- Nobody cares... 2001-10-25 21:42:42 Blah blah blah, wish i was dead, blah blah blah, nobody cares, blah blah blah, think i might stop working on my new music video, blah blah blah, nobody cares....nobody cares.
- This one is short... 2001-10-22 21:32:23 Im kinda getting into writing this stuff it gets alot off my chest...any way, i got a little bit more work done on my new video...only problem is, my host is going to shut down so i wont be able to get the thing online...very sad, especially since its my best video yet...if not just different. I wonder if people would download it anyway, even if people know where the song is from they dont know what song it is..ah well wait and see, wait and see...
- All nighter 2001-10-21 21:01:41 Nothing is happening today ive just been typing on a message board for hours and have this need to type some more so im puting some pointless ramblings in my journal right now. I rented Silent Hill 2 last night, me and my sisters boyfriend pulled an all nighter playin the game, getting the piss scared out of us...i havent even seen a movie thats as creepy as this game. I was walking around that hospital and i could feel and hear my heart pressing a gainst my chest again and again and again, it was crazy...well after five and a half hours of playing we went to sleep at around six or seven AM...i woke up sometime in the afternoon and have been on message boards ever since...i thought maybe i would get some work done on my new video this weekend but i never got around to it, whenever i get a chance to hang out with my sisters boyfriend i take it...he reminds me of a big brother, i used to have a big brother, but i havent seen him in years...at least not since my grandmother died, oh well...this started off as a pretty friendly entry, now im going into that melancholy stuff so im gonna stop now...
- The @&*! hits the fan!! 2001-10-20 23:07:52 AHH!! Why is my first journal entry such a downer...I’ve got a new video in the works and its coming along pretty good, its two weeks in production and I have about 48 seconds of it together, just to give you an idea of how hard I’m working on this video....or maybe I just don’t feel like giving myself the pleasure of editing a video lately. My grandfathers decent into dementia is tearing the family apart...and my best friend is going in and out of fits of deep depression, maybe this is why my latest video is so depressing heh...I wish I could help more, and each time I do something I like to do it feels like I’m cheating everyone around me who are working so much. I just feel like lying down going to sleep and not waking up...
JOURNAL: dilandau_sama15 (Julian Trevisani)
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