JOURNAL: meleechampion (Bubby )

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  • talking at blabbler about amvs is like... 2010-04-07 04:01:22 I'm that annoying kid you knew back in high school who you didn't have that much in common with but keeps bringing up "the good old days" back when we were in that club that did stuff and had fun, except he's moved on, and I haven't found a new hobby.

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    Also Kit... uh... I'll uh... "sometime" is the best I can promise you. I have to summon up the will to live some time to watch a bunch of amvs to get back in the zone so I can have a proper opinion about your piece.

    Anyone remember that jenga match at the aloft?? Yeaaahhh... good times.

    I wanna go to acen. =( 
  • Anyone else notice... 2010-04-06 13:51:57 they don't make board games like they used to. 
  • 2010-03-31 02:35:58 Submitting AMVs to a contest the day after I announce my unofficial retirement from AMVing? Nonsense... but also true. "What is AX?" lol

    Been reading Questionable Content from start to finish. I'm almost caught up. 1600 comics! Jeebus!

    Going to bed early(er). Yay. No really, this is the most important thing I'll have done all day.

    So... change my life day started well... but ended the same. I feel exactly like I did last night, despite what I accomplished today. =/

    My friends have started to wonder why I don't go eat lunch with them anymore. I guess that is a good thing.

    So, who said anything about being depressed? Aw... who am I kidding. While not entirely committed to the term, I am probably more "depressed" than I ever have been in my life. Your feedback and suggestions are very much appreciated. Thanks guys.

    Well, I'm gonna go play pokemon until I can't keep my eyelids up. You kids stay safe. 
  • 2010-03-30 04:12:46 Just to be clear, it's read "pee wolf", right? If not, I'm gonna have to go re read that chat.

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    Also, in case anyone forgot, I play Aion too. (but I haven't linked my character before, I think...) Blame it for me unofficially quitting AMVs.

    http://na.aiononline.com/livestatus/character-legion/search?charID=237272&serverID=10

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    I spent today feeling like shit because I stayed up until 5am again the night before (like I have every day for a week or so) and slept until 2pm. I haven't gone to class in a month. I just roll out of bed and dick around on the computer. I've been lying about it too. I probably shouldn't be writing this down anywhere either, but I'm pretty sure everyone knows about it. Either that or the fact that everyone's default conversation starter with me ("how's school going?") has turned into a more sinister version of the same question is entirely in my mind. Sinister because at any point their following question could (and should) be "why are you lying to me?" (i don't know) and I wouldn't know what to say.

    ANYWAY, seeing how miserable I was today, I've decided to try and go to school... Wednesday. I have to work Thursday, and honestly if I didn't have to work I'm pretty sure I would have wasted away already. I already stopped eating. Thats probably why I feel like shit more than the sleep schedule. Kristal called me out on it recently. Drove over here and made me go buy groceries. I still don't get hungry though, I eat because "I know I should" and it's convenient.

    I don't mean to sleep so much, but I literally have NO reason to get out of bed in the morning. Do you have any idea how hard it is?

    I've been dreaming more. Don't know when that started. It's almost all during the day though. Between the point where I would normally wake up and when I actually wake up is this crazy dream filled state where I'm pretty sure I'm awake but I still have the most vivid memories of whatever adventure I was just on. Sometimes there are multiple. I could stay in bed all day, just perpetually dreaming. Waking up to remember for five minutes, then falling asleep to do something different. Nothing scary, nothing too alarming. They're mostly good dreams. Of course I don't remember any. I guess that means nothing's reoccurring.

    Anyway, I've continued this little unintentional experiment of mine (how much can I get away with, avoiding responsibility) long enough. It's time to stop. I'm writing it down so you can hold me to it. There's more to say, but I've probably already said too much. This is supposed to be personal anyway. >.> 
  • ta-dow 2010-03-28 13:38:22 I could watch this video on loop all day

    http://www.vevo.com/watch/dan-black/symphonies/US6PH0900031 
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