Ick.. It's not fun. I should see a doctor ;p

    My hair is getting too long again, I need to shave. I think my eye sight is failing and I am pregnant with a Aliens love baby. Plus the sky has fallen, atleast on me or something. I am rambling :p

    What's been going on with me and my AMVs? The last full length AMV I made was in April. The results weren't that great. I don't know, I messed up on it and missed alot of things with it. I think it was after that, that I came to the conclusion that I wasn't really putting enough effort into making AMVs, so I've since stopped. I think the limiting factor for me is that there is virtually no control over content you have to work with. It seems that all my work is just a hack job and it lacks actually "artistic ability".

    The videos that really stand out in my mind are ones that truely make the footage their own. I think the creator who has been doing the most of this recently is Absolute Destiny. What with Shameless Rock & his latest video which name escapes me at the moment, he's truely setting himself apart from other creators. Another person I'll comment on is el Machine del Carlos. :p Yeah, his Boogie Pop Phantom video is very clever and I think he is the master of the "seizure inducing strobey effect-o-mabob".

    I think actually that my views changed when I was working on my Opus video. I still blame you ShonenDizzyCow for it ending in a disaster. Or well it's more on hiatus rather then completely halted. The video was called "Misato Love", the song used was Alexander O' Neal & Sherryl - Satuday Love. I believe that Mr. O' Neal sounded quite a bit like Kaji & Sherryl sounded quite a bit like Misato, we're talking english dubs here. I wrote a custom app in Visual Basic to do the lip synching for the video ;p. The idea was I could do the lip synching once and apply it to many different angles for Misato. However a hard drive crash and me not properly backing the program up lead evil things to happen. I still have the source, but I am missing a hi-res timer control for it :p It's lost somewhere on the hard drive :p. Plus I could never find the exact clip I wanted of Misato, also note that Misato was actually poorly drawn in many episodes of Evangelion. In fact Evangelion actually has pretty shitty animation to begin with and a shitty telecine job to boot.

    Anyways all of these seemed to join together in a big bubble which actually made me hate the project and dread working on it. I had ideas of perfection for it, since I adore Misato(teh rabid fan), and perfection was just not happening. I worked about 9months on the project, then stopped in April to make a crappy AMV and just lost interest in it ;p

    My new focus is actually creating animation. I've looked into many areas to do this and I've decided the best approach would probably be to do cel shading :} Using a program like Lightwave ;p. Check out celshader.com or Studio Art-FX's website(forget the URL at the moment). Some l33t stuff going on with your home computer.

    A few problems:

    I can't draw
    I can't model
    I am very lazy <---lacking of motivation.

    Okay well anyways, those are all important !! :O

    GOD DAMNIT ;P.

    Anyways this all with feeling like shit + not sleeping properly means I just argh feel very frustrated like my body is against my mind :p and the damn alien baby doesn't help the situation one bit.

    I've talked to some other people who have come up with the same idea for adding something original, something of their own to a AMV production rather then the regular hack the clips adds teh music, export teh video ;p

    Anyways, I've blabbered on enuf now ;p
    Let's see if anyone reads all of it ;p

    Okay and we'll see what that darn sniper is up to today, he just shot someone a few hours ago as they were getting on a bus ;p Or well it's not confirmed, but I bet it is. I think the police hope he's dumb. Also what with the broken english, it may be that frenchy going after us, or maybe the sniper is trying to move blame from himself to the frenchy. J00 nevar kn0w!


    ~klinky is out ;p


    ahh and I forget to mention I yanked my neck and my back hurts and I should get a more ergonomic chair and I need to study to get a GED and goto college and get a good fuck ~!!!! FUCK FUCK FUCK ;p


     
  • So Iam forcing myself to do this... 2002-01-11 02:04:37 So I wrote a list of things I need to do with my spare time..

    One of them was writing in this journal ma-bob.

    What should I write about tonight.
    Well work seems to be going okay,we're not that busy and I get some time to relax in between calls which is good,but Iam not sure how solid my job is...could loose it sometime soon maybe.. I don't know...Iam the great job oracle....


    Anyways Iam not really working on any projects right now.Iam attempting to do some mod music on my computer and some of it sounds okay...I will become a l33t techno god.I've got a idea for my own manga/anime thingy.I should practice drawing once in awhile..Maybe play with the guitar..Iam tired alot and I just want to relax,but I attempt to push myself to do something greater with my life.I don't want to just watch anime, I want to create it.I don't want to just listen to music,I want to make it. I have alot of things I feel I need to express(maybe it's just teenaged agnst...ha ha),Iam having a hard time expressing it though my writing.I hardly write anyways..hahahha.Anyways this is my issue I needa resolve it and mange my time better I gues ;)


    As for the type of anime Iam watching..Iam into BoogiePop Phantom,strange anime...I believe it's from the creators of Lain,since the character design looks the same & they have that whisper voice person doing stuff in it. Another one is Fruits Basket which is pretty funny/kawaii,I can see why it's popular..

    Anyways that's all for now ..hehehe...time to go look up info on SQL databaes or something like that..



    ~klinky 
  • AMVs make your thirsty. 2002-01-08 03:15:03

    So tonight I finally did it .I encoded my newest AMVs(that's right two of them). For web distrobution! W00T

    Going No Where - End of Eva
    http://www.animemusicvideos.org/video.php?v=5306

    Sakura - Rurouni Kenshin (Seisouhen OVA)
    http://www.animemusicvideos.org/video.php?v=5307

    Download them..Leave comment if you feel like it.

    This whole process took the entire evening but I feel like I got something accomplished.I swear it's easier to make the AMV then it is to write a description.It takes forever for me to write a description and most come out hookey and do not express what I intended...my seem to be advertising rather them explaining...hmmm. Anyways all this hackin' away made me thirsty and luckily my bro who attempted to fix ma's computer brought back some Powerade! w00t just what I needed ;) . I finally got my digital camera back.Yippee...minus the AC adpater.He is tracking that down....hmmmm atleast I got the camera back.(BTW this is a $50 camera it's not of super value).

    Oh yeah there is some need wallpaper on my website:
    http://coolantx.hn.org/newPage/wallpaper <---depressing wallpaper ;)


    that's all for now...

    ~klinky

     
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