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Facebook....
2007-08-02 21:49:02
The place where I usually rant is "upgrading."
Boo Facebook.
... been a while since my last journal entry.
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Life recently
2007-05-26 13:04:30
Been working at Quiznos for the past 3 weeks. It's actually pretty fun since everyone is really nice and funny, and I can wear tennis shoes instead of dress shoes. I really like working the two hours that are lunch time because it's really busy and therefore not boring. Unfortunately I got offered another job at Nordstrom that pays better, but I have to wear dress clothes every day and I don't know the people that work there at all. I'm not really into shoes and clothes and stuff, although I'm pretty awesome at pretending or they wouldn't have given me the job. And I probably have to quit Quiznos because they seem to want me to work at Nordstrom every waking hour for the next few weeks and during sales and stuff. I'm not totally sure when the big sales are, but I have a funny feeling it's going to prevent me from going to AX this year. I really like the people at Quiznos and I would feel awful quitting because they really need people to work there, but my dad is set on me working at Nordstrom and since I live in his house.... And it does pay more, so I can't really complain, I guess. But what if I hate selling shoes to people? Or having to make my commision thing every hour? And I hardly have any nice clothes because I hate wearing nice clothes.... And, it's way farther away from my house than Quiznos is. Gas keeps getting more and more expensive.
I'm kinda pissed at the way summer has turned out so far. I've had absolutely no time for riding horses or AMV making or really anything at all, except for trying to drown myself in oblivion to forget about the 3 jobs I have been signed up for. I'm actually kind of excited about the cat sitting one though, because it means I get to escape from my house. I've pondered moving in with my stepmom, but I would have to leave my younger siblings here and I don't know if my stepmom would let me. It sucks to go away to college and be completely in charge of yourself and then come back and have dumb rules enforced that are completely unnecessary. I'd be doing great if everything was up to me.
On another note, I started watching s-Cry-ed yesterday night. I've never seen any of it but enough people told me they liked it, so I gave it a try. What I watched was definitely amusing enough to keep my mind off of other problems. I also saw Pirates twice, once with friends at the Thursday premier and once with siblings yesterday. Also amusing enough to keep my mind pretty blank. I did miss my high school's last anime club because I was picking up people from school yesterday. All my remaining friends graduate this year and I really wanted to go.
I had a lot of goals for this summer that probably aren't going to get accomplished. I wanted to get my Japanese text book for next semester and start studying so I don't forget everything. I wanted to make and AMV. I wanted to start running again. I wanted to ride enough so that when the team has tryouts next year I'll actually make the competition team. I'm not really into competition, but I think it would be sad if the technology chair of the club (probably me next year) wasn't actually competing. Plus, I have all my neat competition clothes, that actually are comfortable for once. Oh, I also wanted to go to AX again with the friend I went with last year and some of the kids in anime club here, but that probably won't happen. I'm not sure if my friend even wants to go. She likes really small conventions, which AX is most definitely not.
I'm also wondering how my jobs are gonna turn out. What's gonna happen to the money I make? Is it mine? (Can I buy the SE Haruhi DVDs with it?) Or do I have to put it into some account somewhere where I'll never see it again, but it is technically mine? Or am I gonna have to hand it off to dad? That would suck.
My biggest worry right now is what I'm gonna do about Quiznos. I feel terrible betraying people (because that's how it feels) that hired me and trained me and shared tips ($) with me and now need me to work when I said I could. I was completely free when they hired me, and I never thought Nordstrom would actually hire someone like me (practically a social reject - albeit with great lying skills). I don't know how to quit a job, and I feel really awful quitting my very first job after only three weeks (and two paychecks). Plus, working at Quiznos gave me more than half of the answers I needed for Nordstrom interviews. It just doesn't seem fair. But I guess I don't have a choice. That doesn't mean I wanna do it though.
(I spent an hour yesterday hiding from my dad in my closet with the lights off and the door closed.)
I don't want to deal with life. - Nervous/Worried/Whatever 2007-05-09 22:22:06 I have training for my new (and first ever) job tomorrow. It's not like it should be hard, I'm just worried that I'll do something awkward or people will not like me, or something.
- Why? 2007-05-04 19:06:01 I'm always in the wrong place at the wrong time! I'm going to be at home in Colorado instead of here in LA when the little Haruhi-launch-party-thingy happens. Sucky.
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Sorry for all the complaining...
2007-05-03 19:10:23
... BUT REALLY!!! My roommate has had the TV on ALL DAY!!! While I was trying to study too. Now I have a headache and I'm tired and there's obnoxious crime drama playing in the backround.
Ooohh!!! At least I can go get rid of all my cinema books now!!
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