JOURNAL: dilandau_sama15 (Julian Trevisani)

  • I hate school... 2001-11-07 08:38:57 I hate school, im in school now, must get out of school, i hate school, must leave school soon, i cant stand school, must escape school soon.....i despise school!!! 
  • Whats with the crappyness!? 2001-11-06 13:17:18 Over 1200 downloads on my terribly horrible mortal kombat video, and my outlaw star and evangelion videos have gone past the 800 mark...why so many people download such terrible videos is beyond me...oh well as long as they enjoy my crap! 
  • WEE HAA!! 2001-11-05 00:11:39 Well i just Successfully made a complete ass out of myself for a second time on a message board/forum...jesus im an idiot, no wonder my videos suck so much....

    *try thinking before you type it might help ya retard*

    Oh well ill just keep watching cowboy bebop, sweating while i wait for the hour when i must return to the hell hole i call school, where im thrust from my perfect little world and back into reality...god i hate school...i come home from that place each day and i just cant bring myself to smile for the rest of the night... 
  • Ever wish...? 2001-10-31 23:18:57 Did you ever wish that there was somethign that happened to someone, and you never knew it happened, or that it never happened at all? Well i feel that way right now, and its tearing me apart from the inside out. I dont have the energy to review anything right now, hell i havent worked on my new video in a week...it all just seems like a waist of time, why should i be doing something fun, other people who are close to me, and care about me are suffering on a day by day basis, and im just sitting back and enjoying myself making another video?! No! i cant bring myself to do it anymore, it hurts too much to do something fun, but it hurts too much to do anything at all, i havent even started on two major projects for school one due tomorrow and the other due the 15th of november...god if this is how i feel now i better shoot myself before my birthday or ill feel too guilty to do anything but stay in bed... 
  • Keeping up... 2001-10-26 23:09:18 Ive got a few reviews i need to do, but i cant get them done for a while...my connections all messed up...it transfers at 1.23-.45 k/s and when you have a cable connection you know there is something wrong, i better go figure that out before i do anything else...plus i running out of space on my computer, 600 mb of space left, oh boy...WHERE IS MY NEW COMPUTER!!!

    Im going to stick with my new music video, after watching so many videos, and reviewing a few, ive decided it would suck if i gave up on my new video, considering its...uh...um..kewlness i dont know, i really just want to finish it thats all.

     
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