- I am! 2007-10-06 19:05:09 Kevmasterflashdeluxes Clone!!!
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HatereD
2007-03-27 12:27:24
!!I´m feeling like someone crushed me down to the very ground!!
!!!Fucking worlD!!! -
1YeaR1
2007-03-23 13:20:26
Wow!!!
Today i´m one year a member at the .org...
How the time flows!!!
YAY!!!! -
Your fucking world that is!!!!
2007-03-21 14:26:05
Damn....this week is a week where i can´t feel life at all....
So much shit happens these days.....
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Right Where It Belongs by nine inch nails
"See the animal in his cage that you built,
Are you sure what side you're on?
Better not look him too closely in the eye,
Are you sure what side of the glass you are on?
See the safety of the life you have built,
Everything where it belongs.
Feel the hollowness inside of your heart,
And it's all,
Right where it belongs.
What if everything around you,
Isn't quite as it seems?
What if all the world you think you know,
Is an elaborate dream?
And if you look at your reflection,
Is that all you want to be?
What if you could look right through the cracks,
Would you find yourself,
Find yourself afraid to see?
What if all the world's inside of your head,
Just creations of your own?
Your Devils and your Gods,
All the living and the dead,
And you're really all alone?
You can live in this illusion,
You can choose to believe.
You keep looking but you can't find the woods
are you're hiding in the trees.
What if everything around you,
Isn't quite as it seems?
What if all the world you used to know,
Is an elaborate dream?
And if you look at your relection,
Is that all you want to be?
What if you could look right through the cracks,
Would you find yourself,
Find yourself afraid to see?"
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I feel like on the wrong side of the cage, everything outside looks so bright....
My heart really feels hollow, but at least i think it´s right where it belongs...
When i look at my reflection......do i really want to be that????
If all the world is inside my head and it is just a creation of my head, why is there so much shit happening on it????
What if the world really is an elaborate dream of mine???
If yes, am I alone???
Do i even exist then???
Or does anyone of you exist???
What if i die...do i really die then...
Maybe I´m really afraid to see through my cracks....
I´ll try finding the woods, or mybe i can find a tree.....
At least i can choose to believe, but is that really enough for me???
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Yay!!!
2007-03-09 06:57:14
Finally SoulTaker Vol3 and 4 arrived..... that means i can start my Bubbles Track on Soad2...but i won´t... i have to do a segment for the Open Casket first, deadline is close...and i still have some OPs to finish....meh
Since the FMV hasn´t started yet I´m not stressed.....
Oh yeah, I changed my Avatar again, thought i woudn´t do that, but after watching Air....i had to...
Hmm for the rest of the day, i will finish the Ops and I will tray to get some ideas for my Open Casket Track, giving me a headache already......
So c ya all....
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