JOURNAL: tutterbutter (Brandy TutterButter)

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  • Today is a sad day 2003-08-05 05:01:45 Today my dog ran away... No one can find him, he hasnt been home, Im really really sad.... His name was Majinbooooo and hes a yorkie poo, black, so if you see this dog, let me know.. My other dog Bela is upset, missing her hubby :/
    Guess its time for big missing dog poster action, and a check of the local pounds..

    /me sniffles

    I miss my boo-boo..

     
  • 2003-08-01 05:25:00 Well, I got my plane ticket tonight for Animefest. that should be really cool.. :) Thanks to the IRS though.. i got some letter today, saying in the next two weeks they are gonna send me like 2,000 dollars.......so I can afford the ticket.. and its a holiday weekend so its all gonna be good..

    Ever find something in life you know is just so absolutely perfect.. and makes you do and feel things you never have before........its wonderful aint it.. and i seriously dont mean to like brag or boast.. Im just fucking happy...
    I wouldnt trade any of this right..
    Meeting New Friends....... Staying up All Night talking to them.... depriving myself of sleep....... because im just so happy... Maybe its kinda like that first amv you make.. Where you start it and never wanna stop till its done.. because its so fucking incredible of a experience.. at least it was to me.....


    Again today, I met another chick on here, i mean I knew who she was but we never officially talked...... There are some really nice girls on here, and there are some absolutely evil ones also..
    Maybe its my age.. but I hate seeing those fucking 14 year old girls come in the chatroom and talk about how they wanna have sex.. Its Gross.. and uncomfortable for me.. and most of the time it ends up disturbing me so bad I have to leave the chat room or Im liable to go all ballistic and motherly on them..

    This one time. someone did that.. How she was gonna go F' some dude and she was only 14.. It almost made me cry..........where has self esteem gone in our younger generations, and the sad part was.. is she WAS serious..... you could tell...... And then other icky older dudes.. were like all drooling on her.. and like encouraging her.. and then that made me physically Ill.. and I left for like 4 days

    ewww
    BUT HAPPY TIMES
    GOOD TIMES TO BLOW YOUR MIND.
    I stay positive... meeting people like SQ, and Kawaii.. make me think that maybe the future aint so bad..

    And Khayotik.. You Rock too..
    And MJ.. You make living easier..
    Im tired and AFO is tomorrow.. and I gotta go like meet people and stuff there so I better rest..

    /end 
  • 2003-07-30 23:40:00 Well the past 24 hours have been pretty good.... I met two really awesome people Kawaii (shes REALLY cool) And, Khayotik, why we never crossed paths before I am unsure. but lord knows, I have a ungodly, Goth Boi and Asian Girl Fetish, and those two fit that Category really well..

    Life is good.. Animefest, Im going....yeh.. big Con action.....
    Short and sweet tonight..
     
  • Today is a better day 2003-07-28 16:05:50 After yesterday, I would classify it on my top ten saddest days of my life.. today is better.. I slept in.. I just did the basics, i didnt stress my self out like I usually do.. Im usually a very uppity tightwad of a person in real life, involving the cleaning of my house, how strict i am on my children.. i admit.. I may be like young and stuff.. But Im a real stickler for discipline and family stuff.. I have to be... I want my children to grow up with a sense of stability and love. Unlike what i had. My kids know whats right and wrong and rarely do I have to enforce it. But when I do.. Tutter is not nice.. Not that Im a big fan of spanking.. HECK no.. there are other ways to discipline a child.. A Very good one is to take Gameboy away, no cartoon network.. No playing outside.. No Desert.. i dont know the things like June Cleaver did in the TV show ya know..
    Though i remember one episode where Fred smacked his son in the mouth.. for mouthing off.. hehe.. I guess even the happiest of happy has thier points.. My son suffers from ADHD. so I gotta kinda be really patient. He's on medication and stuff.. Its difficult at times but I deal with it..
    Im incredibly bombarded with children this summer, I got some extra ones around.. So I watch a total of 5 during the day.. Believe me, sometimes i feel like pulling my hair out.. But I dont have a real job.. and this brings some extra money to the family.. so I deal with it.. August 16th, thats all over though, then i can concentrate on my life....
    enough of my jibber jabber..

     
  • Experience Much Pain and Jou in one.. 2003-07-27 20:32:51 That was this weekend.. today letting MJ get on the plane and come home was soooo hard. On my way back to the car at the airport.. which is not a long walk at all.. Seemed like hours.. And these tears uncontrollably ran down face, and as i watched him take off his shoes....and be searched, through this big glass window, because non passengers are not allowed back thereanymore.. I sobbed so much.. at least 4 employees of the airport asked me if i was okay.... My chest was heaving, my tissue was all wet and salty.. it was pretty horrible......... I tried to convince him to stay. I even wished in some odd way he would miss his plane.. but alas i knew he must go home........ So as I say.. "Its all good" I even came home and sobbed laying in my bed, until i fell asleep. He got me very cool anime, to make a video too.. He gave me lotsa alcohol.. and got booty dancing at the club. MJ should be a happy mexicana, when he gets home, at least I hope he is.. But enough of my incredibly sappy shit, and sadness.. I'll see him again.. and soon.. and AWA will be loads of fun....

    Hes a incredible dude... thats all I can say.... here. But for now, im gonna eat some dinner and go to sleep..... sleeping is good, in sleep you can dream... and thats what I wanna do right now.

    Tutterbudder 
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