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2009-11-30 17:56:43
I keep checking the Donator's Forum.
..and then remembering I don't have access. -
2009-11-16 23:31:43
Soooo tired of feeling like shit all the time, so I'm going to have my blood tested next week.
I sure hope they find something, otherwise... who knows, maybe I am depressed. =/ -
/emo
2009-07-30 22:39:18
So far, I've been living life with the idea that "things only get better from here".
Life. It can only improve.
Yet I was aware in high school of the people calling it "the best years of their life".
In college, living in a dorm, "the best years of my life"? Maybe.
It's this day and it's realizations that shock me. I am sad, I already have remorse. Regret ...for decisions I've made... for more likely decisions I've not made. Am I already on a downward spiral? Finish school to work the rest of my life... great.
One of my very favorite bands just said they're uncertain about their future. That their contract is up. That they may never make another album.
That's fine. Their choice. Their lives.
...but they were here. In my town. AT MY UNIVERSITY. Three years ago. I did not see them. I did not know about them. They have not toured here since.
A minor life tragedy, to be sure, but I still am met with an abiding flow of time. I am no salmon. There is no swimming upstream.
Cursed with the pointless questions of "what would have been if..."
Hope lies only in the future. Looking ahead is all I can do.
I might have to go to Europe. To catch a show. It would be fun, right? -
AM I SELF CONCIOUS OR WHAT
2009-07-02 23:14:36
Someone commented on my mutton chops yesterday.
I was confused.
"What? These are just sideburns!"
I shaved today. -
2009-06-28 15:41:27
ok, nevermind, just give me everything on this page
http://www.eureka-prj.net/#/goods/
(give it now plz)
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