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Wrote another review
2004-02-22 01:49:59
well just finished uploading another review. its not up yet but unless it is complete crap it should be up in the next day or so. I guess ill post a link for it when ever it is up. wish i had something more constuctive to say but im tired as hell right now and should be asleep and not writing this. oh well its not like i ever learn.
oh yeah i review intial d: battle stage -
its finally back
2004-02-21 13:51:31
well after almost 5 months of no editing drive i am finally back into my normal editing mood. I dont know what what happned to mak me get back to my normal state of mind but i am. now that im done confusing my self i just felt like writing an update on my biggest amv project to date. I say this because it is the longest i have worked on an amv and it is the first i will be entering into a con. although i dont think it will do anything.
its been almost 5 months of gruling testing different methods and random editng and and realising that the video wouldn't work, running out of footage faild planing and just plain no drive to edit as i said above. Also i recently got a positin reviewing anime for Hitori Studios. I decided that at this moment it would be best to just remake a video. but i refuse to do that at this time i need a new one so what i am doing is redoing an idea i had a while ago. Never went anywhere with it other then the plaing in my head and some on paper but i think that i can finally do the video mainly becasue i have all the footage taht i think i would need.
hmmm other than getting the scenes and audio i havn't really done any editing yet so i really need to get back to it. thankfuly next weekend i took off work so that i can go to my sister cheerleading compition. I know it doesn't sound like i would be getting any kind of editing done during this point but i will be in a hotel all weekend other than a few hours of watching cheers, and i will be able to get some serious editing done hopefuly.
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something serious
2004-02-19 20:00:27
yeah finally.
ok this will most likely sound pathetic but it is kinda like a once amonth thing for me. i seem to go into a period of where i question my life like a bunch of people may do. i just do it a little more. Any way it just came out of nowhere. Im staying after school with my girlfriend and she is clining on me like normal someting i like of course. anyway we walk a little before i have to leave to go to work when out of no where she just turns to me and says I love you. Its not that i dont lover her or anything actually i really do lover her id have to say it may be the first time i have ever loved someting outside of anime or my family. Of course i said it back to her but at that momment as she rested her head on my sholder i thought. why in the hell do i deserve her. what did i do. I mean just before we started going out i fliped out on her and made her cry. I know i have an anger problem but that is no excuse. im glad i dislocated my nuckles afterwards though. made me fell a little better or rather the pain made me forget for a little while. this makes me think ever more. why the hell did she ever agree to go out with me. im so confused right now. i dont understand a thing and i dont see any point in my life. no im not going to commit suicide that just stupid what a wasted if you cant just get on with life. but i still i dont know why i live and so many that diserve to live die. I just dont get it. oh well ill just go listen to some dispresing music until i can see my gf later. oh yeah if your still questioning weither or not i actually love her ill just say this the last girl i told i love her broke up with me a day later for some stupid reason and that happened with a bunch of others where either i dumped them or they dumped me. so i just dont like saying it
oh god now i say something serious but i still waste your time. sorry -
Im writing alot lately...
2004-02-18 21:40:59
oh well just means that i am either working on my amv alot or rather that i get side tracked easly. guess its a little of both. anyway just thought id rant about a littel of everything well mainly gripe about the vca winners and otakon.
VCA winners
i cant believe some of the winners. like euphoria for best drama. yes it was a good video but it wasn't the best drama. then again only 2 of the people i voted for won. burntoast for rookie of the year and lollipops sunshine nd rrrrr for most inovative or what ever the hell that award is. yes i am being that damn lazy but oh well not like many people read this. then again that is just me.
otakon
come on guys [at otakon] lets get rooling. i mean i have been waiting for so long to get updats on the site and i finally get them and they are noting. i know that none of you are reading this and rather my voice is not much louder then a small rock in a pond but hay just start pre regester i just want to give u some of my money already.
oh well thats really all i have to say for right now im ver sorry for anywone who read this i sware im going to try and stop wasting everyones life. -
so far so good
2004-02-17 21:54:55
well as of now editing is going good. no problems other than ones taht where fixed in less then 30 min. well that is only becasue i had to re rip a few of my dvd's but hay that was no problem. the scenes are coming along quickly and i have even come up with almost 4 back up plans for if something horrible goes wrong with this video and for once they dont envolbe deleting and starting a new one
well thats all for now thanks for reading.
JOURNAL: Toji Fujawara (Bryan Moon)
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