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K is for Kidding
2008-08-29 22:24:09
I guess I'm not really. :)
Things are much better off now. :) I guess that I just overreacted. That's ok though. Now things are a lot beeter now, and I'm glad I got it all out.
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Q is for Quail
2008-08-29 11:14:23
No reason for the title really, I just wanted to use an uncommon letter for once. :O
I geniunely believe that I have an obsession with music. It's like my crack. I can't go very long without it. I should be doing math homework or reading my World Lit assignment, but I'm just kind of ignoring it all. Well, I have a three-day weekend coming up, so I plan on enjoying it. :) My last class it at 1 today, and after that I'm on gorgeous vacation. *collapses with relef*
My family and I are planning a huge get together on Labor day, and I'm looking forward to it immensly. Mostly because of the amazing food that we're going to have, but also because I like it when we all get together.
Although I'm not as happy about it as I usually am. I'm still relatively depressed right now. Maybe I'm just being selfish though. My sadness comes from the fact that I'm just kind of dead on the inside right now. It just hit me the other day that I really don't have a dream like so many people do. I've just blown through life, never dreaming. Never having a goal. Just doing what others want of me, and accepting it. Sure, I've always thought that being a author would be my dream job, but it's irrational. I could never be a writer. My parents would never allow it. Never.
Not to sound emo, but I feel like I'm just chained down right now. Like I'm on a leash again. There for a few months, I though I broke it off, but I'm right back on it now. I don't know what I'm going to do...
Sorry for boring you guys with this. I just needed to get this off my chest somewhere. :( -
D is for Dead
2008-08-28 22:45:37
What I feel like on the inside right now. I'm really just tired. Physically speaking, mostly. Schoolwork has now taken over my life right now, and I've done a ton of walking these last few days (it's about a 15-20 minute walk between classes), and my feet are killing me. But I'm getting used to it now, so it's not as bad....
I'm also kind of dead on the inside too I guess. So many question kind of making me depresssed. Career... Relationships... Friends... Ugh. Headache.... :|
I haven't touched my editing software in two weeks. I need to get back on work. *bangs head on desk* -
H is for Hate
2008-08-24 21:56:45
Boy do I have a lot of it right now. >_<
I blame it most on the annoying little bout of depressing that I'm going through right now. It lays mostly on career choice. And the fact that I don't have one right now. >_< -
W is for Weekend
2008-08-23 23:05:59
Mine has been slightly relaxing, although I should have done my homework already instead of waiting until tomorrow to do it. But I wanted my Saturday off. :_(
I'm sleepy, so I'm about to head for bed.
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