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Biologeeeeee........
2003-03-23 12:07:25
So much Biology work, I might just skip this stupid essay at this rate... But at least I got my project done!! Oh, yeah!! :D
Nick went and pissed me off because he said that he was going to use my AMV ideas, and he didn't even ask me!! He was just like, "Oh, that's cool, I'm going to do it!!" I wanted to make the vids, not get all the credit!! He needs to stop complaining about getting a girlfriend, because with manners like that, he's going to have a damn hard time. It made my positive outlook of him go down the drain, and out of the system... Eventually he apologized, probably because I turned most of the band people against him, even if I'm the one not in band. *g* I know this will sound arrogantly stupid: Just goes to show I've got more power and influence, and like I say- win the battle, not the war! (Think about that.)
Speaking of war, this whole let's-go-bomb-Baghdad! thing is stupid. Why can't we just send in some special forces, for crying out loud? And come on, it's pretty obvious that Saddam Hussein is most likely in Libya or something by now... Unless he is really, really, really ignorant, that is. Then we've got James - stupid James-kun - talking about that lame "Cone of Light Theory" where we were born in the wrong time and America is going down and blah blah blah... But it's not like any of this matters, because we're all going to die anyways, and life goes on and we should enjoy it!! (I'm too optimistc. x_x;;)
And one last thing (warning: sappy moment)... Jay put his arm around me when we went to movies (in a group) and I was NOT comfortable at all... So I've decided that no matter how much I may like *any* guy, it's best not to get too close to them... ^^;; (I know, I'm so pathetic, beginning and end...)
Two more weeks, then...*drumrolls* SPRING BREAK!! HELL YEAH!! XD -
My Friends Over You
2003-03-19 15:51:17
Heartache... Damn, it hurts... Having to reject Jay even though I like him, crushing on James even though he likes Han, Mary telling me that Kelly is feeling left out when she does not seem to realize that I am too, knowing it's my fault that I'm doing so horribly in math... It hurts like hell... And most of it I feel is my fault, and it most likely is. Yesterday I cried for the first time since Ben and I broke up. I'm really not happy. Sometimes I just can't wait for my life to be over; I want to know what is to become of me. But then again, I want to be with my friends...
Sorry, I really had to get that out. That's why I write so much. I have to get the tears out and the choking gone so I don't break down. It makes me so sad... It makes me feel like I don't matter, or at least, my feelings don't... -
Eh...
2003-03-15 10:17:53
Yesterday I told Jay my answer to that fateful question, Will you go out with me? ("Sorry to say this, but no...") But for some reason I was really energetic and in a good mood, even if I do like him a lot. Anyways, enough of that... I've got some good ideas for AMV's!! But I'm not going to tell anyone... >:D Mwahahaha!!
KaZaA may have screwed up on me, but KaZaA Lite is awesome!! XD I've already downloaded all of Cowboy Bebop (including the movie), Spirited Away, Kite, the rest of FLCL, and most of Trigun. I LOVE IT!!! *hugs her computer*
Later today is the anime conference, then immediately after is Mary's birthday party. I can't believe she's sixteen!!! It's killing me!! ^_^;; But we're happy, so that's good...
I want to ride my bike. Later days! -
So...
2003-03-10 18:30:19
Laura is in a good mood today!! She was listening to happy music on the way home. ^-^ We did virtually nothing today in class, and I have no homework because I got everything done a long time ago!! I'M NOT PROCRASTINATING!!!! WOOO!!! *coughs* Anyways, um.. ^^;; There is an anime conference between Kell, Sprayberry, and Lassiter this weekend, and it's right before Mary's sweet sixteen birthday party!! It's going to be a fun rush!! But hey, I get to meet James and see Kelly, so it's good.
I can't wait until this summer!! Wedding in Brazil, free time, my aunt is pregnant!! WAI!!! ^.^ *jumps up and down* Cantwaitcantwaitcantwait!!!
But on a sadder note (interesting transition here...), I have become more aware of two of my bad attributes: I say I'm going to do something, but eventually drop it; and also that I am very easy to distract. So, um, yeah. x_x;; And I quit Shockwave; I don't have the confidence to stay in... But otherwise, life is good. I love my friends. :) -
Tank!
2003-03-09 11:11:28
It's been a while. I've been a bit distracted, and internet is slowing down because I put up FMS's videos on AMV.org. Even though they are getting a lot more hits than before, I am not happy because nothing is going as fast in my home's network than it was before. x_x;; Gah...
I have a really big project on the third phase of Great Expectations due Friday. I'm quitting Shockwave, our electronic orchestra. I don't want to go to church. I want summer to come... I may get to go to Brazil for Adriana's wedding!! And what's cooler is that her step-son (to be) likes the same kind of stuff I do (anime, DDR, music, games, etc.)!! And I want to work on my website some more; VA, a DDR team, jazz band (I want to sing! ^^), and some other random crap. ...SUMMER!
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