JOURNAL: gravityrules

  • The Powers That Be have been mean to me for the past week. 2008-02-01 19:54:18 1. It needs to stop raining in LA. I think we stole Seattle's weather or something, because it has never rained this much in LA and SO CAL PEOPLE CAN'T HANDLE RAIN!

    2. I am sick. Why? See above.

    3. It's that joyous time of the month when I have an excuse for being bitchy. I just can't handle sickness and cramps at the same time.

    4. I have been late to work for the past several days because the fucking tram from campus has been early, so I miss mine and then have to wait for the next one, which is inevitably late.

    5. My class schedule sucks, I probably need to pick up one more class, and I am already kinda swamped with work.

    6. I have a horse show this weekend, which would be great, but I'm SICK and IT'LL JUST GET RAINED OUT ANYWAY.

    7. I think I have failed at helping every single person who has called me at work today.

    8. I blew my nose so many times that I had a bloody nose.

    9. All my clothes are dirty and covered in germs from being sick.

    10. I need to find a place to live next year, but the only real friends I have at college are not people that I want to live with. I would kill them. Hell, I want to kill some of them after only a few hours with them, not to mention a few days.

    11. My PC managed to trash itself, right after I left all my re-install disks and other stuff in Colorado. How am I supposed to do my work as tech chair for the Equestrian Team if the software doesn't fucking work because my computer is broken?

    12. I am totally failing at C++ today. For the life of me I can't get my error checking on the string stream part of my program to work when you enter incorrect info that is more than one character.

    13. We have no food in my apartment because my crazy schedule has left me no time for shopping. Oh, and my hair is one big tangle. Why? Because it feels like it I guess. Because I fricking take a shower, wash it, and brush it everyday and it still tries to die. Booooo hair. 
  • New semester... 2008-01-13 23:16:35 More nights of loud drunken roomies. 
  • Really angry... 2007-12-28 01:57:59 /*Complaining

    1. Cold weather sucks. I am so never living in a place colder than LA.

    2. Having nothing to do sucks. Note to self: never vacation for more than one week without active planning.

    3. Nobody from my old life understands me at all. They seem to think the same things that amused me years and years ago are still going to make me all misty eyed and grateful. I'm not in middle school anymore, random bath gels or lavender aroma therapy is not exactly something I'm interested in. I also no longer care about where I'm going to put my silly little earrings from Claire's. Seriously people, that was like 6 years ago. What the fuck am I supposed to do with random flower shaped candles? And jewelry boxes? Anybody who paid any attention to me would realize that I don't wear jewelry ever. Ever, unless under severe duress.

    4. My dad sucks. I knew this already, but really, why did I even come back? I don't know if my love for my little sister and my horse can balance out my hatred for my dad. I mean, what the fuck is his problem? I called him up a few months ago when I was signing up for classes next semester, and told him I wanted to take an intro to guitar class, because I get 18 units free each semester, and most people only take 16, so I have 2 extra, and when am I gonna do something fun like guitar if I don't do it in college? But no, I get yelled at on the phone for 3 hours and told not to take the class. And then he gives me my mom's old guitar for Christmas, because he's too fucking cheap to get me a real present. It's fucking dusty, out of tune, and all the strings are rusted. So, what the fuck, am I supposed to take the class or not? How the fuck am I supposed to get the thing back to LA? I think I would be too embarrassed to carry it around anyway. Oh yeah, he also gave me a VHS with it, "Intro to Guitar," or something. Like I have a VHS player. Gee thanks, dad.

    5. Christmas sucks in general. I didn't want anything for Christmas, really. I have a job that I love and everything I need in LA, but then I come out here and all everyone asks is "What do you want?" "What do you want?" So I think about it and come up with a few movies and some anime DVDs that I want, and then I get an old guitar, lavender aroma therapy crap, and one $5 movie that I chose myself and gave to my little brother so he could give it to me. Why make me think of stuff that I wanted if you were just gonna get me crap anyways?

    6. My stepbrother is a spoiled brat who deserves more pain and suffering than anyone I have ever met, just for being so mean to the entire rest of the world.

    7. I hate change. My 13 year old brother is finally taller and stronger than me, and has a girlfriend. My 15 year old sister now drives my old car around. I am still shy and socially inept. Yay.

    8. What the fuck am I going to major in? And could people please stop asking if I have chosen one yet? 'Cause I haven't, and I promise to broadcast it all over the world when I have.

    */ 
  • Computer programming is like... 2007-10-29 22:12:01 Adding 1 + 1 and getting 3.

    Doing it again and getting .5.

    Doing it again and getting pi.

    Doing it again and getting 1.

    Doing it again and getting 1.0000001.

    Doing it again and getting 999.

    Doing it again and getting 2.2.

    Doing it again and getting 7.

    Even though you know the answer is 2. 
  • Long time no see 2007-09-21 20:17:07 Watching a horrible boring movie...

    And my computer is still mostly broken. 
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