JOURNAL: JayPsychotic (Jay Psychotic)

  • I prayed.... An atheist prayed... 2003-05-22 22:49:25 I love my girlfriend with all my heart... I was crying tonight because we might have gone too far... I want to be with her forever, and in no case, do I ever want to hurt her. I could blame myself for my life... all my mistakes... all the bad that's come from my life... but I think of her.. and it's all just a miracle as to how I'm stil alive... as if there really is a god that brought me and this girl together... this god, that could exist, would put me through such intense hell and suffering.. and then allow me to set my life straight... i've quit smoking, i dropped out of high school so I could get my GED, allowing me to goto college, and then this angel came into my life, she was there before, but never like this... and it all seems too perfect, i never want this fairy tale to end. never.

    I prayed that everything will be alright, that me and my girl and work through anything, together. I thanked a god for giving me the strength to survive, live this long... and for giving me a second chance, by sending an angel... I prayed... that there, truly is a miracle.

    - Jared. my true personality. 
  • Definately, a night to remember. ^-^ 2003-05-17 21:17:50 I kissed an angel... ^-^

    holy shit.... my girlfriend has now been kissed and damn she's great at it, so wild...

    i stil' have the andrenaline rush... i swear this girl does not believe in gentle kisses... lol... even the goodnight kiss was wild...

    i love my girlfriend... i have for a while, but i just wanted to reinstate that.

     
  • "Everday is doomsday, When you laugh at the things leading the path..." 2003-04-28 01:23:38 It's weird. My girlfriend is 18 and she's never been kissed, we've been going steady for a little over a month, almost a month and a half, and tonite while we were watching tv I just suddenly tried to kiss her, it was all does unconciously, and she just turned her head away, thus, i backed off... I'm used to dating the trashy type, you know the kind, first time we kiss her pants also come off... yeah, I'm not too fond of those types anymore... my girlfriends a perfect little angel and it's strange to me. But I do love her... I've said it before, and I regret all the times I've said it before. 
  • First day here.... 2003-04-13 00:13:13 Yeah, so I got into the whole making AMV thing, unfortunately, I'm stil a huge newb to this, but i catch on fast, I mean, not even 3 days into the program, and I already finished my first AMV which is about 3 minutes long... So I sent my friend the file, and he told me to sign up here, then I started filling shit out and my girlfriend came over and kidnapped me for the rest of the day, so now it's 1:12am here, and i'm hitting the bed.

    pieces,
    - Jay
    "This entry created entirely by sock puppets." 
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