JOURNAL: gravityrules

  • A good weekend... 2006-11-13 01:20:46 I got new Equestrian team gear, made one girl really happy, helped old ladies carry things, did fundraising, smiled, finished watching FMA, watched the movie, watched the OVAs, did my Japanese homework... Yup. Good weekend.

    :-) 
  • I *heart* motivational posters 2006-11-01 22:40:56 Yup. Really do.

    That and the Haruhiism thread = best screencap threads ever! 
  • Reasons that I want to cry... 2006-10-31 13:19:55 1. I got my boots in the mail today, after waiting more than a month to have them fixed. Too bad they're not my boots. Looks like my dad sent in the ones I told him to throw away. Now I have a gorgeous pair of repaired riding boots that will not fit me. Yay.

    2. I have to lead my least favorite class on Friday. With my least favorite person in the class. I have a paper due Thursday for the same class. And an entire book to read.

    3. How the fuck am I supposed to balance archery practice and riding lessons?

    4. How am I supposed to cheer on the equestrian team at the horse show in San Diego if no one will give me a ride down there?

    5. What classes am I gonna take next semester? College is expensive, but if I don't take random classes how am I even going to figure out what I want to major in?

    6. My roommate and I pretty much don't speak - but do I really want to move? Then I have to change my address on all my financial stuff, send my new address to my friends, carry all my stuff across campus without help, etc.

    7. I have to call my dad and explain the boots thing to him. Which means I'll probably end up crying to him, and then getting yelled at for crying. It cost $55 dollars to repair those boots, but new ones are like $155 dollars.... but now.... I certainly don't have $55 lying around. I don't even want new boots. I just wanted the zippers in my old ones fixed so I could wear them. I knew this was gonna happen too. I made extra sure to stress that he sent away the correct pair of boots, but did he? No. Seriously - what do I do with these boots now?

    8. How do grades work in college? I got almost straight A's in high school, minus last semester of senior year. Am I supposed to be getting the same grades? Even though I'm in an honors program here and am taking a few classes that are mostly seniors about to graduate? I have to keep my scholarship, but that shouldn't be a problem.... but still. I just don't care about my classes right now.

    9. It's that time of the month.

    10. Which would you choose? A. No chocolate, sweets, sugar, soda, anything, or B. really bad acne?

    11. I miss my friends. I wonder if they actually like their colleges. 
  • Paranoia 2006-10-22 14:48:13 I am paranoid. I don't think it's a conspiracy, yet. I just think that people are against me.

    It's a Sunday and I woke up in time to go get the good food in the dining hall, but then I happened to read a little something.... And now even if I took a shower really fast, or even just went over in my pajamas, all of the good food would be gone. And now all I really want anyway is a bunch of candy and chips and ice cream.

    Why in the world did I get stuck with such a bitch of a roommate? And why am I even going to school here? Oh, right. Because I got a full tuition scholarship. It makes me sad that I am sad enough here to actually wonder if the scholarship is worth it.

    Why must college revolve around drinking? I don't get drunk every night. Sorry. Maybe that's why I got the scholarship and you are on workstudy, evil bitchy roommate! I am sorry that all of your friends came here too and now you have a possy and I don't. I'm trying to make new friends, unlike you.

    Don't judge me, you don't know me.

    If you think I'm a loser, why can't you just be straight with me? Don't go typing sneaky stuff behind my back. I'm not dumb. I know you think I'm wierd, 'cause I watch anime and actually participate in clubs on campus and don't go to frat parties all night like you do. If you'd ever actually talk to me you'd realize that we have things in common. But you don't seem to care. You just hang out with your high school friends and post pictures of you drinking together on Facebook.

    Thanks for a great first quarter. Now I wanna go home. 
  • School = Why? 2006-10-17 00:25:58 Are people naturally just or unjust?

    ... an unanswerable question.

    Where does boredom come from?

    ... also unanswerable?

    I think not. Maybe.

    I have enough things to watch, AMVs and the like, to keep me busy for a long long time. Now if only my thoughts on Plato and justice would keep me busy long enough to finish this paper....

    I don't think this is going to be a good night.

    It's 9:30 and I have a heading.... And a basic concept. Maybe. I have a deadline too. Oh, yay.  
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