JOURNAL: Toji Fujawara (Bryan Moon)

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  • The Pact 2003-07-06 02:27:21 The following entry is very personal. I enter it here because I need get it out. I cant tell anyone of this. It is to close to me to allow my family to hear about. I sit in front of my computer telling of a Pact that took place at my work.

    This night was never thought to come. No one was prapared. To show our loyalty to one maneger we made the pact. We made it with full knowldge that this could one day happen. The Pact went as follows. "we the co-workers of T (not his real name but i will not write it for personal reasons) agree to the following. If T ever quits or is termanated for what ever reason there may be we shall leave this establishment immediately with a notice not necessary." We made this to show loyalty. This night should have never come. I am still shoked and it happened over an hour ago. I have sat down for a long time now. Longer then i have ever sat before. Us few of the Pact that witnessed tonight all feel the same. We must live up to the agreement, but we dont know if we can. This job is my one source of income and i need it we need T most of all. The time is now. Will live up to this pact and we will feel no guilt, no pain, fear. This may sound very dumb stupid, or what ever you may call it

    I am now forced with a tough choice i hope i choose righ 
  • Update in editing 2003-07-03 22:05:14 (feel free to skip this entire paragraph)Ok for anyone out there who care, yes i know you do Sakura but this is me typing and it has nothing to do with you. oh come on you know i didn't mean that you know what we'll talk about this later i just want to finish this journal entry for all my fans yes all, wait are there any. Ok what ever on to the business

    (Real entry starts here)
    Ok after my little problem with editing i decided that i would start on another vid. I have also decided to do some planing ok alot of planing but because i had nothing better to do and had nothing to write about at this momment i have decided to take up your time to tell you that I have spent the last 2 hours planing. Mwhahahaha i have wasted your time now Ok sorry about this hopefully i will have more to write about next time  
  • Found a Soultion 2003-07-02 21:05:15 I hope i spelled that right oh well I guess i am writing to say that I have (read title)to my little adobe problem. I deleted it and got premiere 6.5 and decided that the Nanako vid wasn't all that good. I also allowed Sakura to help out again. So i guess with a little help and a new program I have overcome this dalema and moved on to a new video ok the planing stage. After the 2 opinions I receved on my first vid i decided more time should be taken in the planing period so guess what i am taking more time and plus i dont want to put any shame to Voices of a distant Star (which is the anime i am using for my next vid if you couldn't tell) Oh well that is all for now. 
  • Hatered toward Adobe 2003-07-02 11:01:51 I have never been so pissed off in my life. Ok well thats not true but i am really pissed off at the moment. I had just finished my second video, and it was really good i must have spent 25 hours on it at least. It went with the music and it had some good effects ok only one or two but thats beside the point. I was finished and in the middle of exporting the clip when all of the suden what happens the computer locks up because of adobe taking up to much space. So I did something a crazed lunatic would do at this time I deleted my entire video and all the riped scenes and then did the same to premier. I would feel really stupid but in my posession at this time is a copy of version 6.5. Mwhahahahahaha now i have to creat the vid again and i am so going to hate this. You know what i have sakura the cat girl in my head take over for now while i go on a little vacation form my mind She hasn't had a rant or anything in a while i guess it is time for her to have a come back into my life of hell. Oh yeah one last thing to complain about at the momment (other than the fact that spelling isn't one of my stong suits) I cant get my first video to delet off my comp and it is taking up so much space it is not funny and the aim chat room will not work for me and i do not know why it was fine last night but now it works like well it doesn't work. Ok I know I said that i was only going to complain about one last thing but this is my journal and i can do what I want. "hay who are you? What ya mean i cant ramble on about how my life suckes no get away stop hitting me that hurts i sware to... :thud: 
  • Stall in editing 2003-06-18 15:36:53 Hay everyone it is the crazy one or atleast that is what my friends call me. Just felt like doing a journal entry since Sakura is still on vacation and wont be returning till late tonight i thought i would write about something normal again.

    At the momment I have 2 days left of my 11th grade year. both of withch consist of finals. Now my mom works for the board of ed so she knows alot about timing and stuff of that nature so she has forced me to study. When you think about it, it is not such a bad thing other than the fact that studying takes serious time away form my obession with anime.

    I have this great idea for a video (well I think it is) which was Amazing Nurse Nanako which i had mistakenly abbreviated to AMN (I ment ANN)with Stupid girl by Cold. I mean the title just sums up Nanako in a nutshell. Then agian I may be completly ignorant to the whole concept behind the series missing some hidden message like dont do drugs of some lame thing as that. But than again I am just about 200% sure that there really is no meaning other than to make people laugh quite like Excle Saga which is funnyer than hell (I wonder how funny is hell). But as finals are Tomorow and Friday i have had to study as stated before which has seriously made some huge set backs in my editing. I had hoped to be atleast an hour of editing in already. And this hell we call driving school isn't helping out either. I mean i have barely any time to myself and that has been for almost a week now. I am sure you all dont want to read about me bitching about how my life sucks and all that so...wait a second you are the one who chose to read this far so ha you have to read my bitching Mwhahahahaha. But in the intreset of keeping readers i figure that i will stop with two last things. One Thankyou all who have wasted precious time out of their lives to read this sorry excuse for a journal and

    My Secdual
    6 am: I get up and do all my morning rituals

    7am : i get to school fun fun

    2 pm i get home

    2:45 pm i have to pick up my sister

    3-5 study

    5:30 to 8:45 driving school

    9-10 free time but my dad is on the computerat this time so I cant do it


     
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