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M is for Drop Box
2010-03-30 14:55:25
..... wait.. What?
Anyway, is it just me, or has the mod drop box been vividly ignored the past few months.
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M is for Meele / L is for Life
2010-03-30 09:43:57
I know exactly how you feel Meele. I went through about a month or two of that as well last semester. I have ZERO clue what caused it, but I think it was just a bout of random depression I had with my life in general at that point. But I really hope you see yourself through it! AMV maker or not, everybody around here has your back man! :D
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I've come to the astonishing conclusion that life can really suck sometimes. And then I realize that I should feel bad for feeling that way, because there are a lot of people whose lives are in FAR worse shape than mine.
I dunno. Something about me not existing to my friends has really gotten me shaken up lately. I honestly thought I had deeper relationships with many of them, and had FRIENDS. Turns out I was really wrong.
That and the fact that finding the right girl in this school seems almost impossible. I met one the other day, but she was screaming at me for not taking her flyer from the ATU Young Republicans and my lack of desire to join their cause. Although it wasn't the ATU Young Republicans fault. The ATU Young Democrats on campus were just as crazy the first day back yesterday from spring break, rallying the mostly liberal campus together to "BASH THE CONSERVATIVES!". [But I'll talk about campus politics and the general stupidity of both sides another day]
Therefore, between that and the fact that my family now pretty much ignores me now that I don't have any pressing medical issues making me hobble around like an old man, I just feel really ALONE.
And that's depressing! I'm craving some human interaction other than from the people I sit next to in class and our forced akward conversations of statistics and accounts receivable.
But then I think... "Do I really have anything to complain about?"
Well, yes, I feel I do. But I feel ashamed for it, because if being alone is the only problem I have in life, I should be pretty God damn grateful for it.
I dunno. I guess the fact that I used to be a spoiled snobby selfish person in my younger days makes me have a desire to not seem that way here in my youthful adult years.
/leh sigh.
Just two more years. If I can make it for just two more years... I think I might just be fine. :D
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Q is for Questionable Content [again]
2010-03-29 08:30:54
GOD DAMNIT. >_<
I knew it... I knew it...
/pain in heart
I don't know why, but I treat this webcomic like a spanish soap opera.
AYEEEEEEEE! CARMENSITA!!!! D:
AYEEEEEEEEEEE! PAPA... MUERTA! D:
/esh shot by spanish editors
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But no... I knew that Marigold would be getting smacked by the angst stick by Jephy boy. NO CHARACTER IS IMMUNE FROM THE ANGST STICK! NO ONE!!!!1!one
And for those that haven't a clue what I'm talking about: http://questionablecontent.net/
I DEMAND YOU GO AND READ EVERY COMIC STRIP IN THE NEXT 48 HOURSZ! -
E is for Exist
2010-03-27 17:39:07
It has come to my attention that my existance is like an on/off switch. I exist when people need me [on] and when they don't, I'm just a nobody [off].
For example:
1) My friends will often call me when they need computer assitance and we will have a Brawl/MW2 party or something afterwards. They did not need me for anything during spring break, and failed to call me and invite me to anything they did, but posted goo-hoos of pictures of them all having fun together on Facebook..
2) My mom/stepdad asked me to watch my half-sister yesterday for their anniversary, and I did and we had a lovely conversation yesterday when they returned home. Today, I don't hear two peeps out of them until 4 PM when I walk outside and see them talking with our relatives and having a cookout that I was not informed of.
3) My real father calls me when he needs computer assistance, or when my brothers/sisters need tutoring. Apparently, they must be doing pretty well, because I haven't seen/heard from them since Christmas.
4) As a member of the accounting club, I do a lot of work on our website and more techncial aspects of the things we do. When they's a big project everybody works on, we all get together and do something fun in the middle of the business building. Found out today that all the officers [except me] were invited to our advisor's house for a big officer party. Again, I saw pics on Facebook.
I dunno. I just sort of breaks my heart to know I'm only good when I'm needed. That I'm not entertaining enough to be around normally. Th eonly way people will STAND me is if I can do some sort of service for them. And even then, I don't get paid for the service.
It's just frustrating, especially now that my arthritis is in remission thanks to the medication that I'm on, and I CANT DO ANYTHING. >_<
It's just one of those days where I really question a lot of things in my life. Most importantly, whether I really should stay here in Arkansas, or move away as soon as I get my degree. -
Q is for Questionable Content
2010-03-26 12:51:04
YES! YES!!!!!!!!!! YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Marigold finally gets up the courage [er... well, the bourben does it really...] to reveal her feelings to somebody!
But... This will not end well. Not well at all.
I know quite obviously that Angus/Marigold are more in the friend zone, and that Angus has the major hots for Faye after the last few weeks of comics.
So Jeph is going to royally fuck with their heads and I have a few possibilities.
1) Angus is going to pretend to like Marigold in order to spare her from rejection and be miserable, she's going to figure it out [Probably from Marten/Dora], fall into depression and Angus/Faye will get together.
2) Angus is going to outright reject her, making her back into her self-concious stage and make the whole team try and rip it back out of her and make her "normal" again.
3) Angus/Marigold end up together, GET IT ON, when FAye walks in and it just destroys her and sends her into a cycle of alcoholism and she loses everybody...
SEriously, Jeph has made me such a cynic with his comics! They're SOOOO good, but he loves torturing them [except for Marten/Hanners/Dora, who he seems to adore and give them the happers]. xD
But yeah... Either way... THIS WILL NOT END WELL.
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