- Life ands its painful joys 2003-08-22 15:33:16 Ok...this guy I like...I don't know if he likes me...I think he does....but on the other hand...I don't know. I told a guy Who I know likes me NO when he asked me out. because of it....but I really did not like the other guy any how. But you see the guy I like lets call him Matt(that is not his real name) Matt wanted to know what I was doing this week end...(he asked me and ONLY me at lunch today.... and 4 others where with us) but then I know he likes or liked another girl....and asked her out yet I don't know if she said yes or not....its all odd.
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CON
2003-08-15 15:03:39
And my friend who is all death like(well shes the one who said she wants to die 47 and 3 weeks.) Well she is not a free spirit she more bound, then me. All Well...I don't know how to put it...if she is around my Gothic punk friend shes all loud and if she is with me shes quiet and all well all miss right. I might believe in my own thing and then she goes off and says "well what about .....what ever it is that is opposite of my veiws...Its like she is trying to make me see I'm wrong. OR FORSING me to see the other side. I do look at the other side of things but I might not like them...its all )@*$)*#@)$*)#*$)(@#!!!!!!! oK EX: Me- I hate all the ppl at school they walk so slow and stand in the hall way! Her- Well they just like to take their time and spend time with there frineds. Me- well yea but they could walk a little faster. her-So if they like to take time to look at things whats wrong with that? me- they take up my time when i'm trying to get to places i need to be.....stuff like that. But what she does not see is that the other ppl are doing the samething as me...in a sence not look at what others think or want. But I look at others wants and likes.......its just kinda a think you need to see first hand. OH and when my two friends are with each other guess what they do...Pick on me and put all my faults out. For one thing I like to talk alot.(THEY DONT!!!!) but they get mad at me cause i talk to much....well sorry I don't like being on the phone and having nothing being said....I just want to be un chained from this world and be free to fly(with my hear/soul/wings/mind/love...just to be free. not having to hold anything back.....yet I dont' know how to...if you know tell me.
SORRY FOR THE RANTEN!!!! -
I must rant
2003-08-15 14:49:25
Ok I have this friend and she is really loud...likes to yell and all that junk. It was cool at first but now....its old and I get tired of it. But I can't tell her to shut up..(i tryed that and she gets really mad) but any how.... want a friend that is a truely a free soul. I was reading some lyrics from Jpop and one thing hit me
Everything is not dreams, so hold your head high at
once
If you wish for happiness
First find out what happiness is, go and reveal it
completely
Everything is very real
So right in the middle of this reality, let's run wild
And then let that ultra soul soar!
Mostly "First find out what happiness is, go and reveal it compleltley....so right in the middle of this reality, let's run wild.......
Well. I want to run free...and she is not free yet more free then mee...yet not. she I think is bound by style....shes gothic punk and thats all cool and stuff but the ppl she hangs with is.....not.....loud...mean REALLY RUDE(so is she I mean really rude. " Do you have a credit cared? Cause I need it to take this bee sting out of my neck." No please or thankyou just "IT HURTS!!! ect...you konw ppl like that right? Well so I want to run free yet i can't...Im bound by so many things...so is she and my other good friend is just dead orented(sp) I'm going to die when im 47 and 3 weeks even if I have to kill my self. Cause I don't want to be old and we all die sometime why not then." But I told her what about the ppl you will leave behind. "Its my life I will do as I want. I don't care you will just have to get over it.....ect" Stuff like that...and I'm just all HAHAHDOAOO)U)#*)$*)@)%*)#()%$$#!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I just want to run free in the wind...with trees and clouds and everything....that is bueatiful to me....LIFE!!! Yet...My gothic punk friend is like WOOO blood and It was like this there and I had a house there and right now i want my wings(past life thing) and yes I want my past life stuff too(angel wings LoL like you believe that) but just the here and now is what I want. She is all well, this life sucks can I kill all the humans...shes not a here and now, but a past person. -
Idea
2003-08-08 14:12:17
ok my friends and I are doing an anime club. If you want to be one of the ONLINE junkys then just send an e-mail to me.
chibi-kawaii-fox@inuyasha-online.zzn.com ^^ - WELL!!! 2003-08-07 17:20:58 Well Im in school now. ;_: I hate it I have one class with my one of my friends and I have know one I know In lunch this year is going to suck. ;_:!!!!!!
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